بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم
Assalamualaikum n elo...
sorry for being 'hiatus' for almost 1 week~hahaaa
so...finally...the final examination come to the end~
i only left for my Tamadun Islam & Tamadun Asia paper on Thursday morning~^^
the final 2 papers for my clinical exam - OSCE for O&G and Surgery~
.: just hang on...you can do it :.
spend most of my time in the room...covering the topics that might come out for the OSCE.
.: my sticky notes :
i can do it and got out from the examination ward with big smile~hahaaa
except for the PPD station...hehee...CHEMOTHERAPY~
****!!! i didn't read this part at all~T^T~
eventhough it just a counseling station (asking why don't wanna take the therapy and so on), but without knowledge about this...you totally talking nonsense there~
so...Prof.~one of your student already have the 6th sense = NONSENSE >.<|||
but overall~i'm quite satisfied with my performance in OSCE O&G...
i think i'm screwed....yup~totally screwed up....T^T
the doctors were really nice~they are so nice, too kind, and even willing to help me + giving hints when i didn't know the answers...
it's hurt the most when they tried to help but i didn't know to answer what~~~
it's felt like "I ALREADY BETRAYED THEM!!!"
write trauma management (20 marks) in less than 8 minutes~wow~i like the thrill~
x-ray...i think...(silence in the air~)
shame on you!
all people tried to comfort me by saying the doctors are kind and willing to help us...
it cannot change the fact that "I DONE BADLY!!!"
fuuhhh~feel much better ^^|||
so much of EMO part here~
yea..mood swing~you (especially ladies) know right what time is it if you suddenly feel bad about almost everything...
when i'm think back...
i already tried my best...
Alhamdulillah most of the spotted Qs came out and i'm quite happy actually...
i'm down because i felt that i already hurt the doctors feeling...
i just hope that...i manage to pass this exam...
INSYA-ALLAH i'll pass this exam~and my friends too ^^
i realized that since i'm entering the clinical years...my study capacity increase steadily...
it's hard to find time to hang out actually (when was the last time i stepped out from this hostel?)
.: keep-on learning about the disease and new things :.
so much of a EMO-feeling-post...
wish me good luck k~^^
XOXO - it's already NOVEMBER~??? o.O