shopping list~

Assalamualaikum n elo...

2 more days to go...
2 more days before going back to Indonesia...going back preparing for class...preparing for new semester~huhuhuhu....

ok...like always...before going back...i will do some shopping...
hehehe...my fav time...been doing this since Matrix...
to tell u the truth..i'm not into shopping when in high-school...i spend my money on magazines + anime...ahahah...anime freak...still watching anime but not as many as i watched in high-school...

now...shopping is like one of my hobbies...
shopping~shopping~shopping~

what to buy this time?

• things for the house...will call Nad & Huda later...
• some Maggi for us + friends who want it...
• shoes + outfits
• something for special ones...hehehe~
• hmm....dun hv idea now~~

huhuhuhu...it's hard...coz...i dun wanna go back now~
still wanna stay here...for a while...i want my mama & babah~
but..please bare with it...still hv 1 more semester to go before entering UKM...hua~so excited + scare..hahahha~

ok..till the next post~

XOXO - ehem...my dearest TWP08 juniors...all the best in ur final semester 3 exam...to friends who taking exam too...all d best to u...may ALLAH bless u~

modern med vs traditional med

Assalamualaikum n elo...

okay..tonight's post is not about medicine field...but about how people think about these 2 things..two different things eventhough they are in the same field...

"Pak A said don't take the medicine..."
"Dr. B asked why you don't take the medicine?"

that's what happened in one of my relative...my uncle...
he's believed too much too Pak A,a traditional practitioner...he follows all the instruction given by Pak A...n this making his condition worse...b'coz he stop his medication...
when he's condition worsen,my family brought him to see doctor...and the words above came out from the doctor's mouth...

from what my parents told me...his condition worsen since Hari Raya...almost being send to Permai...but the specialist there saying that he's still normal & completely fine...b'coz he still knows his wife,his daughter,his brothers & sisters,my grandparents,know where he lives & his occupation....

he's staying at my grandparents house for now..until his condition gets better...and i met him...looking at his behavior...how he reacts...
my grandma told me that if he get treatment from Pak A,his condition will get better faster than getting treatment from Pak B...
i just smiled & answered, "that's what he thinks & belief...he think that he can get better with that way...so..."
he kept saying that...someone done something to him...sending something to him...making him acting like this...
i dunno....really!to tell u the truth i dunno whether this is true or not...it's not that i dun belief about this mystic things but...dunno...dun wanna think about the true story on this...
just wait for the truth to reveal itself~its true color~huahuahua~~!!!

he saying that Pak A treats people with pray directly to God...and the doctors treat patients based on science theories...that's why is better go straight to Pak A...
his statement making me a little bit kecik hati you know...uneasy...coz i'm a medical student...studying to be a doctor...
i just kept quiet...dun wanna talk anything...he's condition still so-so...i'm afraid that if i'm arguing with him he will shouted at me...saying something that more harsh & uneasy words...
the way he talked...besides the things happening to him (like i mention above)...i felt like...he saying that...doctors are the one to be blame because of his condition now...

not my intention to tell others about people's bad side....
just wanna share...just wanna tell how i'm feel these whole 3 days at my grandparents house...

i learned BIOETHIC...i know that patients hv the right,the autonomy to choose their treatment to make them feel better...they also hv the right to choose alternative medicine or traditonal medicine as their treatment of choice...bu still...i dunno whether is it right or wrong that kind of thinking....
stop medication when u like to..eventhough u can't & the doctor already warned that ur condition will relapse if u dun take the medicine regularly...
the doctor already warned but still u do it...the consequences...it's happened now...

i dunno what's actually happened to him...no yet a specialist to analyze his condition...
he's fine (able to bath,dress,eat on his own + can perform the prayers + know his family) but sometimes...he will act...huhuhu...dun wanna say it...but i think i know what actually his problem...

only one thing...hope that he will get well soon...can go back to his daily activities + work again...
he has a happy family...hope that everything will be ok...
get well soon...we all pray for ur own safety + good health...

XOXO - human...they truly hv lots of colors painted on them...

after 3 days....

Assalamualaikum n elo...

i'm home~actually since Saturday i'm already back home~
hahaha...feel so excited...so happy...so...doki-doki~i feel good~yeah~!!!

what am i doing these 3 days..until today?
ok...just sit back..relax & enjoy my life here...playing + 'fighting' with Didi...tried to win over this laptop with her...teaching her how to hold & use the camera digital...how to take the pics...hahaha...she just to smart...to cute~love her so much...

Nana?hmm...like always...a plain,simple girl...naive too...never change a bit except for her 'madness' to K-pop increasing since the last time i saw her...
happily enjoying her after-PMR-time...hope that she excel the exam...hope that she will get what she wants...Insya-Allah..amiinnn~

Azlan?still stubborn like always...he's arguing with babah again this morning...why 'again'?mama told me that he always argues with babah every morning...about the paperwork...thank God is just a while...he's now working properly with babah...obeying all his instruction...hope that he will always like this..obeying babah + respect him more...

mama & babah?i always love + miss them the most...so happy can see them...

mama...like always...love to talk + share story with me...a mother-daughter talk..heheh...still try to find whether i already have boyfriend or not...dearest mama....ur daughter is still single...still finding her Mr. Right...still wanna concentrate on her study...dearest mama...i'm happy the way i am now...if the time has come..i will tell u..

babah...the emperor..hehehe...still the busiest man in the house...since the office is at our home...so i can see how busy he is..he will sit in front of the computer from 8.00 a.m till evening...then he will continue his work after dinner till midnight...then he will go back to my grandparents house in Parit Botak to help my yayi (what i called my grandpa) with Rukun Tetangga...since it's almost Hari Raya Haji..so..hv to be extra careful or...their cows will be stolen by some unresponsible people...how they can live with that kind of manner using that kind of money (i mean duit HARAM)?hope that they will quickly realize that what they done is wrong + pray for forgiveness from ALLAH...

Batu Pahat?dunno..dun go out too much...just when to BP Mall last night...the same shops & there's new shops also..but..i didn't notice the Body Shop kiosk?is it still there?hope so..please tell me that it's still there...gonna explore that mall again later...
other changes?my old primary school is under construction...with the old building has been demolished to build anew one there...felt a little bit sad coz i studied in the classroom there...

ok...that's all...
still hungry eventhough just eat my breakfast a while ago..so...gonna peek what mama already cooked for us?not helping her...coz...she dun want me to help her in the kitchen T-T...i wanna help her but..she just love to cook for us by herself..i will end up with just watching her preparing the meal...
mama...please let me help u~~pretty please~~~

XOXO - ok..i will try again~!!!

Hello Malaysia...

Assalamualaikum n elo..

Alhamdulillah..safely landed on Malaysia..yea..finally i'm home..not practically home..but still - Malaysia..thinking dat i'm here making me happy..

Waiting for my aunt to fetch me..just finished eating my breakfast..yup breakfast at starbucks...
Too hungry coz i slept in d flight,all d way..haha
Listening to the music played in this cafe..plus d workers..

Ok...gotta go..she's already here..c u in d nxt post...

XOXO - hepi2 always

mama & babah~here i come~~

Assalamualaikum n elo...

too excited...until i cannot sleep....
it's not i'm not sleepy but...just cannot sleep...hehehe...

already done packing a while ago...just wait for a little while to get ready to airport...
my flight at 6.00 a.m. today~another one hour the car will come to fetch me...huhuhu...feeling really excited now~away from home for almost 5 months...missing them dearly~especially my parents - mama & babah...
after what happened to me these few days...they were so supportive...so understanding...so caring...accepting me as who i am...mother & father...are really amazing~

before start packing....i got my work done 1st...editing Be In-Pact...yeah~already postpone it for 2 weeks..this edition supposedly released last week...but...since me..the editor had exam...all Biro Info's work had to rest for awhile...
but...finally i manged to get it done~so friends...wait for the latest issue ya~

huhuhu...
dunno what else to say in this post...
just crazy statement that i made just now...answering Social Interview application in Facebook...
"If the world is listening to you right now, what would you like to say?"
my answer?hehehehe - "Is my Mr. Right really out there?i'm waiting for u~>///<"
hahaha...
really hope so~who is he?i dunno...only Allah know who he is...where he is...just wait and see...if i meet him someday...i will not hesitate to share in this blog...hahaha~

ok...enough of that...gotta go know...wanna shut down this laptop...then get ready~
pray for my safety to Malaysia~

XOXO - balik kampung~wohohoho~balik kampung~

my ♥ goes Sha la la la~

Assalamualaikum n elo...

my ♥ goes Sha la la la~
sha la la in d morning~
wohoho~sha la la la~
sha la la in d sunshine~

hehehe..that's my feeling now...after doki-doki feeling yesterday....

yesterday...right after i published the last post, i prepared to go to FK...to see my OSCE result....
so...^^
Alhamdulillah...i'm so grateful to Allah...coz...my dream came true~i passed all the stations in the OSCE~yeay~
miracle really happens...when i'm really sure that i'm gonna fail certain stations..coz there were stations that i did really bad for me...most of the doctors are strict...but yet...i pass~
Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...
eventhough i fall badly during my SOCA...OSCE really make my day~i'm so happy for this~

what am i gonna do?
enjoy?hmm...not yet...still hv work to do...to settle everything about Biro Info before going back for holiday tomorrow...
the JARKOM, the blog, the Be In-Pact....almost settle...hope that i manage to get it done...
and..my luggage..hehehe...still haven't pack yet~lalala~
may be will going out tonight...with friends...celebrating end of exam...hehehe

owh...almost forgot about this...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ecah & Epah~
may Allah bless the two of u + stay cute yer~hihihihi

yeay~
i'm going back tomorrow~
wait for me Malaysia~

hope that next semester will be a nice + better semester for me...since next semester will be the last semester i'm here..in UNPAD, in Jatinangor, in Bandung, in Indonesia....

XOXO - again...love,kiss,hug,peace~

♥doki-doki♥

Assalamualaikum n elo...

doki-doki = nervous + excited...when ur heart beats really fast...(who doesn't know about this?u can find this phrase in J-Dorama, manga, n anime ^^)
yup...doki-doki...that's how i feel now...cannot wait to see my OSCE result..but at the same time...afraid of it...huhuhu~

todays exam - OSCE...
14 stations, 12 skills to be tested...

• History taking in pediatric cardiac patient (case: cyanosis)
• History taking in adult cardiac patient (case: chest pain)
• Physical Examination CVS (tested on carotid artery exam + PMI)
• ECG Part 1 (normal - for me..dunno what is the right answer)
• ECG Part 2 (abnormal - i interpret it as MI..dunno right or wrong)
• Cardiopulmonary resuscitation
• O2 therapy (non re-breathing mask)
• Physical Examination Respiratory System (tested on trachea exam + percussion)
• Anterior nasal packing (case: bleeding from left nostril)
• History taking of breathing difficulty in pediatric
• Tuberculin skin test
• Acid-fast staining procedure

fuh~so tired yet excited..hehehe...
dunno why...eventhough i felt like i dun something wrong in some stations but i didn't feel down at all...just relief that...it's over~
yeay~

ok guys...gotta go...
back to FK to get the result...hope that my result is ok...it's even great if i pass all of them~!!!
amiinn~insya-Allah...

XOXO - hmm...what to do to release tension?

much better but...still...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

1stly...
thank you again...guys~for all the best wishes...muah~!!i love u all~!!!

yup2...that's right...i felt much better than yesterday...
what happened actually?hmmm....for the 1st time ever...i fail my SOCA...yup FAIL~and i didn't expect that b'coz for me...my performance is better than the last SOCA...

what happened in last SOCA (4th sem)?hmm...i dun remember whether i stated in this blog or not..but the last SOCA..i passed it..and satisfied with my mark eventhough not A~the thing that making me really sad...feeling bad...is..the doctors' (the examiners) comments...why?they said that they didn't understand what i presented...if it's not clear...i can tolerate...i can understand...not understand?i'm totally feeling down after that..thank God they let me pass the SOCA...thank God that i managed to do my OSCE...

and..yesterday...the thing that i afraid of happened...
i FAIL yesterday's SOCA...like i said just now...not expected but i'm not that as sad as the previous one...it's like i'm...ready for that...not quite sad...but...i cried yesterday b'coz of mama's voice...her soft voice making me...felt guilty + suddenly not satisfied with my result (oh no...i'm wanna cry now T-T)...she said it's all right...i had tried my best...i know that...i know that i can do it...the case is one of my targeted cases & i'm prepared for the case...but...it's not my time to taste the sweetness of 'excel'...tq mama...i cried b'coz she's just too kind...and the freinds who cared for me...tq for the advices...

yesterday?hmm...just eat all i want...hahaha...dun worry coz i'm not that easy to gain weight...that's why i love eating~>///< style="font-weight: bold;"> COPD...today...the complication - Cor Pulmonale...
i just explained briefly on anatomy, histology, physiology of airways + heart + circulation + only pathophysiology of case + brief explanation on management...still...they let me pass...thank you doctors...i knew my mark...70/100 for this remedial...Alhamdulillah...eventhough that mark will be converted to C mark...i still accept this...

still feeling bad for yesterday...why?
because...the doctors that examined me yesterday say something about me to other person...they not referring to me but i know that's me..."you failed b'coz u dun hv enough time but enough ponit but the other one failed b'coz not enough point"...that's me!!
i know that..but why they had to say that to other people?as their opening to comment that person?why?just kept it to ur self is enough...dun say it to other...
i dun mind if that coming out from my mouth...but not from others'...
i admit...i dun hav enough point...
no histology (10 marks i think for this) + not clear on the pathophysiology of case + no prognosis + not enough eye contact with examniner = FAIL
just that...
not enough eye contact?i looked at them - one look sleepy + yawning...another one making boring + moody face...so?how's that?
didn't ask the mark from them...making me so broken heart if the mark is 55!

but still...
Alhadulillah..i pass this SOCA...dun wanna think about that again...focus on my OSCE after this...
i feel much2 better now...after saying this in this blog...it's not i'm blaming or talking bad about other people...just wanna show...how cruel this life can be...not always sweet but there will be a little bit of bitterness...not all the things will going well as we plan...
i know all things happened come from me...my mistake...i accept all of them as part of my experience...my life...teaching me to grow up more maturely...teaching me to be confident but overly confident...i really grateful to ALLAH for this...

btw...
thanks to babah coz giving me such advice...i really appreciate that...for the 1st time...babah talked to me on the phone more than 3 minutes...2 times this morning...huhuhu...love u babah~
thanks to mama too...for ur kindness...love u too...
love u both a lot~
my..my...i really wanna go home now~
no...i'm going to cry again...not because of sadness but happiness...

ok...continue with today's mission~
OSCE..15 clinical skills to be memorized...must get above 80 in all the skills to pass...
please...make my dream come true~amiinnn~

wish me a very best of luck~
*love,hugs,kisses,peace*

XOXO - 'Expect the best, and you'll get it' - yeah~OSCE!!!charge~!!!

random - part...?

Assalamualaikum n elo...

As your faith is strengthened you will find that there is no longer the need to have a sense of control, that things will flow as they will, and that you will flow with them, to your great delight and benefit.
Emmanuel Teney

Every tomorrow has two handles. We can take hold of it with the handle of anxiety or the handle of faith.
Henry Ward Beecher

There is only one failure in life possible, and that is not to be true to the best one knows.
George Eliot

ok..reading this quotes...i feel much better~
it's ok...once fail doesn't mean we will fail forever...that's the spices of this life....

try again tomorrow~don't be too down~too depress...nothing can change the facts...

my SOCA...will tell u bout that later...
still dun hv the courage to tell what's happened during the exam in this blog...wait for my feeling to feel a little bit better...

by the way..thanks for all the wishes from my dearest friends...really appreciate those best wishes...sms,Facebook comments,msg,call...thank you all~i'm glad that i'm surrounded by great friends~
but...not my 'rezeki' to excel this time...a test for me...yup..to test whether i can handle it or not...

okay~tq all~!!!wish me again for tomorrow & the day after tomorrow~!!!

XOXO - pls~dun cry again...hehehe...

lalala~i'm lovin' it!

Assalamualaikum n elo...

Too much sleeping...am i depress?
Huhuhu...but i'm not feeling any...just a 'little' bit lazy..haha...
Not depress but may be my body tired with all d tight schedule last week but...muahahaha~!!!

Ok...d list of cases for this sem:
CVS - TOF,Valvular Heart Disease,Heart Failure,Arrhythmias,Cardiac Temponade,MI,Cor Pulmonale,Peripheral Vascular Diseases,Filiarisis
Resp. - AOM,Tonsilitis,Croup,Asthma,Pneumonia,TB,Tension Pneumothorax,COPD

Overall...manage to cover half of them for SOCA on Tuesday...'doki-doki'
OSCE?a few of d skills can be done..ECG..hv to read again...

XOXO - oh SOCA..OSCE..i love u!

hmm..random quotes....^^

Assalamualaikum n elo...

resting a while..from my study~
finding some quotes to brighten my day~

I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see.
John Burroughs

Everytime you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing.
Mother Teresa

A woman uses her intelligence to find reasons to support her intuition.
Gilbert K. Chesterton

The true sign of intelligence is not knowledge but imagination.
Albert Einstein

XOXO - love & smile~

MAISEN 2009 = thumbs up~!!!

Assalamualaikum n elo...

yeah..finally...MAISEN 2009 comes to end...a successful event after all...
congrats to Apit as the Project Manager of this event...congrats to all the crews...we hv done a really great job~!!!
(MAISEN = Malam Inspirasi Seni "emosi ekspesi seni")

and me?working as music technician in this event..lots of sorry if the music that i choose is not great enough...will try to improve my skill in finding the right music for the right thing....
sorry too if my work not perfect...not as good as the other...
but still i'm grateful that i was included in Technical & Multimedia Unit in MAISEN...really glad i join this crew...really great working with some of them again...and meeting new people...

.: the MAISEN Crews :.
(pic taken from Jijol's Facebook...tq Jijol coz uploading this pic~^^)

congrats to 'Seketika' because this short movie has been choose as The Best Short Movie + People Choice award + Best Director...credits to Atrash & the cast + crew....really proud of you Batch 2007~
congrats to 'aku dan kamu' for winning - Best Supporting Actor & Best Actor...to tell u the truth...this short movie is great too..their concept is relax + enjoyable...hope that Abang Razi (the director) will produce more short movies in the future...

owh~to Nad...i hv something to story to u...and Huda too..may be u not interested with this kind of story...dh lapuk la katakan..ahaks~

ok...that's all for this post...

XOXO - COPD to go...

this is just...me...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

yup..still awake at this hours...
hv headache but cannot sleep...may be b'coz of coffee that i drank just now...

owh...we having MAISEN just now...from 7.30 to 10.00 p.m....
MAISEN?a short form of Malam Inspirasi Seni...a tribute to art & creative event....
really enjoy myself tonight...watching the short movies...they r really talented in directing,acting,editing...in screen play..congrats to all of them...
the short movies:

• my friends, my expressions, & my arts
• Sayang...mak?
• Seketika...
• aku dan kamu
  

my study?
still on d tract...
Alhamdulillah...i didn't mind at all with my tight schedule - study for exam,committee member for MAISEN,committee for PKPMI Bandung....
still can manage with them...& i like this kind of life~^^

"how u can manage with all kinds of work?u still can do d case reviews for ur study group eventhough u r busy with other things..." Aimi asked me...
"dunno...do them when i free & felt like to...just doing my jobs...i felt empty without the jobs..." i answered....
dearest Aimi...to tell u d truth...i dunno how to answer that kind of Q....i just knew that...i love my life being busy all the time...

"steal some time..." Nad's said that when i told her about this....yup...steal some time...done that all the time...
"dunno why..i felt really empty without meetings,jobs..besides my study...that's why i cannot hv boyfriend for now...to busy + work-maniac..." i answered then laughed...
"why?" nad asked me. she laughed too.
"i will be too busy...so if i hv boyfriend now...he will easy bored with me...no time with him...he may be will find someone else..."
"what's the point u saying that to me?"
"if there's any boy who wanna know me + wanna approached me through u...please say that to him...."
"ok..."
then we laughed...just a pointless discussion between 2 girls...gossiping....gosh~i love u Nad~!!!totally love u~totally grateful that i found u,Farah,Huda & Fun...as my best friends~

me...me...& me...
not yet being struck by cupid arrow...so..that's why i can play around like this~

why is this topic come out?

ok...my 'exam-syndrome' worsen now...huhuhu...babbling on unnecessary things....
owh..wish me all d best for my SOCA & OSCE~!!!

XOXO - done with music editing for MAISEN Grand Ceremony....finished with reviewing anatomy of heart & respiratory system....working on d physiology T-T

i'm awake but starving

Assalamualaikum n elo...

yeah..awake now..
actually i'm awake at 5.00 p.m...by water dropping from the ceiling~!!!
no~!!there's a leakage in my room~!!!
b'coz of that leakage...i only took my nap for 1 hour...hehehe...

now...waiting for the food....
so hungry....so not in d mood to study (but i already open the paper & read a bit eh...dun play2 eh)...so...missing my family now~
huhuhu....can't wait for the next Saturday...can't wait to go home~can't wait to meet all my love ones~

dearest babah & mama....please pray for my success...i always missing & loving u...

huhuhu...now..back to the main topic~
yeah..i'm hungry~

XOXO - pointless post again...sorry...exam-syndrome...>>

nap time...ehe>///<

Assalamualaikum n elo...

suddenly..i feel sleepy after browsing some songs from Visual Kei bands (An Cafe, born, Versailles, etc.)...check if there is any new songs....finding some songs too for my task as music editor on MAISEN 2009 this Thursday...eventhough i already asked my members to do it but...i'll try to help them...but in the end....cannot find any (+ the internet is ****)...sorry guys...it's up to u now T-T

still having exam tomorrow....the last paper before SOCA & OSCE...
these 2 are my worst nightmare...dun wanna the same thing happen again to me this time...it's so tiring when you had to cry as hard as u could just to comfort yourself...
so...i'm gonna try my best this time...wish me a very best of luck~

sleepy....
yeah...so...nap time~>///<
dun blame me...i just...LOVE SLEEPING~!!!hehehe..


to anyone out there...who love to sleep...the pic (from flickr) above is for u...
ehehe...

XOXO - study again tonight~yeah~!!!

more..more..more~!

Assalamualaikum n elo...

Directly from my phone..reported that..i want more practice!i hv more things to cover n study!i hv more work to be done!muhuahahaha~!!!

Love my busy life..hehehe...

That's all..tq...

XOXO - compre exm to go!charge~!!!

just for fun eh...nothing special...^^

Assalamualaikum n elo...

a link that i got from a friend...
"20 Reasons You're Still Single"
most of the explanations are towards the guys...for man...but i think this also applicable for the ladies...
u can read the explanations by clicking the link above
[Source: Manolith]

reasons you're (man) still single...

• You’re Shallow
• You’re Too Independent
• You’re Afraid of Commitment
• You’re a Slob
• You’re a Douchebag
• You’re Addicted to Gaming
• You’re Desperate
• You’re the Nice Guy
• You’re a Control Freak
• You’re Too Shy
• You’re Selfish
• You’re Broke
• Your Friends Are Assholes
• You’re In Love With Yourself
• You’re a Workaholic
• You’re a Pervert
• You’re In Love With Your Ex
• You’re Boring
• You’re Obnoxious

man...i hate these kind of men..really annoying...
yup..they want a perfect girl for them but r they perfect enough?
so...please hv the attitude...a nice one...

nothing special about this post...
like i mentioned on the post title...just for fun~^^

XOXO - what's wrong with being single?i'm happy with that

miserable movie....

Assalamualaikum n elo...

miserable....
that's the only word that i can say about the movie i watched this noon...
why?
the movie causing me to vomit....this is the truth....i'm not kidding anyone here....
VOMIT!!!

KERAMAT...
we watched the movie...just trying...hopefully the movie is just nice to watch eventhough the story is just so-so...
this movie...a little bit like documentary movie...ever watched 'Quarantine'?the camera is just like that...moving around...give us the view of the person who recording the situation....

this story is about a group of students,doing a movie shooting...not a ghost story but something like motivational movie...love story...
they experienced the creepy things during the 1st night of their stay in some of house...like a hostel...dunno la...then the next day more creepy things happened...until their lead actress was possessed by dunno what...

wanna know more...watch the movie urself b'coz at this point...i'm not concentrate on the movie...suddenly had a headache + nausea...
i thought that i was the only one who felt this...maybe b'coz of lack of sleep...then i heard that Huda also felt the same...Nad too...
man...we tried to handle that feeling but finally...we gave up...
we went out before the movie finished~cannot stand it anymore...

as for me...i felt so miserable...
with my 'spinning' head + stomach 'grumbling' + nausea...i rushed to the toilet...
guessed what?yup..vomit...
i had experienced motion sickness before....but...'movie-sickness'?this is too much for me....
i hate vomiting...making me all 'dried-up'

to anyone who want to watch this movie...please do watch it....
is not the movie is bad...it's not great either...but...the camera driving me sick....

dun wanna watch this kind of movie again in the future....T-T

XOXO - hmmm...still hv the headache....>>

2 down..we hv more to go...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

It's been long time since i update this blog tru my phone..hehe..so this will be a short post..

Just hving lunch at Jatos..spend some time..playing around b4 continue my mission...
Waiting d time b4 entering d theater..watching movie after this..a local film - KERAMAT..

Wondering why i'm still cn enjoy myself evntho it's exm season?hehe..
Well..dunno..just love to spoil myself..

Huda is playing game now..still playing (pic)
Nad with her hp..checking her msg or Facebook..i think..

Ok..d movie will start in 15 min..hope d movie is worth our money...

XOXO - what happened syg?why can play2 in time like this?

2000~!!!

Assalamualaikum n elo...

random again after the previous post...
just post the last one a while ago...
and guess what i saw just now....the total of guest (since i put the counter into my blog about 4 months ago or more...i think...dun remember~) to my blog is 2000~!!!


huhuhu...not a big numbers for certain bloggers...
i know...but this is an achievement...achievement for this blog & my work...
a beautiful number~
huhuhu....
thanks for those who read this "nothing-but-boring" blog....tq~

that's all...
study...study...study~!!!

XOXO - yeah~!!!

just for reminder...& refreshment...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

relax for a while after studying a bit...huhuhu...

to tell u the truth..i dun hv the mood yet...the exam mood..what's wrong with me?i read the books,study the past years exam paper,do some case reviews...but....the mood...still not there...
help me~

that's why i freely joined the meeting held by Biro Seni PKPMI Bandung & set up a meeting with my bureau (info) without any worry...
now...i'm thinking that....am i a masochist?love to torture myself with lots of work...buried myself with many things at the same time...that's why..i'm enjoyed studying last minute....
dunno why...i felt lost when there's no meeting...i feel i loosing something if i'm not busy...i must had something besides my study....

no~!!!masochist?!if not...is this a psychotic disease?i dun remember~

tomorrow?yup...the final Semester 5 exam will start tomorrow with MDE Respiratory System...
my FINAL SEMESTER 5 EXAM schedule:

• MDE Respiratory System (8 & 9 Oct 2009)
• Comprehensive Exam Cardiovascular & Respiratory System (13 & 14 Oct 2009)
• SOCA (20 Oct 2009)
• OSCE (22 Oct 2009)

will post the topics in the next post...like always...just wait & see....

ok...
just now...i got a link from one of my junior...a link of his friend's blog...
at first...i just browsing trough this blog...tried to know who is this girl...from what my junior said,she also from Batu Pahat...hehehe...'orang kampung'...she studies medic in Medan...Aiza...
back to the story...then i scroll back to the newest post and read something interesting....
really...making me..."is this really true?!"...Subhanallah...Allah is really the Almighty...

her post is about the quake that happened in this one month...she get this fact also from a friend of her...
so...after asked permission from her...i decided to put it in my blog....so...please read it carefully...

15 : 04 - Surah Al-Hijr, ayat 4

" Dan kami tidak binasakan suatu negeri, melainkan sudah ada ketentuan yang ditetapkan baginya"

17 : 16 - Surah Al-Isra', ayat 16

"Dan jika kami hendak membinasakan suatu negeri, maka Kami perintahkan kepada orang yang hidup mewah di negeri itu (agar mentaati Allah) , tetapi bila mereka melakukan kedurhakaan di dalam (negeri) itu, maka sepantasnya berlakulah terhadapnya perkataan (hukuman Kami), kemudian Kami binasakan sama sekali (negeri itu)"

17 : 58 - Surah Al-Isra' ayat 58

" dan tidak ada suatu negeri pun (yang durhaka penduduknya), melainkan Kami membinasakannya sebelum hari Kiamat atau Kami siksa (penduduknya) dengan siksa yang sangat keras. Yang demikian itu telah tertulis di dalam Kitab (Luth Mahfuzh)"

08 : 52 - Surah Al-Anfal, ayat 52

" (Keadaan mereka) serupa dengan keadaan pengikut Fir'an dan orang-orang yang sebelum mereka. Mereka mengingkari ayat-ayat Allah, maka Allah menyiksa mereka disebabkan dosa-dosanya. Sungguh, Allah Maha Kuat lagi sangat keras siksa-Nya"

(sorry...dun hv time to translate them to English...hv my things to be done~)

so..what do u think?
just for reminder...for refreshment for all of you....
take this as our guideline....dun ever forget who is our CREATOR....all HIS power...all about HIM....
ALLAH...ALLAH...ALLAH....

may Allah bless u all....

XOXO - coffee...making me...cannot sleep now + hyper~!!! continue my mission...Study~!!!

gee ♥ ♫♪♫♫♪♫

Assalamualaikum n elo...

just being random...
i cannot do any revision now~cannot study at all~!!!
why?why?!!

huhuhuhu...

yesterday....outing with my tutorial group....taking some pics...at studio...
since we r the 1st all girls tutorial group + the 1st maikng effort to take pics in studio..hahaha..

.: Tutor 4 :.
*back (from left) - Hani, Dil, Qani, Sarah*
*middle (from left) - Aimi, Syud, Syir*
*front (from left) - me, Farah*

btw...love u guys...love the time that we spend together while we in the same group...
sorry if my works + my LIs didn;t satisfied u all...
let us be gee ♥ ♫♪♫♫♪♫ forever~ (what's that supposed to mean?)

XOXO - to my friends...TWP07...all the best in this final semester 5 exam....may Allah bless u all + pass with flying colors....

the proposal, MAKSIMAL & my long weekends...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

finally..MAKSIMAL is over~Alhamdulillah~that long days finally come to end...
huhuhuhu..will missing that busy moments...busy days...
but that busy moments are the preocious one...the coolest things happened to me...one of the best things of my life...

it's all began around April this year...receiving a SMS from Lutfi..'proposed' me whether i wanna be the Head of Information Bureau for the MAKSIMAL (stands for Majlis Kenalan Siswa Malaysia)...
after a while...i answered 'yes' to that proposal...i guessed that i'm ready to take the challenges + responsibility...
but...the reality was not as kind as i thought...after that...my life completely changed...i became busier each day...had to maintain my pace as the Head of Information Bureau for PKPMI-CB at the same time...had to attend each meeting,both meetings (MAKSIMAL's & PKPMI's)....

the first meeting (around end of April) start rather quickly...from that moment...i already met the people that i never talked to...known the face but dun know the name...
hehehe..i know...i'm quite 'invisible' during my 1st 2 years in the faculty...just smiled whenever i met people...dun really know them...
just a brief introduction for the event + what we hv to do...

after that meeting...i had to find the members for my bureau...
hard task i think...to assemble how many people in this bureau,to allocate what to be done...
but finally...i manage to find capable people for this bureau...
thanks to them...i really grateful that i met them + asked them to be in my bureau...
thank you guys...love u all~!!! >///<

.: the info's members :.
*front (from left) - Amal, Aiza, Amad, me, Farah*
*back (from left) - Jijol, Helmi, Arep, Nabil, Reza, Piper*

so...since that meeting...we had plenty of meetings to discuss this event..update about all bureaus works..the financial..the proposal..the no of students...
tiring but fun at the same time...because...of the members were so 'sporting', supportive, open-minded n great..they can be serious + funny at the same time...
really nice meeting + knowing all of u...
MAKSIMAL MTs & AJKs - Lutfi, Nady, Mus, Hanim, Fatin, Syir, Pa'an Saroni (event), Pa'an Lonjong (logistic), me (info), Zub (food), Galvin (discipline&safety a.k.a DKes), Arif (welfare), Faiz (facilitator)

the day that we wait finally came...the 1st day of MAKSIMAL on 5 Sept 2009...
no of students = 171
WELCOME JUNIORS~!!!WE HAD BEEN WAITING FOR U~!!!
they r quite cooperative + energetic..obedient + sweet...can see the halo on each of them...
on the 1st day - introduction with the facilitators, PKPMI, KUBI, & MAKSIMAL's MTs & AJKs...

then...we met again after 1 month...
welcome to 2nd day of MAKSIMAL - 3rd Oct 2009 (Saturday)
hahaha...this time....our patience were challenged by the characters of each juniors...
lack of discipline + stubborn + demanding + talkative + brave (in good & bad ways)....really tough job for the DKes at that day...
but..we could see their teamwork on that day...their creativity + thinking at that day...
what did they get on the 2nd day? - batch cheers, debate, pop quiz, & Malam Bakat a.k.a Talent Night
the batch cheers?hehehe...so cute & i'm lovin' it~!!!would like to do it again...from what my friends & my members said...i'm the one who really energetic + love this cheers...the one who response happily to do this cheers....
guess i'm already evolve...hehehe
*clap...uwa2...uwa2..boom-boom pow..boom-boom pow...sorry-sorry...sorry-sorry...snap-snap...snap-snap...neenoo-neenoo...weeee...ting~*

.: one of the group performance :.

the day ended quite late..almost 12 o'clock coz waiting for them to decide what they must do to repay what had they done...
i reached home at almost 1.30 a.m....and had to woke up at 5.30 a.m....

the 3rd & final day of MAKSIMAL - 4th Oct 2009 (Sunday)
wow...some changes happened on the last day....
i came really late..almost 10 minutes late from the stated time (supposedly 6.30 a.m.)...
what do i see?
almost all of them already there!!!i was so...shock + proud of them...they (some of them) really kept their last night oath (the punishment of their mistake from the 2nd day)...congrats to them..again...i was proud of u dearest juniors~!!!
what did they get? - Amazing Race + Closing Ceremony + dinner

.: me & some of my members (in red) that on duty on the 4th day :.

.: Amazing Race briefing :.

dinner?the food was great..thanks to Zub & her team for finding yummy food for the dinner...the juniors love them + some of them cheered so loud when this bureau's pics were shown in the presentation...congrats for the really great job...

what do the juniors get from MAKSIMAL?
hmm...hope that they had a lot of good time + memories from this program....
hope that they learn something....
hope that they knew each other well enough....know their seniors too....
hope that from the things that we thought them + remind them will adequate for them to survive here..in Indonesia...

what do i get?
hihihi...some precious memories (like i said just now...)
how to managed my time (really!!2 important post at the same time is really tiring + challenging~!!!)
know lots of people...learn something from them...about them...
know the juniors...
and many more...

but...i really love it when i watched the smiles on their face...the smiles that i dunno whether i can ever see them again....: exercise time~ :.

.: Amazing Race :.

keep on smiling dearest juniors...

.: i present u...Batch 2009 :.

Alhamdulillah...
thanks to Allah that these long days finally end...without any problem or crisis (eventhough there were some...just a minor one for me)...
great things happen with much efforts...and our efforts for MAKSIMAL are repaid...
thanks to all of u that involve in this program...making this program a success one...

as for me?
i over slept after coming back from dinner...waking up at 3 p.m...
this is the truth...i'm not making it~
i woke up when Nad asked me whether i having fever or not....may be she's worried coz i'm not yet get up from the bed...

so...to kept on to the schedule + effect from the coffee....i cannot sleep now...
just keep on studying...

hehehe...still having time to update this blog....

XOXO - final exam on Thursday but me...

*credits goes to the photographers^^ - Amad, Reza, Jijol, Piper, Farah & others....

Padang still worry..but...us?

Assalamualaikum n elo...


pics above...Malaysian students in Padang being sent back to Malaysia by TUDM's airplane...
some of my friends were jealous with them...get the chance to ride the TUDM airplane...
as for me...mix emotion...poor them because they had to face this disaster (be patience friends in Padang,this is a test from Allah)..how lucky the can go back to Malaysia...to meet their family...

hope that Bandung will not face this kind of disaster...the quake that happened last month already brought lots of worry to us...if the quake as big as in Padang...we dunno what to do...
if student in Padang = 300 people...we in Bandung are more than that...almost or more than 800 i think...so how to evacuate them?
Jatinangor: more than 700 students, Bandung (seniors whos are doing co-assistant): almost 200..is it true?!

when i heard about the news about this earthquake..i thought that how serious the condition this time...yeah...the answer - really serious...
the earthquake happened on Wednesday at about 5.15 p.m....then yesterday,another earthquake happened at about 8.30 a.m...with 7.0SR...

the condition become more & more serious today...with the latest news reported that the no. of death will reach 1100 people...
BERNAMA reported until today the death is about 700....may be this will increase because the rescue + searching of victim still go on...

that's what happen in Padang...everybody still worrying about the next quake...
but in Bandung...in this place where i'm living....people here is celebrating Hari Batik Indonesia...yeah..they won the case on batik as their national heritage...so they celebrating it today by wearing Batik to work + to university...

i'm not too concern with that...but the thing that i concern is some acts by certain Indonesian people toward this...to fanatic about certain issues...about this issue...
ok..alright...ur nation win the case...batik is urs...but please dun yell at us,telling us this thing (thanks God is only yelling...showing they are right~)...
not me being yell at..my friends told me that thing...
just a minor thing i think...done by some simple-minded people...
if they can yell like that...i think it's better to yell "HELP THE EARTHQUAKE VICTIMS IN PADANG~!!!"...much appropriate...
if they can find time to 'cari pasal' with Malaysian students....they better find the time to help their fellow nation members...

batik belongs to Indonesia?ok..if Batik Indonesia is right...how about Batik Terengganu in Malaysia?it's still batik right?so it's belong to Indonesia too?how about batik in Myanmar,Thailand,Philippine,& other country in ASEAN?i'm sure that they hv batik too...so?
they said that Indonesian & Malaysian is 'serumpun' (belong to the same ancestors)...but why this have to happen?why?what's the rational of this?

i'm trying to be neutral here....trying so hard...i love my own Malaysia...n i love to stay living in peace in Indonesia...no provocation issues...no demos...
just...normal life...

yeasterday...my friends Facebook status saying that there was 'sweeping' at Sukawening....i dunno about that b'coz last night was so quiet as always...
actually...there was a fight...between the Indonesian (that what i heard from a friend)..that make sense....if there's really a sweeping, Malaysian students' houses will definitely being throw by rock or others to scare us...
so...just another rumor...

another long post i think...
wanna go to sleep...hv to wake early tomorrow~MAKSIMAL is here again....

XOXO - my beauty sleep~~~

raya holiday bash~ (5)

Assalamualaikum n elo...

okay..this is the last one...
the happiest moments~!!!Pangandaran to go~!!!WOHOOO~!!!
thank you so much for giving us (Huda & me) to join u & ur family in this tour, Nad...really appreciate this...huhuhu....love u~!!!

ok...we start our journey on 8.30 a.m....this journey took 6 hours to the destination...wow...6 hours from Jatinangor to Pangandaran...6 hours in the car...what am i doing to kill the time?sleep..sleep..& more sleeping...hehehe...when i woke up...just enjoyed the scenery while listening to music (Alhamdulillah..my mp3's battery was full...)...

at 3.30 p.m...we arrived at the destination...1st spot - Green Canyon...
to tell u the truth...we almost felt disappointed b'coz the boats all fully booked~!!!huhuhuhu...but..thank God...there's someone cancel the booking & they still willing to bring us b'coz we r the last passengers of the day~!!!

.: the boats from Green Canyon :.

Green Canyon?hmm...i would like to describe it as..Lost World...yup...really mysterious...the green color of the rock...the sound of water dripping...the clearness of the river...can see the big rocks + fish~!!!
so beautiful & refreshing...

.: on the way~ :.

.: we r here... :.

i just stayed in the boat...not in the mood to go & explored what's behind there...huhuhu..only Nad & Huda get off the boat & looked around the area....

then...at night...at some seafood...
me?no prob...no major allergy reaction after eating some crabs...hehehe...

.: rise & shine~ :.

the next morning...
went to the beach before heading back to Bandung....
watching the wave + enjoying the sound of the wave = priceless moment...
watching the wave & wondered...the same wave will never come again..right?

.: is the next wave similar to the previous one? :.

the beach?
owh..dun know the real spelling....coz when i read the signboard - Batu Hiu ("hiu" sounds like yu = shark)..then..Huda & me took pics by using the service that they got...the pics printed "Pantai Indah Batuhui"...so...the driver also pronounced "hiu"...so...
the important thing is....i really enjoyed myself here...yeay for me~!!!

.: the origin of this beach's name...maybe? :.

.: isn't it beautiful?peaceful? :.

arrived at Bandung at about 6 p.m. (from Pangandaran = 10 a.m.)...
Nad's family wanna do some more shopping before going back to Malaysia on the next day...
me?just accompanying Huda..she's the one who shop....i had enough shopping...so refraining myself from doing any shopping at that time...huuhuhuuu....

ok...that's all about my fun time during the holiday....
hehehe...really love it...
hope that u all enjoy reading these posts...

XOXO - busy weekend coming up~