B2UTY and Hyphen

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

i'm feeling so happy these days

not only because of my result (Alhamdulillah^^)~
not only because of the current posting (i'm gonna love the 'harsh yet fun' Internal Medicine)~
it's also because of KAT-TUN and B2ST~

i'm sure the Hyphens and B2UTYs out there are screaming loudly, looking at these boys~^^

KAT-TUN...as cool as ever~

.: "we are~KAT-TUN" :.

their latest single, the 13th, out on 17.11.2010

.: "Change Ur World" :.

yeah~i always wait for their comeback...
and like always...KAT-TUN never fail making me falling in love with them again and again...
the song...hahahaa~like i said in previous post...it's anime-ish...but it's certainly KAT-TUN-style~hahahaa
the PV also already out and i've been watching it again and again~

they are doing just fine~and improve a lot too~
i'm proud of them~proud to cheer for them as Hyphen

there's a comment that i read, mentioning - "no good without Jin"
i actually quite sad for this...and disappointed too~dunno why...may be the Hyphens out there can help me explaining this feeling...
KAT-TUN is doing perfectly fine and great even without Jin...and i'm sure that Jin also was doing just fine as a solo artist...
i love the six of them so much and i'm rooting for all of them~hoping that they can achieve what they want~
[no offense here~i'm just voicing out my opinions~so please dun 'bash' me OK]

B2ST~my cuties~

.: "SO~BEAST~~" :.
[playing withSnipping Tool while watching "Beautiful" MV]

yeah~the one and only group that made me addicted to K-pop...
love their songs~their voice~their face~all of them~
and..the 'Beautiful' MV already out...7:00 minutes~WOW
it's cute~it's nice~it's great~but it's 'TO BE CONTINUED'...
huhuhuuu~
the Cube and B2ST are teasing the B2Utys pretty much this time~
showing such a overwhelm teasers and cool MV...haish~hv to wait for it...
been watching it again and again to...

[credits to B2STLYSUBS team]

fan-girling post is the best~
feel so excited and doki-doki while typing this~

wanna get some sleep...have bed-side teaching in the morning~
nite2...
sweet dreams Hyphens and B2UTYs...

XOXO - do any of you know what L'Arc~en~Ciel's fan called???

the result...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

Alhamdulillah~Alhamdulillah~Alhamdulillah

i'm really grateful for this~

thank you Allah for everything....

the final semester 1 exam already out...

and Alhamdulillah i pass both of the posting~^^

i was too worried with palpitation and tightness of the chest....

i could feel how heavy my steps were....

but...when i finally i got there, "Noi, you are doing fine...you pass both of the posting..." said a friend...

i was like, "can i hug you?"...almost crying...and suddenly all the pain was gone...

then i walked to the board to look at the result by myself...

.: YEAH!!! :.

Alhamdulillah~i'm really happy with this result...

i'm grateful that i managed to pass the 2 posting - Obstetrics & Gynecology and Surgery posting...thank you to friends that helping be to understand the subjects during these two posting...i'm grateful too i have friends like you guys~^^

i'm happy but at the same time i'm sad also...i'm sad for my unfortunate friends...seeing them sad and crying making me wanna cry too...

comforting and hugging it's not enough i think but at least, i hope that they felt much better....

just be patience friends...

just try harder for this semester...

insya-Allah we all can pass with flying colors and all eligible to be promoted to 4th year...

this result means i have to work harder for this semester...

i need to be more serious in my study...

i need to be more clear what i'm going to be after this, always reminding myself, "YOU GOING TO BE AND WILL BE A DOCTOR!"

that the 'magic words' that i need to recite again and again...as a motivation for me...

and insya-Allah i will achieve my dream...

and...Internal Medicine...please be kind to me OK...

i'm still trying to adapt with the new environment....

heheee~

sorry if this post sound a bit serious...will try to post something cute (like always,the usual me~hohooo) next...

again...thanks for stopping by to view this blog ='3

may ALLAH bless us all wit HIS love and kindness...

amiinn~

*credit : picture was taken from My Colourful Life

XOXO - "Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha"

sleepy post...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

i'm too sleepy to post something long tonight....

just wanna tell you that... I ALREADY ARRIVE AT HUKM CAMPUS~SAFE AND SOUND~^^

too tired i guess....

with meeting at about 8.30 pm (1 hour after i arrived here....), need to brainstorming about upcoming activities...

lots of thinking making your body feels exhausted...it's surely does...besides making you hungry,if you are not too tired~^^

just hoping that the event in UKM Bangi will be a successful one~^^

hope that everything will go on smoothly...

ok...need to sleep now~

i barely can open my eyes right now...

need to woke up early since the bus to UKM Bangi is at 6 a.m~

a treat for B2UTYs out there....another pics of sleeping B2ST~

.: cute blanket :.

[pic taken from : Alyssa's webpage]

.: sleeping DongWoon = dreamy :.

[pic taken from : soompi]

hehehee~

sweet dreams people~

XOXO - i sacrifice my holidays for HEALTH FIESTA

packing or just gaming...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

huhuhuuu....

already finish packing my things...

and now..i need to wait until 2 pm before going out to take my bus to Kuala Lumpur...

.: my bags :.

huhuhuhuu...

such a short holiday but i really had a great time at home...

not even a page i flip...i didn't do any studying at all~

holiday mood so...so...just like that....

maybe...i'll try to make-up for this during these two days before the new semester starts...

huhuhuuu...

and...i got the news that...the final semester 1 examination result will out today~

wow~

please~please~please~i hope for the best in this semester~there will be another hard posting this semester~so i hope that i manage to pass the 2 posting in semester 1~

insya-Allah~not only me...but all my friends will pass this semester with flying color too~insya-Allah...aminn~

during this holiday...like always...i spend most of the time at home....in my room...reading back my mangas n magazines~

and...there's too many...and don't have enough time to read all of them back~^^

.: some of my collections :.

i'd been doing some shopping too~^^

and...i spent a lot this time....huhuhuuu~but...i'm happy~yea~yea~hahaa

.: in the fitting room :.

i use my hp camera + my camera to take pics too...but most of the time...Didi is the one who using the camera to take some pictures..it's cute actually when watching her smiling while taking babah's and mama's pictures...

hahahaa~glad that she's as bright as ever~

.: Didi's self-portrait :.

.: Didi with babah :.

.: mama's 'pride and joy' :.

now...i dunno whether i can go back home for Hari Raya Aidiladha...T^T

my family...especially my grandparents are hoping that i can go to their house during this Hari Raya Aidiladha...since i didn't had the chance to meet them during Hari Raya Aidilfitri...

it's sad...isn't it?

just wait and see what will happened....

just received a SMS - "meeting IVG at Ibn Sina tonight at 8 pm"

haaaaa~just hope that tomorrow's and Sunday's event will be a success...and a worth one since i sacrifice my holiday for it!!!

and...to think back...my hp was pretty active will calling from colleagues...about the reports, event, duty, and next activities.....

hope that this business don't affect my result OK~^^

that's all...want to play some games before shutting-down this laptop....

hehehee~

see u in next post~

XOXO - i forgot to put 'XOXO' part in the last post...is it???

the "yeay~" & the "hukhuk~"

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

hahaa~i go lalalaa in this few days...

enjoying my holidays pretty much...not touching my books at all [tsk =_=''']

and..since i manage to on line during this holiday~i managed to update few things about my current obsession~^^

still trying to find new updates on KAT-TUN and L`Arc~en~Ciel....

cannot find anything about L`Arc~en~Ciel...may be i'm not searching hard enough...but i found some news about VAMP on TokyoHive...hahaha~about consert~

KAT-TUN is busy with their newest single promotion --> Change UR World

hmm...

after listening to this newest song (the full version from R-One)...it's anime-like song~hahaa~just can't wait for the full PV~

keep-on rooting for KAT-TUN >///<

[i miss Kame,Junno,Koki,Uepi, and Maru so much~]

my current obsession - B2ST

and i'm proud to be B2UTY for the B2ST~^^

knowing that they are back again with 4th Mini Album : Lights Go On Again...

.: B2ST 4th Mini Album :.

wow~this is a great news for me~

i'm still happily repeating songs from Mastermind mini album then, it's time for a new one?

wow~B2ST is truly BEAST~hahahaa

and~i went doki-doki while watching the "Lights Go On Again" and "Beautiful" MV teaser~

aren't they cute?aren't they adorable?aren't they lovable?>///<

[B2st latest nickname - "Love-dol" and "Boyfriend-dol"]

so beautiful~i'm falling in love with these 6 boys again and again~so can't wait for the full MV~^^

and...

i will going back to campus tomorrow~

huhuhuuu...

i'm done with my 7 days of holiday~

huhuhuuu...

i'm going back to my little world~

huhuuuu....

i'm going back and start studying again for a better future...not only for me,but for my future patients~^^

well...

night2~

another 'selfish' post from me~^^

FYI~

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

yes~
for ur information~i'm home~~^^
yea~hahahahaaa
i'm home for semester break...but it's only for a week...

so...
since it's only a week of semester holiday...plus my house has internet again (yea~~)...i think i'll try to update about my holiday...i'll try but this is not a promise~^^

just started holiday...and i already received a phone call about program...
no~it's since yesterday...a call about treasury business...arghh~i hate things about about handling money~so many things to be thought!!!
but...this is life here...in the hostel...if u wanna stay again for next year, u hv to be active...
and thank god, i love doing extra-curricular activities~^^

it's already one day~hahahaa
and what i'd done today~?!!
just stayed in the house, in my room reading my mangas
hehehee~i really miss them so much~
will continue to read more of them tomorrow~or what about spending all day playing games~0r shopping with mama~
yea~i love my mama...

wanna type more for this post but i already felt sleepy~
but...
i'm happy that i'm back home...
try to relax a bit...and try to study too~
the most important thing --> i can meet my family and having fun, spending time together with them...
[babah, mama, Didi, Nana, and Azlan...i'm happy that i'm home~]

ok...
wanna logout now...
time to sleep~oyasumi nasai minna~^^

XOXO - i'm regretting myself for trying to read something that not my preference at all...may i sleep in peace...no nightmares~

after exam...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

hmmm....

dunno what to elaborate here...

just some pics of my after-exam-activity to release some tension + have lots of fun~^^

what i'd done to make myself better after exam???

yesterday - hang-out with Hanim and my cousin, Wawa...

where - Berjaya Times Square

what we'd done - shopping, eating, taking pictures, watching movie

others - completing my shopping-list : new handbag and new blouse...and i also bought new pair of sunglasses...

.: our lunch :.

.: me and Wawa :.

.: me and Hanim :.

.: hime-sama~ :.

.: i shopped like i was in Bandung...=__=||| :.

today - accidentally learn how to make cheese cake and cookies

people involve - Hanim and Aimi (the teacher of the day)

where - Aimi's house (tq to her family for such a good hospitality~)

what we'd done - bake cake and cookies~make a cute 'giant' cookies~hahaa

others - played with Aimi's cute little niece, Piya, tried to get friendly with Tza (the cat in the house), watching excited young adult played with Play-Doh (this is totally priceless...i didn't bring my camera~T^T)

.: the cookies [taken with my hp camera] :.

i really love these activities...

one planned and another one accidentally...

but i do had such a great time~and i love to do these again someday~^^

ok...want to have some sleep...to exhausting all day~

i will pack my things tomorrow...

yea~it's holiday and i will not online for a week...

see u next week ppl~

XOXO - 1st time baking cake and cookies...>///<

EMO...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

sorry for being 'hiatus' for almost 1 week~hahaaa

so...finally...the final examination come to the end~

i only left for my Tamadun Islam & Tamadun Asia paper on Thursday morning~^^

the final 2 papers for my clinical exam - OSCE for O&G and Surgery~

.: just hang on...you can do it :.

spend most of my time in the room...covering the topics that might come out for the OSCE.

.: my sticky notes :

OSCE O&G?

i can do it and got out from the examination ward with big smile~hahaaa

except for the PPD station...hehee...CHEMOTHERAPY~

****!!! i didn't read this part at all~T^T~

eventhough it just a counseling station (asking why don't wanna take the therapy and so on), but without knowledge about this...you totally talking nonsense there~

so...Prof.~one of your student already have the 6th sense = NONSENSE >.<|||

but overall~i'm quite satisfied with my performance in OSCE O&G...

OSCE Surgery?

hmmmm~~

i think i'm screwed....yup~totally screwed up....T^T

the doctors were really nice~they are so nice, too kind, and even willing to help me + giving hints when i didn't know the answers...

but...

it's hurt the most when they tried to help but i didn't know to answer what~~~

it's felt like "I ALREADY BETRAYED THEM!!!"

write trauma management (20 marks) in less than 8 minutes~wow~i like the thrill~

x-ray...i think...(silence in the air~)

dush~dush~dush~

shame on you!

all people tried to comfort me by saying the doctors are kind and willing to help us...

so what?

it cannot change the fact that "I DONE BADLY!!!"

fuuhhh~feel much better ^^|||

so much of EMO part here~

yea..mood swing~you (especially ladies) know right what time is it if you suddenly feel bad about almost everything...

when i'm think back...

i already tried my best...

Alhamdulillah most of the spotted Qs came out and i'm quite happy actually...

i'm down because i felt that i already hurt the doctors feeling...

i just hope that...i manage to pass this exam...

INSYA-ALLAH i'll pass this exam~and my friends too ^^

i realized that since i'm entering the clinical years...my study capacity increase steadily...

it's hard to find time to hang out actually (when was the last time i stepped out from this hostel?)

.: keep-on learning about the disease and new things :.

huhuhuuu~

so much of a EMO-feeling-post...

wish me good luck k~^^

XOXO - it's already NOVEMBER~??? o.O