i'm sleepy....

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

hehehee....

two down~two more to go~
and i'm so grateful that i'm lucky today~

hahaa~

i managed to answer the questions....but...
yeah~there's but there....
i can answer them....but....dunno....
hope that the examiner will except my answers~
insya-ALLAH...everything gonna be just fine...aminn~

now...
we only left with OSCE...
the O&G OSCE gonna take place on Thursday and SURGERY on next Monday~
how am i doing until now???
just fine...gonna continue the reading after sleep for a while...

yup~
i'm so sleepy right now~
after spend most of the time looking at B2ST images...i think that i can sleep in peace tonight...maybe have some sweet dreams...
if not about B2ST...maybe something else like examination [this consider as sweet dream??]~hohohoo

to B2UTY of the B2ST...this one for u~

.: sleep~sleep~sleep :.

ok...
oyasumi minna~

XOXO - hehee~*smiles*

yet another silent night....

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

Alhamdulillah....
yosh~one done and three more to go...and how was i doing this morning???
just...'brilliant'

but...i can answer most of them...i think...heheee
just pray for the best for the SURGERY Theory paper...

now~
another theory paper to go...Obs & Gyne paper...
wahahaaa~hope for the best~for me and for my friends too
already reading the same topic again and again...is this going to come out in the paper???
hope so...

ok...
another silent night...
a night to study...or a night to rest for some of us....
hope that this silent and peaceful night will last forever in this country...
[p/s - I LOVE MALAYSIA]

to my Twinning UKM-UNPAD juniors:

• TWP08 - all the best final sem exam...u just left for OSCE right???gambatte!!!
• TWP09 - next week exam?mid sem??all the best to u all too~
• TWP10 - hmmm...how's life in UNPAD?Bale?Jatinangor?love ur life there?study?by all means...all the best in study, take care, and cherish every moment u all hv while staying there...
  

and...what i've heard...the pure UKM medic 1st & 2nd year also having their exam...
so~AJA~AJA~HWAITING!!!!

we can do it~

yeah~
continue what i've left just now...
managing women are far more challenging~hahahaa

hv a good night sleep ppl~

XOXO - managing diversity...my~my~PPD is so great!

less than an hour to go....

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

i'm here again~

hahaaa~

less than an hour to go to~

don't hv the 'urge' to go on with the reading~

just wanna reduce this palpitation....huhuuu

the "doki-doki" sound become more and more louder + faster now (nervous or caffeine effect?)

what to wear for exam - already choose + ironed...

pencils, pens, other stationary - yeah~already looked at that....

exam slip - not yet put in the bag~

errmmm~anything else?

doki~Doki~DOki~DOKi~DOKI~~

wahaaa~~

wish me all the best~

hope that i managed to answer the question...especially the written questions...

hope that i can get passing mark~nononoo~great mark!!!

insya-ALLAH~

.: taken before a lecture during posting surgery :.

[Shikin, Huda (back), me, and Mar]

all the best friends~

XOXO - aigo...

bilik ku & STUDY WEEK....

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

yea~
hari yang ditunggu-tunggu bakal tiba...
esok adalah hari yang sangat bermakna~
setelah seminggu dok baca buku + buat latih tubi....tibalah masa nak test apa yang dah belajar selama 1 sem ni...

hahahaa...
skemanya ayat kat atas tu~
senang cerita la...saya bertawakal untuk exam esok...
start dengan paper Surgery dan Noi masih lagi pegang notes Surgery ni....

kenapa update juga blog time2 kritikal ni?
kenapa?why?!!nande?!!!
sebab...saya nak release stress dan kurangkan rasa "doki-doki" ni~

dah satu sem belajar kt UKM ni~
dah satu sem pakai white coat pergi wad + stetoskop dlm poket~
dah satu sem jadi penghuni KTDI~
dah satu sem duduk kat bilik yg comel molek ni~

ni kes dah bosan la semalam...
tiba-tiba ternampak kamera comey ku kat dalam kotak atas meja tu, terus je on dan snap2~
hatiku puas lepas main snap2 ni~

nak tayang la bilik sat~
hehee...dah satu sem menghuni bilik ni...dah sampai masa kot nk tunjuk sikit2 je~

tadaaa~


buka je pintu...macam ni la rupa bilik Noi...well~~at least time kemas la...
hari biase...'cantik' skit kot~hehee....

rak buku + almari yang ada dekat sebelah katil....


buku-buku ni jarang la dirujuk kalau nak dibandingkan dengan time kat UNPAD dulu...buku yang banyak diguna untuk rujukan Noi letak kat meja study...


katil tempat ku tidur bersambung dengan meja study...
best x?
heheee...ni meja time STUDY WEEK...kalau bukan STUDY WEEK, lagi berterabur kot...
betul~~Noi tak tipu~~~
kalau tak exam...tak de langsung tempat nak menulis kat meja tu tau~
lagi penuh meja tu dibuatnya~hahaa

semalam mmg tak on langsung laptop satu hari...cuma on lepas maghrib je~hahaa...
dan usaha untuk study berjaya~


berjaya abihkan satu chapter BESAR siang semalam (Hepato-Pancreatico-Biliary)
malam plak berjaya abihkan satu lagi chapter BESAR (Gastrointestinal)...tapi slow skit la...coz laptop on~
saya tak salah kan laptop...
saya nak salah kan diri saya...

jadi...peneman Noi study siang semalam adalah...dia...


yang warna biru tu~bukan buku tu~yang biru muda tu~nampak x?comey tak dia?
owh mp3 ku sayang~terima kasih coz masih berfungsi dengan baik~^^

kalau baring-baring plak...boleh tengok terus ke luar tingkap...


tengok langit nan biru dan awan yang putih...nampak lembut je macam gula-gula kapas~hihihii

dan...


this is my latest pic...taken yesterday, while waiting for Hanim to get ready....
gune timer kot~pastu control muka...bajet concentrate kat buku tu~hahaa

kalau nak banding dengan gambar time kat Bandung...Noi makin montel kot~huhuu....saya nak balik berat badan saya time kat Bandung~
makan banyak mana pun dapat maintain berat tu~
sekarang pun sama je...still dapat maintain makan banyak mana pun...tapi saya bukan berada di berat badan yang dulu la~^^

hahaaa~
apa je yang Noi buat hari ni?
sama je macam semalam...still baca notes Surgery + review past years questions...

hehee~lega sikit dapat mengarut kat blog ni...
nak sambung membaca balik...

kawan-kawan satu batch 3rd Year Medic UKM, terutamanya TWP07 & Kumpulan 4 (1st posting O&G then 2nd posting SURGERY)...all the BEST exam...semoga dipermudahkan segalanya~

wish us all the best~
love u all~

XOXO - currently listening to SOOM by B2ST...
*soom (Korean) = breath (English)...yeah...i need to breath

to continue or just stop...?

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

i'm back~miss me already??? [hohoo~the last post was published 5 hours ago]
posting again in English this time...
feel free to read it OK~

yeah~
just finished reading another BIG chapter in Surgery topics...
hahahaa~feel so satisfied for this moment...yup..only THIS MOMENT~
still have lots of things to be worried about...

currently...thinking what to do next...just continue to read the next BIG chapter, try to review the past years questions, or just stop for this time and get some sleep....
it's really hard to decide which to do...
since...i'm afraid that i cannot sleep if i stop now...huhuhuu

it's so...quiet...
haaa~this hostel is always quiet...yeah...medical students spend most of their time quietly in their rooms...what are they doing?may be studying, or discussing, or playing some games...who knows~
but..i'm proudly announce here...i love making noise~

but...it's really quiet though...
the only sound heard was the songs coming out from the laptop's media player (currently - Tatoo by Jordins Sparks) and the fan....


these what i'd flipped and read the whole day~


the more i read...the more i realize how small my clinical knowledge...i realize that i need to know more than this~
the whole day...until just now - tried to cover Surgery topics...
O&G topics?already reviewed part of the topics the day before...will reviewed them again later...

another day before the big day...
i will just try my best...

looking at my cute & cuddly teddy bears...making me wanna sleep now~
heheee...
look!!!aren't they adorable?!!!


ok~
i decided to stop for now...will continue again after Subuh prayer later...

wish me all the best ok~^^
sweet dreams....

XOXO - ......................................

foto posing raya contest....

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

aaaahhhh....sudah!

faru~kamu dah tag dah~ [klik - rainbow skit]

aish~~nak tak nak kena la masukkan entry kat sini~^^

hahahaa~

alasan je yang kat atas tu...saje nak sembunyikan niat tuk me-'langha' time2 penting ni...

Faru ku comey~kamu mmg rajin menge-tag orang akn~^^

eventhough Noi ade tinggal kan 'shout' kt blog dia pasal benda ni...tak sangka plak dia nak tag~hahaa

ok~

dah namanya "FOTO POSING RAYA CONTEST"

nape join? tak kira la raya dah abih ke tak...Noi still nak kongsi pic ni dengan semua...
dan kepada sesiapa yang nak join contest ni...due date nye lama lagi, 13 Dec 2010~so sempat nak posing time Hari Raya Aidiladha bulan depan eh~^^

[more info?!! klik - Cik Lisa]

Noi pun mula kan pencarian gambar yang Noi rasa comey..

cari punye cari...ni yang Noi rasa paling comey...

.: with the super-kawaii hime-sama :.

nape pilih yang ni?

satu...sebab Noi ada + Noi comel~hahaaa~

xde la...pilih pic ni coz...diorg ni org yg paling noi sayang lepas family Noi~>///<

to Faru, Cik, Nadu, dan Huda...I LOVE YOU VERY DA STRONG bebeh~
hehee~kami berlima ni memang comel2 + memang single2 + still available lagi~hohoo (Faru~Noi promote kamu ni~blanje ais krim nanti~)

tapi yang penting...gambar ni diambil time one of the best Hari Raya in my life~
raya dengan kawan-kawan mmg raya terbaik la~

eh...dengan family pun best gak...

tak kira la...sambut raya dengan orang yang kita sayang memang yang terbaik~^^

.: kenangan beraya di perantauan :.

miss this moment~

TWP07 4eva~!!!

(yang ni saja2 eh...kalau nak Cik Lisa nilai gak Noi tak kisah ^^)

dah~

puas hati dengan pilihan ni~

sambung balik study~hahahaa

XOXO - 2 more days...rasa berdebar ni sikit pun tak effect hidup...aish~

Allah lagi sayangkan dia...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

testing~testing....

sekali lagi...saya cuba untuk post dalam Bahasa Melayu....^^

masih lagi dalam dilema...masih lagi bersungguh-sungguh sepanjang Study Week ni...

tapi, Noi mengetahui satu hakikat yang 'kejam'...makin banyak Noi baca, makin banyak rupanya yang diri ini tak tahu... :D

anyway, i'll try my best to improve myself...i'll already made a promise to myself, to my supervisors during the 2 postings (thanks for your guidance and kindness...i'm so grateful to have you as my supervisors)...

wish me all the best...

OK...

saya berehat sebentar bersama blog..hahahaa~

terasa macam nak post juga pasal benda ni...

bukan nak menambahkan entry post kat blog...tapi nak mengingatkan diri sendiri...

Pelajar Malaysia ditemui mati di rumahnya di Bandung

masa terbaca tajuk ni kt FB BHarian...hati terus terdetik..."Siapa pula student Bandung ni?"

macam tak percaya benda macam ni akan berlaku...lebih-lebih lagi terdapat kenalan di sana....

terus klik kat link tu dan tunggu (time ni la internet nak slow semua...aish~)

sebaik sahaja page tu dibuka...mata tertumpu pada nama pelajar tersebut..."Macam kenal...."

lepas tu terus teringat...beliau adalah salah seorang senior 5th Year kat sana...

diri ini hanya mengenali beliau secara biasa sahaja...tiada hubungan rapat atau apa-apa...kalau terjumpa, cuma "Hai~" atau senyum sahaja...

namun yang pasti...kehilangan beliau pasti dirasai, lebih-lebih lagi oleh kenalan rapat dan keluarga...

Noi tak tahu beliau macam mana orangnya...yang Noi pasti, beliau seorang yang peramah...

Al-Fatihah untuk Saudari Inani Zalikha, semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yang beriman...semoga tempatmu di Syurga wahai teman...

apabila mengetahui hal ini...hati terdetik..."Kita tak tahu giliran kita bila...."

salah satu FB status teman :

"Jangan tertipu dengan umur yang muda, kerana mati BUKAN syaratnya tua...Jangan tertipu dengan badan yang sihat, kerana mati BUKAN syaratnya sakit..."

[al-fadhil Ustaz Dato' Tuan Ibrahim Tuan Man]

dalil Al-Quran juga ada menyebut:

"Tiap-tiap yang bernyawa akan merasakan mati. Kemudian hanya kepada kami kamu dikembalikan"

[Surah Al-'Ankabut, ayat 57]

Jadi rakan-rakan sekalian...ingatlah Allah sentiasa....ingatlah bahawa bila-bila masa sahaja nikmat HIDUP dan NYAWA ini akan ditarik dengan kehendak-NYA...

DIA Maha Mengetahui akan setiap kejadian....

berada di TAHUN KLINIKAL ini sendiri sentiasa membuatkan diri ini agar beringat-ingat kepada-NYA dan sentiasa bersyukur dengan pemberian-NYA...

melihat pelbagai ragam dan penyakit manusia, melihat betapa sabarnya sebahagian dari mereka menahan dugaan yang diberi, mengetahui terdapat nyawa yang telah diambil...sedikit sebanyak membuatkan diri ini insaf...

sekarang giliran mereka...entah bila giliran diri ini...adakan diri ini akan setabah itu nanti?

sedangkan sekarang...sedikit ujian diberikan terasa seperti ujian tersebut tersangat besar untuk dihadapi...

semoga diri ini lebih tabah di masa hadapan untuk menghadapi ujian-MU...

XOXO - takziah untuk teman-teman rapat dan keluarga Inani...al-Fatihah~

exam = ???

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

another day of Study Week~

hahaaa....

my progress?since in the morning, the same topic - CONTRACEPTIVE

aish~not going anywhere...still understanding all the methods + the Pearl Index....

i dedicated today for O&G topics...hope that i manage to cover a few topics from Gynecology and few related problem in pregnancy...

spending my weekends with my family~

yea~love those few days~

hahaa~can't wait to finish this examination~wanna meet them again~

love to share something...a heart-and-emotion-related things...it's been a long time i share something like that...

also,my personal thought about my life, manga, anime, J-dorama, artists, and people around me...

will try to catch-up with all of that after examination....

please wish me all the best~

plus...may be i will update this blog during this study week...to release the tension!!!

XOXO - "ready to wake up?"

long case & exam are around the corner but I....

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

huhuhuuuu~~~

long case assessment not done yet....

the end-semester exam in less than 2 weeks....

and I'm still think that I'm not ready to face this challenges....

i've read lots and lots of diseases and...still think they are not enough....

i'm not scare...i'm just worry....there's nothing to be scare...i just hope that i manage to pass this semester exam happily~^^

trying to comfort myself....

i've been busy with extracurricular activities....been busy online everyday too~

there will be more programs to be held in the next 2 months,before this year of 2010 end....

haish~hope that i manage to collect enough merit points,so that i can stay in this college again next year~

lately...

i always spacing-out...blank-minded....staring outside the window to clear-up my head...

it's so nice when you manage to clear everything out with just staring at the bright blue sky & cute clouds...

even nicer when the bed is just next to the window...so you can enjoy the view with just lying down~hehehee

.: a snap while trying to cool-off...thank God i didn't fall asleep :.

just because i've so many things to be thought....

i forgot to wish "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!" to the guy who has a 'starry' smile --> Ueda Tatsuya, the U of KAT-TUN~

otanjobi omedetogozaimasu Uepi~

may you have a pleasant year and success always~

keep on that sweet & 'starry' smile of yours~~

.: Ueda Tatsuya, U of KAT-TUN :.

4th of October

hahaaaa~

enough for now...

thank you for those who viewing this blog....this is just a sharing...

wish me all the best...coz...maybe my long case assessment by my supervisor is tomorrow~huhuuuu....

stay 'tune', stay cute readers~^^

XOXO - i'm getting back the OCD...again... =w=|||