2 new of selcas (self-camera = "sel" - "ca" = selca) from me...
i was too tired to continue my reading or to open my book during these two separate times...
and totally lost in my own world~
.: me in my bunny-sweater :.
[taken and edit ted earlier this month]
.: me & Shinogu-tan :.
[taken and editted yesterday]
and i can't believe that i still have the ENERGY to do this eventhough i'm too tired with my packed schedule~~ >w<)O
nyaannnn~~|3
really love doing this...
at least this will make my day~and release my stress too...
being a 4th Year medical student surely can tense me up...
i do spend more time at hospitals, library, and books...compare to the time when i was in 3rd Year... *sigh~* owh well...this is a preparation for me...a life as a "houseman" is more difficult than this...just enjoy it~ :D
currently in Anaesthetsiology and Intensive Care Department, doing the last posting in TRIAD POSTING...
the last week in this 'long', packed, yet memorable posting~
doing the 'usual' thing when i'm in the department posting - finishing the case write-up, filling the log-book, and doing the reflective writing for PPD component...
well~hope all are well...
and hope to pass this posting too...
XOXO - owh gosh...everytime i looked at those pics, i will feel shy all of the sudden =///=)O
never thought that chatting can be this thrilling...especially when we're talking about some juicy, pretty little secrets between girls...
girl-to-girl talks...what else it can be? you know it better, right?
we are in the same faculty but it's really hard to meet each other...so just a simple chatting can make me this happy~i really do miss my dearest friends...
miss the moment when we are together...hoping that we can hang-out to make some 'noise' like always~
i already shared a bit about my life in Ophthalmology Department posting, the ophthalmoscope, the life in this posting, what to do, and others. currently in the final week of this posting and i'm sure that i'm going to miss this posting...
learning how to view the complex yet beautiful structure inside the eyes, learning how to handle the patients in the clinic (since there are few doctors but the clinic is always full with lots of patients), learning how to grab opportunity...yup, learning medicine is certainly fun...how tired and frustrated i am at the end of the day, i will in the end smile while looking at my log-book and thinking about what i already get during these days of studying medicine...
checklist for the final week of this posting:
case presentation for case write-up --> already done this afternoon & my supervisor already approved it~ :D
case write-up --> in progress, hoping to get it done by Thursday~=3
log-book --> half-done...another 8 fundoscopy findings to be done by this week~ =w=
reflective writing for PPD --> need to do it front of my supervisor any day of this week..."Dealing With Blindness" :)
miniCX --> a.k.a Mini Clinical Examination...another assessment done by the supervisor, this time our clinical & presentation skills...wish me good luck for this~>w<)O
choosing 'RHEGMATOGENOUS RETINAL DETACHMENT' as my write-up is certainly a challenging one...the first time ever i've done the ophthalmic evaluation in the patient - the tests, the examination...just hoping that everything going to be fine with this write-up...
ok..i'll take back what was tweeted by me @Twitter last night...i don't hate case write-up at all, i do love this thing so much...eventhough the process of making it makes me cry but in the end, i feel the really great satisfaction once i send it...
just wish me the very best of luck in this posting....
eyes are beautiful....they surely pretty from the outside...but have you ever the view inside the eyes through fundoscopy examination?!!
it's really exciting and satisfying when you find all the structures and appreciate them in fundoscopy examination - the optic disc, the cup, the blood vessels, the background/retina, the macula...
but, the view that i see is smaller...because ophthalmoscope has smaller field...
still pretty and you will go "whoa~" but these conditions can be emergency cases....
so...to people who read this blog, please take care of yourselves ok...love your body, your health, you eyes, and your vision...it's really sad seeing and listening about the patients' conditions and feelings when their vision impaired...
world without seeing the light...can we really live like that?
instead of white iPhone 4 that i already aimed before this, i took this Galaxy Mini...attracted to it's cuteness~ >///<)O
it's only 5 hours since i'm with Mini...
please do treat me well and don't be such a bad kid ok...i'm already frustrated before...
and i'm still adapting with it~ *stiff fingers while handling the touch-screen*
hahaa...
i tend to give names to my belonging...
"Bulat" for my cactus, "Shinogu" for my 5-year-old teddy bear, "Aka-chan" for my devil-like pillow, "Little Guy" for my laptop, and "Blue" for my mp3 player...
i know it's weird...right?
owh well~that's me...
no matter how weird i am, there still people that read this blog right~?
hohoo...
ok that's all....need to have some sleep since i have a busy Saturday after all...
Forensic lecture in the morning (9am - 1pm) and ZT Time Management lecture in the evening (2pm - 5pm)...what's happening to my Saturday? D:
XOXO - i miss waking up late in the morning~ =w='''
it's already passed 1.30 a.m. here and i'm still don't want to sleep...dunno why, these days i have to force myself to sleep (thank GOD that i easily fall asleep after that~ :D ) and easily get tired too...one hypothesis that i can made from this easily tired & so-called-insomnia - "PMS"
hehee...
that's not what i want to share today...just another post about my life here~yup, i already in the 2nd department in this TRIAD POSTING - OPHTHALMOLOGY DEPARTMENT...
like in ENT DEPARTMENT, my schedule in during the day is really full...and unexpected too~and for the 1st time in my medical school, i spend almost half of my daytime at clinic, an hour at the ward, and few more hours in the library...
in this Ophthalmology Department...wow~this posting really testing my ability of observing & my eyes' function too...most of the time i have to use the ophthalmoscope (pic) for fundoscopy examination...and i'm grateful since i'm not using any spectacles~ :D
and the ophthalmoscope...i have to bring with me all the time, not only n the ward but also in the clinic...yup, it's heavy....not to forget my pen-torch & neuro-pins too~without these, i feel like i'm a handicap...since all the items i mention above are important in learning~and during this posting too, i think it's really worth to spend that much of money for the ophthalmoscope + otoscope...
(how much is it? if you wanna know PM, comment, or tweet me...in short, it's expensive)
it's really hard actually to approach the patients in the eye clinic...most of the time, some of them will reject us but there still patients that understand our purpose to look into their eyes...they really understand that we need them to learn something, and we may treating them in the future...i really thank you for that...
still in progress to fill-up the log-book...and i'm still wondering around to find case write-up T^T~it's already Thursday and i need to find it quick since i have to present it on Monday next week before send it to be marked by my supervisor...
but...
i really do love this posting...eventhough most of the time i may seem that i blur/lost in my own world...but i really do want to be 'friended' with Ophthalmology...
the world without vision is hard ok~so love your eyes, love your vision, love yourself...
time to sleep~i need to take care of my eyes & skin too~ =3
XOXO - the view from fundoscopy...is really AMAZING~!!!
after a year, i got the chance to meet you again~ ^///^)O
after more than a month of waiting, the day to meet you finally came~ :D
yeah~1st July 2001!!!
the day that i've waiting with lots of palpitations~
it's B2ST 1st Asia Fan Meeting 2011 in MALAYSIA~
.: YEA~~I WAS THERE B2UTYS :.
it's an honored for the Malaysian B2UTYs since this is B2ST destination for their B2ST 1st Asia Fan Meeting 2011~
ok...
that day was like any other day~but plus dokidoki since morning~
i was so nervous~hoping that something really good going to happen later in the evening...
but...it was tiring day actually - ophthalmology lecture in the morning, clinic till 2.oo p.m. , common lecture till 4.00pm~ =w='''
after the evening lecture, i went back home to take something that i left - pre-order receipt & present for my bias in B2ST - Dong Woon...
and receive call from Alia, asking me to go to the FM with my friends...thank God Faru & Hani didn't go yet~
ok~straight to the point...
i entered the ground pretty late with Alia and her friends, Aqila & Mizah (sorry if i spelled wrongly)...once we sat on our chair --> BOOM - SPECIAL's intro on and B2ST coming out from below the stage...
i was like - "it's starting?!!!" and without delay i joined the crowd to scream too~ ^^)O
so the songs that they sang on the night:
Special (Shock of the New Era)
Soom (Mastermind)
Shock (Shock of the New Era)
Beautiful (Lights Go On Again)
On Rainy Days (Fiction)
Fiction (Fiction)
Oasis (Beast Is The B2ST)
I Like You The Best (Lights Go On Again)
V.I.U (Matermind)
no Bad Girl, no Mystery...i was hoping for Freeze too...
ok...memorable stuffs that worth to remember:
B2ST introduction in Malay language...so cute, so adorable but they still need to learn, A LOT...the cutest one was Yo Seob - "Apa khabar? Nama saya Yo Seob..Yo Seob imnida~" *awkward smile* (lol~combination of Malay & Korea) and the almost perfect one was Gi Kwang - "Apa khabar? Nama saya Gi Kwang dari BEAST..." nice Kiki
the MC asked them to say few Malay words and Dong Woon answered "Durian", followed by Yo Seob's "Laksa" and Hyun Seung's "Satay"...at that time i thought "they certainly love to eat~"
[LIVE] Yo Seob's "SNEEZE" cutely and Dong Woon's "GIRLISH-SCREAM"...and i actually thought these were cute...really cute >///<)O
Du Jun's "BIRTHDAY" celebration...and after singing the birthday song, Alia who was beside me shouted - "DU JUN MARRY ME~!!!" XD
"ROMANTIC GUY~" frequently said by Gi Kwang & Dong Woon during Q & A session when one of the question asked B2ST to sing birthday song for his girlfriend...it's sweet though :)
.: hmmm~some juicy secret?!!! :.
when the MC said something in Malay, Dong Woon was smiling and "yeah yeah yeah" like he understood the MC but when the MC asked "Dong Woon, awak faham ke?", he went "no no no" then "geulae?"
.: look at our baby Seobie :.
the most hyper member was Dong Woon and the next one was Yo Seob..."Awak ni kan, NAKAL~" and they laughed like little kids...
.: the true maknae & the fake maknae :.
during play-time...when Jun Hyung picked the lucky B2UTY, Du Jun & Dong Woon were the one who excited calling that lucky B2UTY...Dong Woon said "[i don't remember the name]~come on baby~put your hands-up~", making Alia and me singing "Hands Up" by 2PM :D
and play-time were hilarious~and i did envy the 6 luckiest B2UTYs...the MC said "Yang 2 orang ni macam couple (Yo Seob & his partner), yang lain-lain ni macam tengah dating, chit-chat, chit chat~" and Hyun Seung smiled a lot during this time~
other memorable things:
.: B2ST :.
Dong Woon's fan-service is the best...he 'divided' himself equally to every edge of the stage~frequently saying "come on baby" & "i love you"
.: he's my bias~ :.
Yo Seob another hyperactive guy...his reaction when his partner for play-time-with B2ST holding 'JOKER' banner is totally hilarious & cute~
Jun Hyung was the only one who paying attention when the MC explaining the rules of the game...with a cute, confused face...then "owh~it's like that..."
Gi Kwang was so adorable...being clueless what to perform after Progression done with their performance..."aee....Shocku? Shocku?"
Hyun Seung was a bit quiet during the FM, lost in his own world...but when he performed, his giving THE BEST especially during BEAUTIFUL, the cute Seungie ON~!!!
.: cute...right~? :.
Du Jun...another talkative guy...celebrating his becoming birthday during FM...fan-service of the day - hugging Joker in BEAUTIFUL~
they started to tease the B2UTYs before starting the encore performances:
Yoseob: you want summore???
B2UTYs: YES!!!
Dongwoon: are you ready???
B2UTYs: YES!!!
Dongwoon:i'm not~HAHAA!!!
and B2UTYs kept-on screaming, shouting - "ENCORE~ENCORE~ENCORE"
hahaa...cute, bad boys...
then they came out again with wearing FM tees and started to perform the 3 last songs - Oasis, I Like You The Best, V.I.U...
.: one missing...right~? :.
.: sexy Gi Kwang & Hyun Seung :.
perfect and nice...with such a sweet, memorable end - "I love you~" by Dong Woon & almost-fall-from-stairs Yo Seob...thank God nothing happened to him~
besides that...since Faru and Hani want to stay to send B2ST to Singapore, i decided to join the crowd...2 hours of standing while waiting (my heart cried at that time coz i'm already sleepy...) and all the tiredness gone when i get to see their faces for the last time...and it was REALLY CLOSE~!!!
so cool, so handsome, so fair, so radiant...it's really "MABUSHI~~!!!" [try to pronounce it like Sunako from Perfect Girl Evolution]
Du Jun frequently opened the window's cover and waving to B2UTYs...then Jun Hyung followed him...with such a cute smile...the smile that rarely seen on his lips~ =///=)O
and...i got back to my room at 3.oo a.m~ =w='''
well~the good things are lots more than the bad one...i just put the bad ones here coz over all, i did enjoy this FM~and it's really worth my money to watch this~ [thanks to Alia ^^)v]
.: thanks to Alia, i get to know B2ST~ :.
throughout the FM...all i did was screaming and screaming and screaming (lol~it's not good for your ear, throat, and eyes too)
and the MC too~i really like him...he truly knows how to handle the naughty yet sweet B2UTYs~
the bad things:
fans can be so scary ok~that will never change my statement eventhough i already have the love for K-pop
the securities for the hotel that they stay...were rude towards the fans
accidentally heard a fan talked bad things about Prince Jang...i dunno whether she meant for bad or just neutral remarks...but as a B2UTY, i hate her statement - "Hyun Seung doesn't have that BANG factor, so that's why he's out from Big Bang..." [to Prince Jang, if you are reading this, please don't be sad ok coz you still have me to love you~
sorry for being such a fussy person...
i would like to congratulate the organizer for organizing this event~it was smooth & no chaos at all...at least from what i observed, B2UTYs behaved sweetly that day~ ^///^)O
the time for the event also suitable...at least they respect the prayers time for Muslim too~
please organize more great events in the future ok~
.: satisfied face~|3 :.
that's all about my 2nd 'encounter' with my VIUtiful B2ST...
hope that i can see them again next time...
Yoon Du Jun, Yang Yo Seob, Jang Hyun Seung, Yong Jung Hyun, Lee Gi Kwang, Son Dong Woon
SO BEAST~!!!
XOXO - not going to MTV Worldstage Malaysia 2011 eventhough B2ST will represent Korea for that event...
