Wednesday, June 22, 2011

at the end of the posting...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

this week is the final week in ENT posting...

the usual things that have to be done when we in the end of the posting --> completing the log book, finalizing the case that we want to do as case write-up and submit it, assessment by supervisor, doing certain reports that also need to be submitted by this week, 'mastering' the skills for taking history and physical examination of ENT cases...

one thing that happened...it's really sudden and we really didn't expect it to be happened...

don't wanna talk about that incidence...it's too painful...and i already let it out loud through my Twitter...but in Malay though...

hoping that nothing going to happen...

hoping that all going to be alright...

gambarre masu~!!! ^^)/

XOXO - trying to finish this case write-up...

Sunday, June 19, 2011

babah & me...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

it's already past midnight....and i don't care because i will publish this post~

hehee...19th June 2011 = HAPPY FATHER'S DAY
yup~it's FATHER'S DAY...
again this year...i don't have the chance to wish my dad, face to face...and celebrate it with him...
but i really hope that he knows that i love him so much~

i called him "babah"...

.: babah & me :.
(i dunno how old am i in this pic)

i am his 1st princess and i will always be~ blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com


babah is a quiet person...but he do know what to talk when he's with his friends...

he's a really kind man, not only towards his family but also friends...

he's a strict boss...yup, because i know how his employees respect him and afraid when they made mistake...blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com
but he never neglect his responsibilities towards his employees...

he's a thoughtful father...always think about his children and he don't really know how to scold us...but he do know how to advice us till we change ourselves to be a better one~
but beware~once he's so angry, you totally don't wanna mess with him...i also choose to stay away and keep quiet if i sense the 'aura'~blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com

he's a wise man but sometimes he dunno how to show his feeling...only mama knows what he's thinking & his worrying about...
she always said that he sometimes sit quietly at the kitchen, thinking something..and when mama asked, most of the time he will answered - "have the kids called lately?" [this referred to Dila and me since we staying at hostel]

out of blue, he will call me...asking how am i doing right now, am i doing fine, am i having any problem...most importantly - "are you eating well?" [coz he knows that i love to eat~ >///<)O]
and interestingly, our conversation never exceed 30 seconds...
yup~that's from my experience & records~blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com
there's one time when our conversation reached almost 5 minutes - when the first time i fail my oral case presentation exam...
yup...he gave me strength & advice...told me "never see this failure as a burden...except it & fight it...be confident but don't be overly confident coz it will destroy you..."
to tell you the truth, i cried that time and i was waiting to be called to enter the examination room~ blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com
but his words really help me...really make me think back the reason why i choose to take medicine...

he's not ready yet to hear his daughters have someone special in their life...
yup~he always reminds us to focus on our study, think about ourselves first before taking care of others...and marriage, "wait until you are really stable in your life..."
i understand him...he only wants us to be happy and love our life first before appreciating someone else~and i really respect that...
"if you want to get marry, finish your study first and make sure you are really stable with your life..." so babah, i can find my future husband first right?
ha ha ha...just kidding...i don't even ready for that~blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com

one thing for sure...i'm grateful that i have him as my dad, a really SUPER COOL dad~
please pray for my happiness and i really hope that i'm successful in my life~so that i pay you back, babah...eventhough i know it can never equalize with your sacrifices...

thank you, babah...
may ALLAH bless you now and always...forever...

XOXO - i do miss him...dearly~

it's too short...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

ok...
more than 2 weeks i don't do anything for this blog....
my usual excuse - not because i'm busy but i'm too lazy to update something~blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com

it's already come to the end of 2nd week in ENT Department...and tomorrow is the final week in the department...
so many things to be done in 1 week - the case write-up, PBL, log book, assessement & MiniCX...
it's too short...
it's too exhausting...
and too frustrating too...not because of the posting, but because of certain things....

besides i have to wisely manage my schedule, i also have to think about my research papers...2 papers to be worried for this semester...
one - a scientific paper or well known as thesis...still no idea what to do eventhough have to give to the supervisor this week...
tw0 - "E-mail Projek" for a-must-pass-to-graduate-modul, "Pengurusan Masa" a.k.a time management...this is a non-medical things...

and the only day to relax peacefully is SUNDAY....nothing much to be done, just stay in my room all day...but i have to study too...since i cannot survive in the posting without knowledge~

yup...
it become more & more stressful day by day...
and Alhamdulillah i have beautiful friends around me...
and a nice supervisor too~at least that make me feel at ease a bit...

ok...going continue my readings...
done with sharing...feel a little bit ok now~
will post again something later today...

XOXO - it's Father's Day blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com

Thursday, June 2, 2011

i'm sorry~

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

i'm a fail B2UTY~
how could i made a silly mistake on my previous post?
huhuu...dearest B2ST, i'm sorry...
i already corrected the mistake & edited the post "a happy HYPHEN & an emotional B2UTY"...
please continue to love me as one of your B2UTYs ok~pretty please...noona also will continue to love all 6 of you~~
saranghaeyo B2ST...FIGHTING!!!

me? always be a B2UTY for B2ST...

XOXO - sorry, B2ST mood for now~
.: cherish your every moment in life...be happy :.