me = sleepy....

Assalamualaikum n elo...

sleepy..that's the word describing my mood or condition....not too tired actually...but just sleepy..huhuhu...

had a busy day today...spend almost of the time to do the editing of PKPMI magazine..thanks to all my biro's members..u r really helpful..really thankful having u guys as my members...lets do our best for this edition n next,next editions~

hmm...what am i doing now?just surfing the bet..to finish the limit for this internet...left only about 2 hours...maybe after finishing this limit...i will go to sleep...hehehehe...

the 'balik kampung' mode is on~!!!yup, while doing the magazine, some of the members (they are also my juniors) already talked about booking flight tickets to go home..talking about the holidays...not forgetting about the exam...just gave them a piece of mind about examination...about the flow of system examination...it's different with the FBS examination...
ah~!!!exam...cannot forget about this thing...huhuhuh...hv to do my best in this sem exam...huhuhu...hv SOCA + MDE to score n OSCE to pass...huhuuhuh...GAMBATTE ne~!!!

my life really change a lot after i accepted the job as 'Ketua Biro Info PKPMI'...i get to face many new things n meet new people...and i also being the 'center' to get infomation...huhuhuhu...so glad that i can spread the info...n i hope that i can spread all the infos to all the members of PKPMI...this job not easy yet not too hard...no job is easy in this world..just hv to know what are the responsibility that we carry...huhuhuhu...and...my handphone become active...hehehe..with messages...finally...my credits gonna be used for good..hOhOhO~!!!

and...when i heard about booking flight ticket...huhuhuu...i really wanna go home now~!!!i really hv to do my best in this final exam...huhuuhu...wanna do my best...dun wanna feel bad for my parents...eventhough they always said "it's ok...u already do ur best this time...u can always try again next time...just do ur best...dun be too stress=out", but for me...i felt guilty coz cannot get good marks...love to hear thier voice when they heard how well i'm doing in the study, in the exam...mama n babah...sorry that i can't be perfect but ur daughter love u very much n trying her best...

ok...that's all...after this, wanna get good sleep n sweet dream...and...wanna watch futsal again tomorrow..hehehe...sleep~sleep~sleep~!!!sweet dreams...da!!!

XOXO - no LIs but hv lab assignments to do T-T

to do...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

morning - skills lab evaluation...
then - hv survey (some kind of psychology test i think)...
after that meeting...
now - thinking how to finish my LIs...huhuhu....

my checklists for tonight - my LIs (hv to read & do the notes like always - bullous phemphigoid) & to understand my 'SOCA' topic for tomorrow's group discussion...huhuhuhu...hv many things to do tonight...hv to stay up a little bit late of...hahhaahaa

and..the internet...once again....is killing me...huhuuhu...you see..i managed to surf the internet in the morning but....not in the evening....huhuhuh....that was so...huhuhuhuuu...i had so many plans to do yesterday in updating the blogs,downloading clips & songs,searching for more pics of KAT-TUN \(>///<)/...but in the end...

suddenly...i really wanna go home...wanna the holidays come soon...i wanna see my mama & babah..miss them so much...huhuhuhu...why am i suddenly felt this home-sick?may be the mood...may it almost exam season for Twinning Program....huhuhuu...i want my mama & babah now...huhuhuhu....gonna call them tonight...since that the only way to cure this feeling...Huda said that if she calls her family everyday...she will feel home-sick...but me...that's the way to cure it...may be different people hv different way in defining something....

now...we hv a new member at this home...a little kitten...found him in the rain on my birhtday...he was less than 1 month old i think...why he?bcoz this kitty is a male..hehehe...but...since he was only a baby cat...so...all the time he only 'meow'ing..a bit annoying actually coz we dun know what actually this kitty want...but...we surely love him...will take care of him....

ok...think that's all...wanna update the next blog...da~

XOXO - we want food~~~

what?!!again~

Assalamualaikum n elo...

again..yesterday i cannot connect to the internet...huhuuhu...why?dunno...felt so hopeless...when i SMS JOINT (the company (?) that manage the wireless for my home) about this problem...about multiple networks...they said that that's b'coz of the same PCs name and they suggest me to change my laptop's name...and...my laptop went hang yesterday!!!argh~~!!!then i change back to my previous PC's name....thank God..it went back to normal...huhuhuu....

and today...i can surf the internet back...& hope that there will be no problem today...coz i'm planning to update my other 2 blogs...huhuhuhu....
today's class will start on 8 a.m...now is only 6.30 a.m...gonna prepare for class after this...

n...yesterday is my birthday..so...got surprise party from all my friends...thanks guys..u r the best...huhuhuhu....thanks also coz nothing 'naughty' happened during the party...hehehe...love u NAD & HUDA coz planning this party for me....thanks to all the presents...really,really,really love them....

Thanks also to Alia (love u), Ome (miss u my x-roomie), & Mak Ila (miss & love u too) for the birthday messages..not forgetting Icak coz u spoil the plan that all my batch planned - no birthday messages for me...hehehe....thanks yer....

ok..that's all for this post...if there's noproblem with the connection today...i think i will write something in the evening....huhuhuu...i also hv meeting today~

my birthday cake...TIRAMISU~

my presents..before 'openning ceremony'

tadaa~~~thanks, love them a lot!!!

XOXO - another great birthday...huhuhu...i'm 21 now~

not again~!!!

Assalamualaikum n elo...

finally today...i managed to surf the internet without problem....huhuuuu....yea~!!!i have been waiting for this time!!!to enjoy my life...hahahaha...

my housemates just come back from shopping (i think...) from 4 p.m until now...they left me home alone for almost 6 hours...not blaming them, i'm the one who dun want to follow them...coz i'm puasa today...so tired & need my bed at that time....being alone...so....huhuhuuu...so scared coz it was raining heavily just now...scared if suddenly black out!!!!NOOOOO~~~~!!!!!!!!!!that was so....NOOOOO~~~!!!!Alhamdulillah..my home alone time going on so welll...nothing bad happen to me..hehehe...

when i opened this blog just now...the first thing that i looked was the Cbox...and there...Reddy-chan tagged me...huhuhu..why honey?why did u tagged me?not again...after that :blush:blush:blush: tagged...another tagged...but dun worry Reddy-chan..i'll do my best answering the Qs...anyway..thanks for tagging me...>///<

RULE #1
Copy-paste the Q's

RULE #2
Do not try to change the Question and please do answer all of it and then tag the next person you want SO JUST DO IT DAMMIT..:3

Name 3 things you do when you’re really stressed:
1- eat
2- "golek2" on the bed + sleep
3- just singing out loud...
Where is your phone?
- besides me...

Where do you sleep?
-in my room, on my not-too-comfy bed >_< What was the last thing you ate?
-murtabak manis pisang coklat (ala2 apam balik kt Malaysia)

What kind of cellphone unit do you have?
-Motorola L6

What is the closest item near you that is white?
-the report papers

What is the last movie you watched?
-Meet The Robinsons

Fifteen odd facts about yourself:
1. Are you photo addict?
- hmm...sometimes...@_@

2. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
-already in the lecture hall, waiting the CRP lecturer

3. Do you care for your Friendster?
-don't care about it too much now..but still checking it time by time...

4. How many different beverages have you drank since yesterday?
-mostly...mineral water...

5. What are three things you hate?
-idiots
-worms
-restlessness

6. What do you wish for?
-do very,very,very good job in my SOCA + MDE + life

7. When was the last time you got really hurt?
-last week...not emotionally but...i hv gastritis...

8. Any plans for tonight?
-sleep early

9. Something you are excited about?
-again...sleep early~~!!!

10. What is your favorite flavor of ice cream?
-choco-chip + vanila~!!!

11. Describe your keychains?
-3 of them...1 a tiny drum with "SABAH" writing (from my friend that live in Sabah), 1 slipper (also from my friend, buy it from Yogjakarta) & "wayang kulit" character (also from my friend, buy it from Solo)

12. Do you know anyone in prison?
-nope..i think so...

13. If so, who?
-no one la~

14. Party girl/boy or Home girl/boy?
-home girl :3

15. Name someone you miss
- my dad, mom, brother and sisters :3

Last Q; Name 3 to 5 lucky person you want to tag
-Nadu~
-Farah~
-Cik Bie~
-Alia~
-Ros~

tomorrow gonna be a busy day...not only classes but also study group & meetings...huhuhuu..hope that i can cope with them..dun lose too much energy tomorrow~

ok...think that's all for this post...just wanna tell u that...i will turn to 21 tomorrow...huhuhuh...i'm grown up (that's what my mom said just now...)!!!till then~~

XOXO - my wish~...

what to do...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

enough with :blush:blush:blush: in the last post...what a ....... things in the post...dunno what happened to me until i can write that kind of things...huhuhu...

the same thing happened to me again yesterday...i cannot connect to the internet...huhuhu...dunno why..but that's didn't matter me...hehehe..coz i already falled asleep at 9 p.m~...yea to me...coz i hv such a nice and long sleep (almost 8 hours...)...hahaha...thanks to that...i woke up so fresh this morning....

today's class - evaluation of clinical skills lab....this week skills - History Taking for Anemia, Bleeding Disorder & Malignancy...huhuhu...history taking again...what to do...history taking is one of the important task in making diagnosis...

just finished updating another blog - TWP07 blog...my batch blog...and this morning, updating the PKPMI-CB blog....may be u'll think that why am i doing all this...the answer - love this job! love to write and telling everyone about something...huhuhuhu....eventhough i love to write...but...that's doesn't mean i can write novels or other creative writings...i really dun have that kind of talent...same like drawing...love to draw but not as skillful and imaginative as my sister, Dila...hahahaha...i think that both of them not my talent...i have other talent i think...hehehehe...

hmmm...have LIs to do..just finished read them...have to do the notes after this...hahahah....that's all for this post...gotta stop now or i will start doing my LI in the night...dun want that~~~

XOXO - never ending story...

tagged...again~...

Assalamualaikum n elo...
the internet is driving me crazy lately...it's not the line (the line is so fast...love it b'coz can download anything that i want..:3)...but to connect to the internet...warghh~!!!like this...u cannot connect yesterday, but then you can today..then tomorrow u cannot again...it's already more than 1 week like this....it's really driving me crazy (i said it again) coz...lately...i cannot live with the internet...eventhough just browsing around...downloading this and that...updating this blog and another 2 blogs (total..i hv 3 blogs to handle now...but love the job)...maybe it's already become my habit...to surf the net for at least 3 hours/day...huhuhu...not only browsing around...i use the internet to find my LIs...XP

now..to the main topic...yup...being tagged again (this is the 3rd time (i think)...in this blog..)..this time...from Farah (my best buddy in the batch)....hihihih...the tagged Qs really making blush, blush, blush...hehehee...so..here we goes...

Tag 1 ,..answer all of this Q..for those who dunno,just copy n paste the Q to ur blog n answer laa sesuke ati yer...then proceed by tagging ur other friends, ENJOY yer !!

1.7 ciri lelaki idaman saya

• Taller than me (that's a must!!!)
• Have such a lovely smile and COOL~(kyaa~!!!! >///<)
  
• Understanding...know what i want...know what i wanna do...know everything about me
• Knowledgeable...well-educated...especially in religious stuff (tinggi pendidikan Islam nyer)
  
• Kind...
  
• Willing to do anything for me...always by my side...to protect me...>///<
• last but not least...accept me for who i'm...love me as a whole...(kyaa~~!!!>///<)
  

2.7 lelaki yang pernah saya minati [cinta?]

• for this Q...never fall in love but just 'suka-suka' cam tu la...x lebey2 pun...so...
• primary school...kwn gaduh tp baik lak bile time balik skolah..blk sme2 plak tu...hehehehe
• secondary school...erm...dun remember coz i'm in all-girls school at that time...being nerd and being such an obedient daughter (after school straight away go home)
• matriculation...hahaha...such a shameful event occured when i saw this cool guy...i spilled my drink...huhuhu...sungguh memalukan...
• same like Farah...unrealistic but love this kind of guy such as Kuchiki Byakuya and Aizen (Bleach) and Kira Yamato (Gundam Seed Destiny)...
• hehehe..ade la...kamu pun tau gak Farah...x leh bgtau kt cni...bahaya~
  
• of course...my beloved babah...the one who over-protected me...hehehe...he loved me and his other daughters so much...the guy who want to date me must face this 'EMPEROR' first..hohohoo...
  

3.7 perasaan sekiranya keluar dengan orang yang diminati [cinta?]

• >///<
• ............... (dunno what to say....just nod or shook my head....)
• Happy~...lalalala...
• Relax...relax...argh~!!!cannot!!!too nervous to relax...O.o
• How am i doing? Is my attitude ok?
• Is he gonna to ask me for another date next time...:3
  
• Wah~...finally...i can date him...the one i like...ah!!he's so cool~ >///<
  

4.7 tempat istimewa yang ingin dilawati bersama orang yang tersayang

• meet my parents....hehehe...first trial...face the 'EMPEROR'....huahuahua~!!!
• cake house...love cakes so much...and wanna share the sweet moment with him...
• Japan...wanna watch the sakura with him
• the view from the hill...love the lights during the nigh...watching the fireworks..hehehe
• beach...love it!!!
• go to the places that he likes also...hv to know him too...for example...if he wanna me accompany or cheer for him while he playing some kind of sports (futsal or basketball)...i'll be there for him....hahahaha...:3
  
• ....anywhere...anytime...as long as you with me...>///<
  

5.7 barangan/sesuatu istimewa yang mungkin dihadiahkan buat orang tersayang

• hmm...what will i give him...he already steals my heart...hihihihihi...
  
• dunno...really clueless & i'm bad in finding presents for people...so bare with it...
  

6.7 Lagu yang anda nyanyikan untuk orang tersayang

• Don't Say U Love Me - M2M (if he really love me...he will give me sometime)
• L.O.V.E - nat king cole
• As Long As You Love Me - Backstreet Boys
• I’m yours - Jason Mraz
• I’ll wait for you - Elliot Yamin
• Loving U - KAT-TUN (just give him the mp3 and tell him the translation of the song)
• Someday for Somebody - Kamenashi Kazuya (same like the song Loving U)
  

7.7 thing about the person that TAG u..

• a lovely lady...
• have a lovely smile...
• can be sweet & naughty at the same time...
• her 'anthena' in searching a cool & hot guys is better than me...hehehehe
  
• for me...Farah...u are such a good friend...willing to share something with me...and me too...would like to share woth u...can i?
  
• i love u...do u love me too...?
• wanna know more about you...so friends forever...OK?
  

Tag 2, same rules like above ..

1. Take a recent CUTE photo of yourself.2. Don’t change anything, edit or whatever.3. Post that photo.4. Post this instructions with the photo.5. Tag 7 people to do this.

N now i wanna tag..do answer ur best yer.

1.naDdu (x kire...nk tagged kmu gak)

2.pipEr (x kire..same cam nadu)

3.cIk fuN..(x kire..sme cam nadu n piper gak)

4.Cik BiE (same gak...)

5.Ros (dearest friend from matrik)

6.Alia (my sweet cousin)

7.GForumer bloggers..and for girls only

huh...such a challenging Qs to do...Farah...you owe me a big deal...to post this kind of stuff in this blog...huhuhuhu....so *blush*blush*blush*....

Ok...that's all for today's post...hope that i can still online tomorrow...huhuuhuuu...no same problems like the previous day...huhuuhu....

XOXO - is this one of the 'CurHat' (what-so-ever with the spelling) that u said to me, Farah?

it's painful...yet. stressful...but...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

woke up early this morning coz hv meeting to attend...yeah...wanna met my biro's members n distribute the jobs for the magazine publication....
since i overslept...woke up at 9 a.m....i had to rush with everything...the meeting was at 10 a.m...huhuu...dun hv time to hv my breakfast...just take snack bar and some juice...huuuhuhu...as the result...i got gastritis + headache + no appetite...so i didn't take any lunch today...fall asleep in the afternoon and woke up again when it's already dark....

thank God that i have my appetite back just now...finally...i can eat food~i can eat my dinner~yeay~!!!the gastritis n headahce...it's really painful...the headache is still there eventhough i already asleep for a long time...n my stomach?still aching but not as severe as in the afternoon....yup so stressful coz cannot enjoy the meal...i'm eating pisang ijo but...the happiness while having food not there...huhuuh....

why overslept? i think because i drank coffee in the Gala Night with UKM last night...hehehe...that's why feel fresh until 3 a.m...hmm...what Gala Night?just a dinner with the professors from UKM and lecturers from UNPAD....just a simple dinner but it's really fun and full with excitement...all the performances was so great...and i'm proud with my batch's performance...doing some dancing with the song 'Pop Ye Ye' by VE....hehehe...to the boys...u guys were so cool last night....u can dance actually...so don't be so shy with yourselves...hehehe...anyway...we had a great time last night...with the 'supporting' and easy-going lecturers....huhuhuh....

ok...thinks that's all for this post...this is my batch picture in the Gala Night...so...hmmm~...with that spectacles...hehehee...

Twinning Program UKM-UNPAD 2007

XOXO - wanna dance one more time...can we?

random...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

hehehe...actually..dun hv anything to report today...like always...we hv new case today...so i hv LIs to do...n i hv clinical skill steps to memorized for tomorrow's evaluation...

so...for today..just random things from me....>///<

L`Arc~en~Ciel, KAT-TUN, Abingdon Boys School, ARASHI, KinKi Kids, NEWS, Hey!Say!JUMP

these are the newest artists in my playlist....

Thelma Aoyama, flumpool, SID, Perfume

OK..that's all for tonight...wanna hv more fun time surfing the internet~!!!hehehehe....

XOXO - LI...LI...LI...>_>"'

my kawaii little Didi~...

Assalamualaikum n elo...
this is Didi...who's Didi?she's our angel at home...our little sister...2 years old but really smart and talkative...hihihi...she sometimes can be so sweet...sometimes can be so...urgh~!!!she's naughty yet adorable & lovable...it's true...u cannot get mad when u look into her eyes...like pleading u "I'm innocent..."...hehehe..but...i really miss her so much...

she borned in 2006..after i entered matriculation...when she borned...the total of my siblings become 4 girls & 1 boy...huhuhu...can u imagine how 'kecoh' the house is...especially when us (4 of us) 'usik & buli' the only boy in the house (poor Azlan..being bully by his sister...eventhough he's already 19)...

Didi...she's accompanied my mom since the 4 of us already grown up..busy with school & study...'kwn gaduh'...she's also become babah's precious ruby...babah loves her so much...& spoils her too much too..that's what my mom said...eventhough she's only 2 years old but u'll impress when u hear how she talks and expressing the tought...may be b'coz she has older sisters & brother (i'm 20 & she's only 2...calculate how far our gap is)...so, she tend to be more talkative and learns through watching us..so we hv to be extra careful in talking & doing somethings...she will copy..dun be so surprise when she doing back what u done & said...

just now...my mom called me..asking how i'm doing...huhuhu...missing her so much...miss u mama...babah not at home, going out fishing with his friends...& Didi?playing around and 'kacau' Dila..hehehe...my mom said she bought Didi new clothes...guess what she said..."Didi nk pakai baju ni amik Kak Noi dari Bandung leh x?"huhuhu....such a smart liitle girl...my mom also spoils her too much actually..everytime i'm coming back or going back to Indonesia she will buy Didi new dress...lucky her...my time already finished...now is hers...hehehe...to Didi, Kak Noi will balik during semester holiday in early May...just wait for me yer..

OK..that's all for tonight...gotta continue my work...bye2~!!!

XOXO - loving & missing u guys...babah,mama,Azlan,Dila,Nana,Didi...& also Tok Mak,nenek,yayi too...

me & my world...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

it's getting cooler each day...it seems that the sunny hot day is still far...dunno when the season will come...its not like i'm not liking this season but...this season making me more n more lazy..hehehehe...eventhough i'm already lazy "in nature"...this cold days act like inducer...making me love to "golek2" on my bed....

yeah...my world getting more and more wider now...i get to know more people each day...hmm~...i also hv to face many challanges in the future...hope that i hv the courage to do it...

and...today..i do some shopping...buying clothes and specs for the performance next week...dunno why i'm so into finding the specs that suit me...it's hard to find the right specs for myself..since i dun hv any experience in buying one~!!!thank God...Alhamdulillah..i hv Nad & Huda with me...they were so helpful..love u guys so much~...

erm...last week...i manage to download all KAT-TUN's songs...from their 1st debut single: Real Face until the newest single: One Drop...not gonna brag about it or be proud with myself...it just download tracks...huhuhu...i hope that i can buy the original one..huhuhu...loving this group so much...still...i'm happy when i know that i can hear all of their songs...my housemate also said that i'm such a KAT-TUN die-hard-fan when i said i hv more than 500 pics of KAT-TUN in my laptop (not including the individual pics of each members)...it is many?i'm sure that out there...other KAT-TUN fans hv more than this amount...

lately..i love to be alone...may be the hormone affecting my mood...just stay put in front of my laptop...surfing the net...or do some revision...or doing the job as Head of Infomation Biro...huhuhu...sometimes..i'll become so naughty...playing around and "usik2" my housemates...yeah that's me...

missing my family so much...my kawaii little sister too..DIDI...i miss u so much~...do u miss Kak Noi?hv a nice chat with my mom just now...just wanna know how i am doing lately....me missing u too mom...ur daughter is doing just fine here....

OK...that all for this post...may be i'll will posting more lyrics of my fav songs from KAT-TUN or other artists that i like...love the artists from Johnny's so much~...they are certainly so cool and talented!!!see u in the next post...ja ne~

XOXO - what am i posting here???

what a day~ >_>"

Assalamualaikum n elo...

a packed day today...from morning to evening...then also the night....huhuhu...imma gonna get some sleep after finishing this post...

not too busy actually but..like i said...packed...hv 2 lectures in the morning from Dr. Nadjwa (darn...i love this lecturer so much...she is so kind~>///<): 1) Acute Blood Transfusion Reaction & 2) Hemostasis....Alhamdulillah..i understood these lectures and didn't felt sleepy at all~!!!yay!!!to tell u the truth...the last time i felt sleepy (really sleepy & almost fall asleep) in the lectures at teh day i came back from M'sia, in early January...i arrived at my house at about 5 a.m and the lectures started at 7 a.m...only slept at proper bed for about 1 hour...huhuhu...

then..tutorial...last meeting for the 1st case and also the 1st meeting for 2nd case...still dun hv any idea what is this case about...got LI on Hemostasis:Fibrinolysis...huhuhu...already find the info...just hv to do the notes...i'll do it tomorrow since tomorrow's class just until 10 a.m...speaking of tomorrow..i didn't memorized the procedures for skills lab tomorrow!!!hv 2 skills to memorized...to be evaluated tomorrow: 1) ESR & 2) Blood Smear Preparation...the skills procedures are not too many to memorize..but the skills...not as easy as the name...huhuhu...need patience and concentration...especially the blood smear...huhuhu...

hahahahaha...i not so into the class in the evening...the CRP discussion...something about case appraisal what-what...dun remember it b'coz this is the 1st time i heard about this thing....the journal to be studied was given before noon..tutorial discussion ended at 12.30 p.m...the class started at 1 p.m...and the lecturer...like so mad with us b'coz we didn't read it...i know...she came late..almost 45 minutes late...and we hv read the journal..but...it's too complicated to be understood in less than 1 hour...huhuhu...this is not the 1st time the admin gave us journal or any handout at the last minutes...huhuhu....

and just now...PKPMI meeting...not feeling sleepy during the meeting...but..it was so cold~!!!the AC was exactly towards me...and when i had to present the biro's plan for this 2 weeks...i shivered..not b'coz of nervousness..but it was so cold~!!!the nervousness was there but not high so that can make me shivered...i'm telling the truth here!!!it was cold!!!

OK...another long post...just beared with it...read this post....

XOXO - wanna...sleep...now... =_=ZZZzzz

Mother/Father - KAT-TUN

Assalamualaikum n elo...

as for today...just wanna post about one of my fav song from KAT-TUN (kyaa~~...they are totally cool!!!)...Mother/Father....love this sweet song...huuhuhuu...to mama & babah...i love both of u n missing u so much...

MOTHER/FATHER

Konna ni mo hontou no ai wo boku ni utai tsuzuketa kimi no subete
Wasurenai yo umarekawatte mo

Hitori de ikiteiru to kanchigai mo shita
Sashitasareta sono nukumori wo kanashimaseta ne

Tsugou ga ii toki dake amaete mite mo
Kimi wa itsumo mikata ni natte egao wo kureta

Kioku dake ja katarenai kizuna wa kienai eien ni

Konna ni mo hontou no ai wo boku ni utai tsuzuketa kimi no subete
Wasurenai yo umarekawatte mo

Kimi ni totte kono boku wa hokori ni nareta
Hazukashikute kikenai keredo sou aritai yo

Kokoro tokasu you na egao nani yori mitetai eien ni

Todokanai ai wa nai to boku ni oshiete kureta kimi no koe wa
Mitsukedasu yo umarekawatte mo

Todokanai ai wa nai to boku ni oshiete kureta kimi no koe wa
Mitsukedasu yo umarekawatte mo

Kibishikatta senaka mo itsumo no aida ni ka chiisaku kanjite naze ka samishii
Kuchi aku tabi uzattaku kanjiteta ano kogoto sura ima ja itoshii
“Dare mo anata no doryoku wo mitenakute mo watashitachi wa sugu soba de miteru”
Eien ni mune no oku no tokoro ga sono kotoba michiafure hitomi nurasu
Kanshimaseta lie mou uso wa nai konna baka na san kansha luv no sign
Ore wa ore nari ni tsutaeruze kizuna tada nagaiki shiro yo ushiro nanka mizu na

Dare yori mo soba ni iruyo bokura ga deaeta kono unmei wa
Togirenai yo umarekawatte mo

Umarekawatte mo

Translation: MOTHER/FATHER
I will never forget any of you, who continued singing your unconditional love to me
Even if I’m reborn

Thinking I was on my own was wrong
You offered so much to me; that warmth makes me sad

Even if I depended on you only when it was convenient
You were always my supporter, gave me a smile

It’s not only the memories; our bond will never fade, for eternity

I will never forget any of you, who continued singing your unconditional love to me
Even if I'm reborn

To you, did I become your pride and joy?
It’s embarrassing and I can’t listen to you say it, but I want it to be

Your smile that melts my heart, I want to be seeing that more than anything, eternally

I’ll find the voice of you who thinks of me and has no love held back
Even if I'm reborn

I’ll find the voice of you who thinks of me and has no love held back
Even if I'm reborn

(Like every time, I feel your strict back getting smaller; why am I lonely?
I felt like every time you opened your mouth it was to scold me; now even that reprimand is dear
“Even if no one notices your effort, we’ll be right there to see it”
For eternity, my heart will be full of those words, my eyes wet
You making me sad is a lie, it’s not a lie anymore, this dummy’s gratitude, a sign of love
I’m expressing this bond in my own way, just live long without looking back)

More than anyone, I’ll be by your side. This fate, of us meeting can’t be broken, even if we’re reborn

Even if we’re reborn


XOXO - mama & babah are the coolest people in the world...

i did it~

Assalamualaikum n elo...

hOhOhO...really happy coz i manage to finish my LIs n also lab assignments~!!!owh..actually the lab assignments not finish yet but just 1 more Q to do~...yea!!!

so...today...what am i doing at home?woke up as early as 4 a.m to read and do the LI notes..then fall asleep after Subuh...after that woke up again (not hv a pleasant nap...just about 30 minits like that) & continued doing the the LI...finished my LI in the morning~ yeah!!!

after lunch...me doing the lab assignments...huhuhuhu...i tried my best to do this work...and i take it as one of the way to study something...well...most of my learning process here...by myself...it's true..only hv 2 lectures topic everyweek + LI that you hv to find in the books and present it in front of ur tutorial-mates...hv to work extra hard coz..we, Twinning Program UKM-UNPAD don't hv any study guide...so we dunno at to what extend that we hv to learn...hv to cover for the exam...huhuhu....

relaxed for a bit in the evening...and watched some clips after that...and start surfing the internet since 1 hour ago...huhuhu...planning to stop after this...wanna finish the unfinish works...hehehehe...

dunno what say...but just a little bit sad about what's happening in the world...what's happening in Gaza & Palestine...hope that their nightmare will stop soon....hope that they can feel the peace soon...eventhough dunno when..but let there be hopes and light for them...May Allah bless them...

XOXO - pls continue boycotting US & Israel's products!!!!