Saturday, December 31, 2011

31st of December, 2011

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم
Assalamualaikum n elo...

well...look at the date...
today is the last day of the year 2011...
will greet the new day of 2012 tomorrow...

2011...
what it's meant for me?
the things that i know...i'm quite moody most of the time and i spend quite some money this year, especially for...oh you know~ >w<)/
appointed to hold big responsibilities, trying new things, experiencing more things,  facing and solving the problems, making others worried about me, and...i dunno~ =w=)O too many to list all of them in this post...
we have 365 days and everyday we have something new happen...yea we may be doing some usual works, following schedule, and habits but they not always the same right? everyday is a new day~

about my life a medical students in UKM, as the Twinning Programme of UKM-UNPAD students...
oh dear, clinical-years-life is a lot more challenging now (of course it is...i'm a 4th Year now)...reading and studying a lot more than before, being so hardworking, learning new things, and meeting new people...
"i want to be a doctor that have grade A++ knowledge, not a grade C knowledge..." yup, that's what i always said to myself everytime i want to study and Alhamdulillah, it's helped in motivating me...
being scolded and in disappointment are my way of learning something because i know the mistakes that i have to correct...
yeah...after one and half  year in UKM, i think i can fully being comfortable here...
and i'm glad that the in-house UKM students accepting us, the TWP students as part of their big family...at least that what i feel because i dunno all of them, i only know the one that i already associated/working with either for programs, organizations, or study...




thank you...
(am i being a bit sentimental here?)

being in clinical years also mean that we, TWP07 have lesser time to spend together...
we only have the chance to gather togther during ZT classes on Saturdays for only 4 hours...
but still, we manage to have fun together...


huhuhu~ i really miss the time when i'm in Bandung~
let's have fun together again~ as the TWP07 :3
and let's organized Twinning Family day again~ for our seniors, TWP06 and our juniors TWP08...

this year!!! urghh~ *headache*
this 2011 is teaching me how to HANDLE MY MONEY WITH CARE~
- my hostel fees (it's costing me the whole month allowance per semester)
- the B2ST fan-meeting (uhuhuu...i never dream that i will spend money for concert)
the only guys that dragged me to like K-pop
- i bought the most expensive equipment for my study -> otoscope/opthalmoscope (for the sake of learning)
- replacing my broken, cannot-be-repaired handphone with Mini (thank you to mama and babah that willing to help me with a bit of the prize)
but most of my money gone for food  =3=)/
me cannot resist the food~
huhuuu...please be wise my dear self~ i love myself too much~

others?
well...i have the /g/s with me...
being accepted by them is a blessing for me~ (is this too...exaggerate? >///<)O gomen gomen~)
being with them make my colleagues think how fun/amazing they are (coz they are not medical students, oh there's one) and been wondering how i get to now them...
and this year is i managed to meet them in almost of the 'meetings' :3
to /g/s...thank you for making my life, more colourful~ xD
the /g/s...well not all of them in the pic...i hope you guys don't mind i put this i my blog~

there are few things for sure...
i'm still staying single all the year...and i'm happy with it~
i'm still being such a baby to my parents...and will forever be one~
i'm still having fun with my life as a medical students...and struggling to survive too~

ehee...
that's my year-end-feeling in this post...
i'm hoping for more adventure in 2012...and better year too (insya-Allah...aminn~)
please stay healthy and happy with your love ones~

XOXO - oh adding more eye-candies into the list...uehehehee~ >D

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Oro~?

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم
Assalamualaikum n elo...

Oro~?
maybe some of you what am i going to post this time when you read the title...
it's a 'trademark' of a character...it's a cute sound (for me~)
in fact from my all time favorite  manga...

Rurouni Kenshin a.k.a Samurai X
yup...
always loving this manga...and the anime too...but i love manga story-line more than anime~
and when the 1st time i heard about this manga to be made as live-action, i am excited about it!!!
especially after seeing the teaser pics and also the trailer...

COOL!!!

the guy as Himura Kenshin?
i approved him to be Kenshin...hahahaha~
the man in red hair - Sato Takeru

takeru-kun~i'm happy to see you are not as skinny as bef... on Twitpic
kyaaa~♥ seriously...i can't stop looking at him now~ &gt... on Twitpic

if you watch Kamen Rider, you will know this guy...
as for me...my 1st time seeing him is in Princess Princess D...yup he's too cute during that time~ =////=
but i love his acting in Mei-chan no Shitsuji~ hehehee~~

anyway...
will eagerly waiting for this movie~ =3

by the way, while i'm watching the trailer, i found a link of Domoto Koichi's song titled Kagen no Tsuki...
and...WOW~ this PV and the song is superb!!! xD

 
i'm imagining Kenshin and Tomoe while watching this PV....

ok...
that's all...
till the next post~

XOXO - going to read back the manga~ >w<)/

Alhamdulillah...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم
Assalamualaikum n elo...

go~ go~ my busy week already ended peacefully...
i'm grateful that i managed to go through the week without any major problem (there are problems occurred but it's settled already)

a really tension week for me...
i'm very 'emo' and moody last week...so moody till i easily feeling down, sad, and 'touchy'...
feeling guilty and like everyone is blaming me...
oh my~ too many negative aura around me last week =w='''

too many things happened to me these days...
and i'm using Twitter/Facebook to rant...yup, i don't know how to express those rants towards people but feeling comfortable when doing it like that...
i know it's not normal...but that's me...

case write-up to be done....
logbook to be filled...
reflective writing to be done...
events and other organization's duties to be finalized...
it's looked simple while typing/reading it but...oh God, please give me strength to get through this!

Alhamdulillah...
i'm a bit better now...
having HIM make my heart at ease...
hearing my parents' voice make me happy (missing mama & babah too much)
knowing that there are people who worry about my condition is a blessing...
thank you for always being there for me...i am grateful that i am who i am
and sorry for making you guys worry...

all the busy week tiredness gone during Sunday...it was a really happy Sunday
...it's fun spending time with the /g/s...and i can finally laugh-out-loud-hard on that day
thank you /g/s for the happy time together
(will post about this event later Σ(・ω・ノ)ノ)

thinking too much is tiring...
yeah i hope that i can pass this week peacefully...
no logbook, CWU, or reflective writing to worry this week...just have to settle the non-academic things
...and start to worry about myself Σ( ̄。 ̄ノ)ノ

XOXO - heart-sick...home-sick...heal me~

Monday, December 12, 2011

Oh buttons...


Assalamualaikum/hello...

my one-year-old white coat finally needs some maintenance =w=
thank God i noticed it or i will end-up suffering to find the button in the clinic...

well...
once i got back into my room, i checked the coat and there - another button 'waiting' for its turn...

yup...i was satisfied with my own 'masterpiece' hahahaa
looks like i have nothing else to do, posting about this~ =\\\\=)v
or am i too stress-out? i'm really sure that i'm stress...a bit :3

busy week...i have to hang-on coz freedom awaiting me this weekend~

XOXO - wanna try to fix the button for...eheheee >\\\\<)O
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Sunday, December 11, 2011

i miss it....

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم
Assalamualaikum n elo...

accompanying my housemates to Psychiatry Ward really made me miss the time during i posted to the department two to three months ago...
yeah...lots of thing to be read, learned, and understood but i never felt burden by it...coz i love learning all of them...

i do remember the 1st attempt for me to clerk the patients there...
it really need lots of courage to ask them...coz they are sometimes unpredictable...
but once i got the 'rhythm' on how to approach them, the task to clerk and get to know them was easier than before...easier than before knowing anything but not easy ok...

yup...
i miss my supervisor too...and how kind she was towards us, her 'innocent' kids xD
it's really grateful having her as a supervisor throughout the posting...yup...too kind till when you couldn't answer her questions you would feel really guilty, she didn't blame us or even raised her voice...just a simple advice, "read again about the chapter ok...we will discuss it later..."

[with the supervisor & group-mates during Psychiatry Department posting]

another thing that i miss...the free time there...ehehee~
free time for yourself and have the time to track back what you already missed/not learned...
free time too because i can learn outside this hospital --> spend a day at special-needs center for community project, learning new things about substance abuse at Methadone Clinic, following Community Unit, visiting Hospital Bahagia...
those free times are really a precious one...

currently i'm in Orthopedic posting....
another challenging yet cool posting...how cool is that? wait till i finish this posting coz i'm planning to  post about it later...

ok...
that's all...
huhuuu...i miss my family....and i miss my time in UNPAD and Bandung too~

XOXO - cherish your time with your love ones...

Saturday, December 10, 2011

it's December blues...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم
Assalamualaikum n elo...

wow...
a month later after the last post...
i have done it again...

yup...
it's already December...in fact it's already 10th of December!
wow~time surely flies really fast lately...

i would like to share more but i already feeling  sleepy now...
hope that i manage to post something later...there's many things that i have to catch-up + share in this blog...

now..sweet dream people~
may God bless you with LOVE and HAPPINESS =3

XOXO - to be or not to be...many questions to be answered lately...and sometimes i don't know how to solve it
.: cherish your every moment in life...be happy :.