this is not 'The End'~

Assalamualaikum n elo...

today = 31st December 2009....the final day of 2009...
we will meet the new year...2010...wow~it's already a year~

hahaha....
so many things happened during year 2009...
from the really great + happiest things around me too the worst + saddest moments in my life...

2009...
for me..this year is the year that teaches me to be more mature...more brave...more aggressive...more productive...more optimist...more serious...and many more in handling my daily life...my responsibilities....

this year also making me more 'sociable'...hehehe...i'm used to be timid or ignore everything around me...
a little bit awkward in talking to people...especially guys (huhuhu..it's true~)...
thanks to the responsibilities + the job that i get...i managed to overcome this...
overcome the 'shyness' in me...
overcome my 'awkwardness' while talking to people...
meeting new people & knowing more about the people that i already knew before this...
to friends...
i really glad that i meet u guys...know u guys...work with u guys~
i appreciate all of u that come into my life~lets be friends forever~>///<

about my student's life...
hahaha...d 1st time i experienced failure in case presentation...SOCA~
nothing much to say about this..i bet u already knew about this coz i already posted about this before...
and...nothing much happened in my student's life...still the same,just added the duty as Head of Information Bureau...a really challenging task for me...but i'm happy with this~

and this year also...
i think...i spend too much money for myself....
spend too much on shopping~hohohoho~ i think i have to change this habit...try to be more wise in handling my money...so...please cut down ur expenses dearest Noi~
for me, it's OK to spend money on food...hehehe...that i cannot change coz i love to eat~so loving the food~please dun separate the food from me~~

owh~not to forget...Saphira came to our house this year too~
hehehe...she really made our day after we lost Zorro...
and now...she's even has 2 kittens...hahaha...can't wait to see them..Ikky & Chiyo~
so loving this 3 kitties~~

the newest one...about heart-to-heart matter...about relationship...

a test for me...a test to our friendship...
huhuhu...but..that already ended...i really glad that it was over...

i hope that we can become like before..
here..i really wanna say once again...i dun remember whether i already said this before...i'm really sorry...sorry because i'm too stubborn in these past 2-3 weeks...
u already sent 'sorry' sms...i'm happy that we can be friends again~
i really love my friends so much~

i know that i'm not being true to myself...
i know that i'm always deny my emotion...
i know that i'm so childish, not mature enough, not serious enough...
i know that i'm too afraid to admit something...
everybody has his/her own problems...his/her own secrets...

i really need people to correct me...to make me a better person...
i'm too afraid to loose people that so dear to me...

to my family...i really love u...thanks for always being there...loving me...supporting me...believing me...
to my friends...thanks so much for being such a good members...being people that i can rely on...
to Huda, Nad, Fun, Farah....i'm really glad that i met u...tq for being such great friends...always forgiving me for my silliness..so patience in handling my stubbornness + moody moments...
i'm so loving u guys~

hehehe...my feeling for this 2009...
hope that 2010 is a great year for me..for all of us~
can't wait what will happen during days in 2010~~

XOXO - this is not 'The End'...this is a new start..a new chapter of my life~

babah mat rempit tua...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

kalau semlm post dlm English...hari ni nk post dlm BM lak...
jgn pening o marah ye...kalau nk bace...bace la (tq kpd yg membace)...kalu x mo x yah bce...

smlm...slmt sampai ke bumi Malaysia yg tercinta ini~
baru 2 bulan x blk dh kecoh2~dh rindu2~dh home-sick2...
lepas amik beg sume...jumpa la dengan family Noi blk....
keluar je dari kastam...adik2 ku kt pintu - Dila, Nana, Didi...tersenyum2~
lepas pas beg kt Nana..terus je gi kt babah n mama...slm diorg~
nk nangis pn ade...coz...rindu sgt2 dgn diorg...

pastu..time dlm kereta..kebykan mase just dgr celoteh Didi je la...makin petah budak tu bercakap...dari cerita psl ikan sampai la ke hantu...
untuk pengetahuan semua...Didi takut gelap...asl gelap je..."kat situ ade hantu..."
bile tnye die hantu tu cmne - "otak~otak~" (sape keh teka citer ape?hehee)

pastu...babah kate berhenti jap tuk makan...
cam biasa...kalu blk ikut Senai...balik mesti singgah Jentayu kt Parit Raja tu...
mase nk park kereta tu...nampak la byk motor...
Didi..budak kecik...dia akan tanya ape yg dia nampak...
"motor sape tu?"
kitorg jwb la - "motor bapak rempit..."
Didi leh plak die balas -"babah..kenapa babah nk jadi mat rempit tua?"
kitorg mmg gelak mcm ape je dlm kereta tu...
babah pun x leh kate ape,just gelengkan kepala je...

babah & motor....
mmg...babah mmg syg motor die...
igt lagi time motor die hilang x lme dulu...termenung je die...ye la..motor yg die syg...hilang cmtu je...waktu siang plak tu...
sepanjang ingatan Noi...babah mmg x pnh berpisah dengan motor...dari Noi smpai la skrg...kalau rezeki die lebey skit,dia akan tukar motor...
motor lme?bg kt yayi...hehehe...
die lum bg lg green-light kt anak2 die tuk bwk motor ni...betul~x tipu~

babah pnh citer...die pn cm mat2 rempit skrg gak time die muda2 dulu...
tp..mat rempit die pn...gaya hidup die sihat...die x lyn bnde2 yg cm mat2 rempit skrg...merosakkan diri sendiri...
babah just citer cara die bwk motor cmne dulu...slh stunye..gaya 'Superman'..hahaha
kne tahan pun coz bwk motor cara berbahaya tu la...

babah dh jarang citer psl zaman muda2 die skrg...
die skrg more to menasihatkan anak2 die...mengingatkan anak2 die tentang hidup ni...
ye la...anak2 die ramai perempuan...4 perempuan...sorg tu je la bujang die...tu pun x reti bawak motor...haha~
die x kisah psl ape2...asl kn...anak2 die berjaya...anak2 igt babah n mama selalu...

babah mmg BEST~!!!

XOXO - saya mmg anak babah~^^

my..worst yet happy day....

Assalamualaikum n elo...

yeah...my worst day....
i kinda hate the things happening to me today....
but...i still love it..
today is my happy day too...

1st...
my hp suddenly cannot switch on for one nite eventhough i already charged it...
making the call from the driver that would take me to airport today cannot reach me...
so...in d end...he left me...
i dunno that he will fetch me on 5 a.m...
about 5.30 a.m...another man from PADMA came asking for me...asking whether i already went to airport or take another car to go to the Jakarta airport...
i just woke up at that time...still 'mamai'...
and...that time also...my hp can be switched on again (****)...he said that he will send me to Bandung...so i will used Cipaganti's service...

then..around 6.45 a.m...we arrived at Cipaganti....
they had the shuttle to Jakarta airport...at 7 a.m. n 8 a.m. but i was put in d waiting list...
huhuhuhu~
Alhamdulillah...i managed to get the seat for shuttle at 8 a.m...of course i had to pay for it (my money~T^T)...but...Alhamdulillah too...coz i can take back d money that i already paid (eventhough they will deduct Rp 50k from it...but still money~)

ok...
i reached Jakarta airport at 10.30 a.m....
so far so good until the time to paid the airport tax...i just prepared Rp 100k but d actual price for d tax is Rp 150k~!!! (my money again~T^T)
thank God that i already withdraw some money before check-in...T^T

then...
i just walked toward the departure gate...no problem until this point...until...i got the info that...flight delayed...from 1310 to 1600 (1.10 p.m. to 4 p.m.)...
NOOOOOOOO~~~~!!!!
huhuhu....
ok fine....i used my laptop until the battery = 0% (more than 1.5 hours)...just walked around d duty free area...browsing around....watching TV there (Batman's movies marathon~but not watching them for long...too moody)...walked again...until 3 p.m. when the gate was opened...
yeay~~they gave us food in d waiting room~~hahaha~~

finally...
Alhamdulillah....
i safely arrived in Malaysia...safely arrived here~~
already at my home...i'm happy to meet my family~
already tired...moody certainly used lots of energy~
already sleepy...wanna go to sleep now~
more story?will try to post them next time~

XOXO - sad~piss-off~moody~happy...i'm really tired...>>'''

between vampire,werewolf, & ninja...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

yeah..mission accomplished~
manage to finish today's target~hahaha~
d target - do some revision + drilling past-year Qs...hehehe....banzaaii~~!!!
hv to work hard these 2 days...as for tomorrow i will spend one whole day in Bandung with my uncle & his family...where to go?i dunno~just following them...

GIS~GIS~GIS
(gastrointestinal system)

vampire...werewolf...ninja...
Edward...Jacob...Raizo...
hahaha~
my madness toward hot guys is totally 'on' now...
thanks to the movies that i watched this week...
New Moon n Ninja Assassin...
wahaaa~please do...say it...i know it's late to watch this movie...i know that it's already long ago being showed in Malaysia,right?

New Moon...watched this movie on Monday~
for me...the movie is not bad at all...eventhough some people said that it was boring...
well...for me...the movie kinda slow...but i still can accept it...still can accept the plot + the love story behind it...still can fall in love over n over again with Edward n Jacob~hahaha
fell in love with Edward's coolness n Jacob's cuteness....
wahaaa~pls stop me~!!!they really making me crazy~
is there any normal men like them?normal human with their characters~~~
a hard decision to make if 2 guys like that...falling in love with me at the same time...and me...also like them a lot~!!!>///<

and..yesterday....watching Ninja Assassin with some girlfriends~
my comment?thumbs up~!!!ahahaaa~~love the action~love Rain a.k.a Raizo~!!!
it's been a long time since i watched Rain's acting...seeing his cuteness~coolness...and his voice...my~so dreamy~!!!>///<
i love this movie not only because Rain in this movie..but the plot~the story~sooo nice~~~ninja is so mysterious~~~lots of splatters...bloods...but i still love the movie...the action + art that i really expected from ninja~!!!hahaha~
Rain as a ninja?so cool~~at 1st i thought that the his hair-style in this movie are so making me T^T...but...when i watched this movie...that hair-style is really meant for Raizo's character~
long live Rain~!!!

one thing that i noticed...the similarities between these 3 guys (besides good looking n 'super power')...they are so determine in protecting the person that they want to protect n care...

hahaha~~
sorry...too many 'fan-girling' remarked here~~
between vampire,werewolf n ninja...*sigh~*
i dunno which one to choose~!!!

XOXO - this is bad...easily fall in love?!!

my 2 lovely sisters....

Assalamualaikum n elo...

if u noticed...i always talked about Didi..my cute little sister...
i seldom mentioned about the other 2 sisters...Dila n Nana...for me..they are so lovely,naughty,stubborn + nice during certain time...

Dila n Nana....
this year really a challenging year not only for me but also for them...
the challenge that surely will make them become mature...

Dila...
3rd in d family...a really energetic girl...
to tell u d truth...i admired her adventurous side..hahaha...so determine what she will do + what she wants...
during past few days...she had to face a really hard decision to make...a decision that will cost her future....to choose whether to study in UiTM Perak or UiTM Terengganu...
She managed to get what she really wants...Art & Design...but my parents insisted her to go to Terengganu (cause my aunt & uncle stayed there...so there's someone will look after her...) but Dila...she really want to study in Perak...
that took her a lot of thinking...Nana also on her side...
(for the 1st time actually they looked like buddies...they were like sworn enemy b4 this..always fighting...hahaha...)
she also asked for my opinion tru Y!M...i'm d type dat follow my parents order...but i told her that this is her life...decide what u really want...i dun care what u choose...but whatever will happen i will still support her b'coz she's my sister....i always wish for her happiness...
n finally...i called her yesterday...asking about her final decision...she choose Perak (my heart goes "YEAY~!!!" ^^)....
mama n babah also said that's her decision...that what she want...that will make her happy...

Nana...
a timid girl...sensitif...easily cry...still depends on mama n babah to do some decision...
always fighting with Dila at home...dunno why...
PMR result out today...i forgot about this actually...>///<
mama called me just now...telling me about this...telling me her result...
although Nana didn't get straight As (she took 9 subjects in PMR)...she managed to get 5 As...n she cried when she saw babah's face (same like me..lol~...as for me, cried when hear his voice...)
i'm still proud of her...that's showed she already did her best...she still has plenty of time to improve herself before entering university...
i didn't talk to her trough telephone...afraid that she will cried again...b'coz she knows that i put great expectation on her...
dearest Nana...congrats to u~dun waste ur tears for this matter ok...we didn't blame u for anything...we know that u already tried ur best..so dun worry ok~

hahaa...
missing-my-family-so-much mood....
and home-sick too....
oh~SUNDAY...pls come quickly...i really wanna go home now~~

today?dun hv d plan...
i already fill-up d morning by doing d past years questions...
so now...dunno~~T^T

as for tomorrow...1 whole day in Bandung..hahaha
my uncle n his family will arrive tonight....
ALIA~~~>///<

ok..that's all...

XOXO - Dila n Nana n Didi...Noi love u so much~~

holiday n i'll be missing u...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

yeay~
finally...HOLIDAY~!!!yahoooo~~
hahaha....

but still...hv to control myself though..
why?
by the time this holiday end...we hv to face the mid-semester exam~T^T
huhuhu...still hv things to be done before i'm start the 'seriousness' of studying...hahaha~

still in d countdown....hv 2 countdowns actually...
1st - my uncle, Acik will come to Bandung for holiday with his whole family...and...i'm been waiting to see ALIA~!!!hahaha~~can't wait to see u on 25th...this Friday~!!!
2nd - going back to Malaysia...to my home...to my family...to my...is there anybody else?owh, well~

screaming with joy~!!!

ok...study...meeting...going back...
be wise young lady or u will be 'sorry' in d future~

XOXO - still...cannot stop drawing flower n heart shape...*sigh~*

my fav shape is...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

ok...
can i ask u something...?
lately...dunno why...
when i'm boring...when i holding my pencil...
i will draw flowers + heart shape...
yup...♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
why?why?!why?!!
owh...the ♥ shape is really easy to draw, right?
hehehe...may be just being affected by drawing the heart during CVS...
hahaha...

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

XOXO - doki-doki?nope~...may be a little bit...>///<

my 2 busy days...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

finally...my 2 busy days over this afternoon....
fuh~not a very tiring job to do these two days...just 'working' as photographer...


PKPMI-CUP...a futsal tournament held yesterday & ended this afternoon...why am i taking the job as photographer?hmmm...just love taking the pics...
hahaha...dunno why..i'm so into taking pics this year...n testing my skill again...
i'm not so good in taking pics...but still learning it by myself...

ok...
it was tiring...b'coz..i hv to run away + dodge the balls...they kept coming straight to me these two days...
yesterday i manage to avoid from them...one of them being block by one of the player near me...tq so much...
and today...one of the balls finally hit me..thank God it not too hard...just hit my leg...hahaha

the pic that i took before the ball hit me...^^'''

Iqbal...dun worry ok..ur camera is safe...guarding it with my own life every time i sensed the ball coming to me...hahaha~

being 'chase' by the ball is not my 1st experience...its always happened to me...
why am i so concern this time?i'm holding someone's camera~!!
btw..tq for letting the Biro Info to use it...i'm having fun using it + taking all the pics during all matches...

congrats to Dravidians for winning this tournament~

ok...my fav team in this PKPMI-CUP?
i got to say...i become The Contenders supporter in these 2 days...hahahaha
eventhough they only got 2nd place..but still...the matches were really exciting + best~!!!

ok..that's all...
going to sleep now...still hv the headache today...
nite2...

XOXO - 1 week countdown start~!!

saya sayang awak...awak?

Assalamualaikum n elo...

"sayang sayang sayang sayang sayang sayang sayang sayang sayang sayang"
betul ke cam ni?dah tak igt dah cara nak tulis + sebut ayat kat atas dgn betul...
tapi...korg mesti pernah dengar or pernah tau pasal ayat kat atas tu kan?

apa maknanya ayat kat atas tu?
bermaknakah ia dalam hidup?
pentingkah ia untuk membuktikan sesuatu?

"saya sayang awak...awak camne?sayang saya tak?"
kalau si dia jawab cam ni, "saya pun sayang awak tapi tak banyak la..."
agaknya melenting tak si penanya (ade ke perkataan ni?^^''') tadi?sah2 la..kalau dengar memang tak igt dunia kot...
kenapa?kenapa?dan kenapa?...tu je la yang berlegar-legar kt kepala die...
salah satu respon, "kenapa?awak ada orang lain ke?" mula la dia nk gaduh...
tak pun, "ala~baik awak cakap betul2...awak malu kan sebenarnye?" ni mmg ayat PD (a.k.a percaya diri kepada yang tak tahu..harap maklum~^^)..heheh..

jgn melenting dulu, jgn gaduh2 dulu yer~
jgn salah kan si dia kalu si dia jawab:
"bukan la...sayang saya perlu dibahagi-bahagikan....saya sayang mak & abah saya, adik-beradik saya, kawan-kawan saya...yang paling penting...sayang saya paling banyak untuk ALLAH TAALA & Nabi Muhammad SAW..."
tak ke sejuk hati bila dengar cam tu?

sayang dan kasih pada Sang Pencipta yang Maha Agung lebih bermakna dari segala-segalanya...
tak akan patah hati selagi kita igt pada DIA...tak kan bersedih kalau kita kembali kepada-NYA...

"tak kira la kita berjaya atau gagal...semua tu ALLAH dah tentu kan...berjaya pun bersyukur pada ALLAH..gagal pun ucaplah Alhadulillah tu..."
masih berlegar-legar lagi ungkapkan yang keluar dari mulut babah masa diri ini menghadapi gagal dalam SOCA untuk pertama kalinya...memang masa tu...berair mata dengar suara babah...babah selalu bagi nasihat yang boleh membuatkan diri ini menangis...
ye la..babah jarang nak berbual kat telefon..paling lama pun 2 minit...mama kata dia tak nak cakap lebey2..sayu terkenang anak dia kt tempat orang...
tapi..untuk pertama kalinya...dia berbicara lebih dari 5 minit untuk anak dia ni...anak yang sgt mudah menangis...hihihi

betul kata babah...
lepas tu..memang tenang sikit hati...memang kurang sikit sedihnya...memang kurang la semua perasaan tak enak tu...
yang tinggal cuma...rasa bersalah kot...kat diri sendiri, kat mama & babah...
sebab tu nangis lebih2 tu kot...huhuhu
tapi bila terkenang semula...senang sikit la hati ni...

"confident mesti ada...tapi jgn confident sgt"
BUKK~!!!
kena sebijik kat kepala bila dengar ayat tu keluar dari mulut babah...hahaha

ALLAH TAALA sentiasa ingat hamba-hamba-NYA...Maha Mengetahui, Maha Pengasih & Maha Penyayang....
kita sebagai hamba ni la yang kadang-kadang alpa...

igt balik rasa sayang & kasih pada Yang Maha Esa...
tenteramlah hidup..damai sentiasa...

XOXO - percubaan pertama nk post dalam BM sepenuhnya...hope u like it~>///<

extramural visit = best~^^

Assalamualaikum n elo...

hahaha~
i take back what i had said this morning...today's extramural certainly enjoyable + like always...knowledgeable...hehehe
refreshed back + learned lots of things today...not only the ethical issues (d main purpose of this visit) but about the diseases...hehehe~
thanks a lot to doctors that guided us during this visit~

.: my friends in Tutorial 2...in front of Surgery Unit :.

we, tutorial 2...we had d chance to visit the Surgery Unit - Pediatric Surgery + GI Surgery...
new experience...
not only hearing the explanation but we also got d chance to look at the patient + took just a sneak peek to operation area...only at the non-sterile area (about 3-4 steps from the door to enter semi-sterile area)...
to bad..if we hv our own scrub...our own gown...we maybe get the chance to enter d next area~

intersting cases that we heard + see with our own eyes (yea~)

• teratoma (a tumor consisting of different types of tissue, as of skin, hair, and muscle, caused by the development of independent germ cells)...d tumor looks like developing fetus - has hair,skin,vertebrae...
• a child with kidney cancer...already metastasis to arm area...had to be amputated...
• a baby with invagination of intestine + peritonitis + ascaris infection...

ok...to tell u d truth...i almost cried when i'm in the pediatric ward...with the sound of babies + children crying from almost every room...seeing them in pain making me...just feel wanna cry...
but hv to control it...dun show ur true emotion there girl~be strong~!!

another thing...hahaha...we being introduce about the division in GI surgery + the info in the department...really interesting..and the doctor said that he gave us d explanation because he thought that may be one of us interested in joining the team...
and learn a little bit of basic surgery there..haha just a few name of incisions...

to Dr. Nova...thanks for being with us along the visits~
to Dr. Diki n Dr. Maman...thanks for lots of info + knowledge that u gave to us~^^

.: Dr. Diki - the one who guides us in Pediatric Surgery :.

.: Dr. Maman - GI Surgery :.

thank you so much to the doctors that making our visit today a memorable one~
thanks for the time too eventhough u r really busy with the tight schedule~

XOXO - yosh~LI time~!!!

morning~

Assalamualaikum n elo...

waiting for d time to get going to campus...
ok..today..EXTRAMURAL visit~
hahaha...not that thrilling actually but really cannot wait...

where?
just Hassan Sadikin Hospital (a.k.a RSHS)....been visiting that hospital many time...
td departments?
if i not mistaken - Surgery, Pediatric, Internal Medicine...quite interesting for me~hihihi...

hope that the buses not late today...coz...if they are late...we gonna be late to reach the hospital...n..most of d time...the doctors or lectures that gonna guide us will always~yup always thought that's our mistake...
hello~u r d one who get the buses for us,manage for us~then why must said that's our mistake?
always trying to find our mistake....and...run away form their own mistake....that's d worst~

ok...that's enough for this morning...
c u in next post~

XOXO - yup..English again...

from cat to~cats..

Assalamualaikum n elo...

ok...it's already 2 days since that day...
the day our lovely Saphira gave birth to 2 cute 'mini' Saphira~hahaha...
1 is black & white n another one has a color like her~so cute~~
we still thinking about these 2 new comers a really nice name...
but..we happy for u Saphira~


it's started with some annoying noises that Saturday morning...but Nad n me dun pay so much attention on the noises...Saphira started to looked really uneasy that early morning...so i just took a brief looked at my hp's clock..it's only about 5 a.m....
i just thought that she just wanna 'manja-manja' with one of us this early in the morning coz she does that everyday...sneaking into our bedroom n sleep beside Nad or me after making some 'purring' sound for a while...
but that morning...she just came in and sat beside me then 'meowing' again n again...then shewent to Nad, doing the same thing...
i just kept calling her...asking her to came to me if she really wanna sleep in the blanket...hahaha...
then after a while...she went out from the room & kept quiet...

then...i woke up really late that morning..haha...it's Saturday...so~u understand right~
when i woke up..i asked Nad where's Saphira...b'coz she suddenly so quiet + dun do the 'morning greeting' like she always do when she saw me coming out from the room...
"in that box..." so i did a little peeking on her...then i saw a little black head, moving beside her...
"Saphira already had d babies?"
"When?i didn't notice them just now~" Nad came to me, joining me in front of the box...then Huda came out to join us too...watching that new mom nursing her babies...hehehe

poor Saphira...her annoying behavior that morning was just a sign that she wanted to deliver the kittens...
she underwent that moment by her own~sorry coz we didn't get + understand ur intention that morning...hv to learn more on cats behavior~haha

ok..
that's how we spend our Saturday morning...hahaha..and how we spend our time in these 2 days when we got really boring...
just go to the box and look at Saphira with her babies...lifting the cuties...awww~so adorable when they meowing with little voices~>//<

2 kittens...

from one...now we have 3 cats~hahaha...a happy family~

XOXO - in English?yup..feel like too~

BM + BI posts...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

Suddenly...
i feel that i wanna made this blog in Bahasa Malaysia (BM)....hahaha...
that's mean..there will be post in BM...i will still post in English though...still learning + improving this language...hehehe...a life-long learner...^^

why i suddenly think about this?
dunno...it just pop-up...just like that...nothing special...
may be...sometimes...i will post in BM n sometimes in English....depends on my mood + preference...

pls forgive me for this sudden changes...
anyway this is my blog...it's up to me to make it according to my preference + likeness...

tq for reviewing this blog...tq so much...
it's already more than 3000 hits for this blog...
eventhough this is only a 'small' no for certain blogger...but still i'm glad that there's people visiting this blog~

just...I, Me, & Myself~^^

this not a goodbye OK...just a notice so that nobody will 'shock' if suddenly there's a long post in BM~

XOXO - muahh~love u...

attention = bad...?

Assalamualaikum n elo...

just playing + having fun with some application in Facebook...
so...i click on "Fortune Cookies"...
it's not like i believe in it...just playing around...before change into my S.E.R.I.O.U.S mode after dinner...why?to finish my LIs + the assignment for tomorrow...another lab...hope that what the tutor said was true...we going to learn anatomy with cadaver~yea~~

ok...back to the topic...the Fortune Cookies...

"Your great attention to detail is both a blessing and a curse"

this what i get from the cookies...
a little bit like my character...

pay too much attention on something...eventhough in the end that something is not important...
pay too much attention on something...and sometimes will cause me trouble in the end...
pay too much attention on something...and some people will think that i'm such a busy-body person..
pay too much attention on something...and making others to misinterpret the attention that i given...
pay too much attention on something...until i dunno what happen around me...dun realize what's the actual condition i have to face...what others feeling now...

is it true that my attention toward something is a blessing?
or...it just a curse for me?
i dunno know...but what i really know...i cannot change this habit...the habit of paying too much attention on something...

XOXO - hmmm....what kind of doctor that i will be in d future?

have u ever...?

Assalamualaikum n elo...

another merepek post from me...
after KAT-TUN in the previous post....now a piece of my mind...before i take my good night sleep~hihihi

"have u ever...?"
hmmm....have u?

have u ever thought that u will be someone that famous + important in the society?
how's life after that?still happy?
still hv the same freedom?same feeling?
what r u going to do to maintain it?

have u ever thought what will happen if u tell ur best buddy about the truth on something?
their expression?their feelings?
will they able to treat u the same as always?
will that affect ur relationship that being build + care for years?

have u ever thought that u wanna show the world the true u?ur own self?
do what ever u like without thinking what others will say?
show d world the inner u?the one that no one ever sees before?
will people around u treat u the same u if they know the true u?

have u ever thought that life will be meaningful if u have someone to be love?
someone besides ur family & friends?
someone u adore?someone that u like?
what will u do if that someone also has the same feeling towards u?
what will u do if that someone is not the one that u like but that someone has the feeling?
that someone didn't say a word but everybody said that someone has feeling for u?

have u ever thought that ur life should be different from this?
ur life should better than this?
ur life should be....?happy with every encounter?

all the things happened...all the things that we encountered...
they are all destiny...
ALLAH know everything...every each little,trivial things....
just be patience...just have the faith...
a happy life + bright future is just ahead....

XOXO - have u ever...?

the madness come again~~

Assalamualaikum n elo...

kyaaa~~

ok~that madness come again~~the madness toward KAT-TUN...hahaha...
fall in love with each of the over & over again...doki-doki since the noon...after finding their newest pics (i think...)..tq to KAT-TUN LOVE & AZN Ongaku d nice pics...been searching for the newest + coolest pics of them lately....missing KAT-TUN so much~
hahahaha...typical fan-girl,right....

~KAT-TUN~
still the coolest in my heart...
Kame...Akanishi...Taguchi...Koki...Ueda...Nakamaru...
newest single?been waiting for that...hope that they will release it soon...wanna hear more from KAT-TUN~they never let me down...never let their fans down,right?

hehehe...

~Akanishi Jin~

my No.1...>///<...the one who took my heart away~hahahaha~another fan-girl quote...u can ignore that ok~ hehehehe....his newest song - BANDAGE under LAND
love the beat...his voice too~

~Kamenashi Kazuya~
another guy~i cannot resist his charm + cuteness~hehehe
eagerly waiting for his new J-dorama - Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge..he will star as Kyouhei,the most attractive guy in the series~~
loving the manga...loving the anime...now...i certainly will love the live-action of it too~

dearest KAT-TUN....gambatte ne~
we will support u always~*another fan-girl feeling*

XOXO - now...i hv to 'gambatte' to~FIGHT!!!

i feel...^^

Assalamualaikum n elo...

ok...
still feeling bad coz cannot balik kampung...i really missed that moment~!!!T-T
but...
i'm happy that...Mak Teh's happy...her voice sounds really happy,full with joy...when finally u get to be together with the one that u love is the happiest thing indeed...
they are still busy today....preparing to go to the next ceremony,"sambut menantu"...
hv a safe trip guys~

now...
i'm sleepy...still sleepy after sleeping for more than 8 hours....
hahaha...may be the effect of reading some books...
hv to catch-up with the schedule...hv less than 3 weeks for the exam...huhuhu...

next...
worried?hmmm....may be~
a lot of things to be worried about....people....exam....life....money....birthdays~~>< well... life will never be great without feelings + problems + memories + many more... life will be boring if only good things happen, right?not hoping that always bad things encounter in my life...i hate when i hv to face them T^T

XOXO - more unnecessary things said in this post...gomen ne~

home...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

&
2 different feelings at d same time....my feelings right now....

sad b'coz...cannot go home attend my aunt, Mak Teh's wedding....i really wanna go home...wanna be there so badly~wanna see how beautiful + happy she is on her big day....
my sis,Dilla called me just now...telling me d progress of the ceremony....nikah at 10.30 a.m. & Mak Teh is preparing for the next...bersanding....
my mom teased me, "kitorg dah makan kn 2 pinggan nasi minyak tuk Noi"...hahaha...i want to eat that....furthermore the dishes are prepared by babah & his friends...huhuhu...certainly yummy~love it when babah do the cooking...hihihihi~

happy b'coz...i'm happy when Mak Teh's happy....i'm happy when all my family members & relatives are happy...
when dila called me just now...her voice sounded happy...my mom too....
dearest Mak Teh....hope that u will forever happy with Pak Teh....i really hope wanna see the person who managed to take our beloved Mak Teh's heart...hahaha~~
i never met him once...so i dunno how does he looks like....so~
but...hope Mak Teh & Pak Teh will forever happy + full of love...Insya-ALLAH~

Dilla..pls do put all d pics in Facebook...
i really wanna see them badly~pretty please~

ok...
still waiting for the download to finish....
some classic Malay songs & some short movies for Bulan Persada Melayu closing ceremony...
after this...hv to do some musics choosing & editing....
a task that i really love to do...plus..this is the time that i can collect some of old Malay songs~>///<

wish that the ceremony is a success one~

XOXO - tq to those people who willing to help for this ceremony + managing my task...especially the 'maker' of the short movies...

drama + headache...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

drama...sketch...or should i say mini theater just now....
hahaha...all the sketches are really great + worth watching~~i'm glad that we came on time + managed to watch all the sketches....congrats to all teams + the actors-actresses...love all the plays~~~

LI?
dunno whether i hv it or not...hahaha...i think that i must read it again & again + just add a little bit on my LI...acute appendicitis...still trying to understand it...

headache?
dunno wh..hope that just a minor one...not a sign that i will hv fever or what...really hope that i will not get sick during this kind of season...
hot-rain-cold during night....
if i sleep without blanket..i'm totally will catch flu + sore-throat...

still uploading the pics that i took during the sketch competition...please do look at them in my facebook...
being a really busy days lately...but still...i'm having fun~^^

reading the Facebook status made by my relatives making me kinda sad actually....
huhuhuhu...my aunt...Mak Teh will get marry this Saturday...and i really want to be there...at my kampung on her big day...really hope~
if my ERP letter finished process on time...i'm sure that i already at home now...helping them with all the works...or at least i hv to babysit my little sister...hahaha~
"i wanna go home~i miss you so~~"

ok...
that's all i think....continue reading my LI...
will go to bed right after the uploading finish~nite2~~~

XOXO - quiet night...currently listening to If Tomorrow Never Comes (Ronan Keating)...

pantun oO~ pantun

Assalamualaikum n elo...

Kalau ada sumur di ladang,
Bolehlah saya menumpang mandi;
Kalau ada umur yang panjang,
Bolehlah kita berjumpa lagi

pantun...that's right...
i love the art...the each word & line...so beautiful + meaningful...

feel so bad actually...coz it was fun..the Pertandingan Pantun...but we lost in the 1st round...just 4 marks behind them...
feel so bad for the team members...for Faiz & also Mimi...Atrash too....if i think back...it was so sad + frustrated....we really wanna win the 1st round...wanna go to the next round & berbalas pantun again....

but...
that's the rule in competition...winning & losing...just normal....
i feel so bad...so sad....but nothing will change this....still hv to accept this....

anyway....sad is still sad...but i'm happy coz i be given the chance to join....just in love with this art of pantun & i already missing this pantun for so long...the last time is Matrix...tq for giving me the chance guys~

to team members....sorry for everything + thanks a lot for the help & good time together....one of the best moment in my life....never thought that the time that we spend together brings so much fun...

hope that i will still be given the chance to proceed + involve in this art next time...
the Malay art that i love so much since school....please stay alive + beautiful forever....

XOXO - Takkan Melayu Hilang di Dunia....remember that phrase, never let the modern + sophisticated world forget who we are...once the great + noble race & forever will be - MELAYU