Wednesday, November 4, 2009

lab oh~ lab again...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

just another pieces of me...

just finished doing the outline for tomorrow's event...hv dinner with some VIP tomorrow..so i'm helping my friends planning the events for tomorrow night...
final editing is tomorrow..hope that i manage to get it done...

today...another busy day for me...with the lab..my lab assignment not 100% done...didn't cover the embroyology part...huhuhu...
the doctors seem a little bit not satisfied with us..coz many of us not fully understand about the embyology,anatomy,&histology of the esophagus & stomach...

they asked us when did we get the manual...we answered last night...they asked how did we get the manual if last night...we answered the admin people send to one of my friends house...they smirked & said, "Oh,special delivery service..."
what was that?they kept saying the same thing...making some of us pissed off...

"dun u say that u r in Twinning Program,so u cannot do this & that...we expected that u can do the tasks that we give to you..."
what's that?the statement is just like they want to compare us with the regular program...
not being prejudice here...but this is the truth...we always being compared with the regular program by certain lecturers...
"if in regular program..there's no this & that...", "in the regular program, they r not like u", "there's no such thing in the regular program.."
if comparing in good ways...we still can accept it...but...T-T
we never complaint that we cannot do this & that because we're in Twinning Program...never complaint...we just do & follow the tasks,the assignments,the regulations that being set on us...never said to any lecturers that we're in Twinning Program, so we're different from regular class...we are the same...studying under Faculty of Medicine in UNPAD...so why~?

the lecturers?no...i dun hate them...i cannot hate the..dunno why...eventhough i pissed off or angry with some of them but i never really able to hate someone...never...
"thank you"..that's only i can say to them...

is not like i hate or regret that i choose to study medicine here...
to tell u the truth...i dunno what's my true feeling about studying here...
but i never regret that i choose field of medicine + meet the people i know now...
i'm really grateful i meet these people...my friends in Twinning Program,the juniors & the seniors in the same faculty,friends from other faculties (Dentistry & Pharmacy), & Indonesian friends...

Alhamdulillah...
i'm already in the 6th semester now (already repeat this over & over again~^^)...
have to be patience + focus on my study...

still hv LIs to be done...
still hv something to think...huhuhu...help me~i dunno what to do for this SYMPHONESIA~~~to join or not...hmmm...what to do?

ok...stop now before i end up sitting in front of this laptop, surfing the net without doing any work~~
till the next post~*peace*

XOXO - which one is more difficult?to hate or to love somebody?

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