1st LIVE show...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

still a bit sleepy after sleeping for awhile...

still not used to night shift/on-call...not used but i think i can adapt with it~^^

still have lots of things to be learn + cover...

still wanna find the way to fit-in~HAHAA

still searching for the cases for my case write-up~

ok...

just wanna share about my 1st experience watching a K-group artist LIVE show...

actually...i'm not a big fan of K-artists, i'm more into J-artist but i'm enjoy listening to K-artists music...

i know the groups but hardly to remember the members of the group...

may be because of the name...not being bias here but i certainly got the trouble to pronounce the Korean name...

but still...i really respect them for their talents in singing, producing great songs & dancing~!!!

it's started on Wednesday i think....when suddenly Alia (my cousin) called me...asking me whether i'm free on Saturday...

i had class on that day & Sunday...and she asking me to join some kind of an artist LIVE show (truthfully Alia dear...i didn't hear clearly the name of the artist you said at that time...>///<)

so..i just told her that i'm not joining her on Saturday...

and...for 2 days...i trying to recall what is the name of the artist that Alia said just now~my God...and i cannot recall it!!!

then...on Friday...while i'm in a meeting (ZRC's meeting)...she called me again...

and...i really had to say THANK YOU Alia for calling me at that time...i felt so boring with that meeting + not in the mood to give any idea...no ideas at all actually....quite blur at that time (to Izwan,the President of ZRC & other members..sorry if i didn't contribute anything in the last meeting)

hahaa...after a bit of talking...i said that i will join her for the show on Saturday...and finally, the artist's name was CLEAR at this time...hehee

now...i will just summarize what happened on that day....

TAMADUN ISLAM & TAMADUN ASIA (TITAS or ZT) class --> packing the things that i need to stay at her house --> took taxi --> LRT --> monorail --> stop at Raja Chulan Station --> walked to KL LIVE --> stop at KFC --> met Alia --> line-up for LUCKY DRAW (i was still blur at this time) --> line-up before going in --> wait for almost 5 hours --> 'WAR' --> rest for awhile in there --> enjoying the show --> line-up again to get autograph --> going back home with Alia

i would like to say that...last Saturday, 26th of June is certainly not the best day of my life...

the reason's are:

• got problem for the ZT class...the hall that we supposed to use was being use for other program...so the class start 30 minutes late from the schedule...
• waited for bus for almost 30 minutes...but in the end decided to take taxi to LRT station...
• bought food at KFC...also waited 30 minutes for ZINGER combo...but in the end, they gave me the wrong order but i didn't realize it until i opened the plastic..oh, well...i'm already hungry at that time...just ate it...
• LUCKY DRAW...not lucky at all...hahaa
• line-up for 5 hours...seriously, i rather standing for hours in a ward round rather than waiting there...to pack with people...
• record of the day - more than 35 people fainted while waiting...and i felt so bad because I'M A MEDICAL STUDENT BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO REACT AT THAT TIME!!! i can only asked whether they're ok or not, can breath or not, need any water or anything else, instructed the people around them to gave them some space to breath (but no one take note about this...they ignoring me~T^T)...so to the people there...i'm sorry...this showed that i not fully ready to become doctor...
• being pushed so roughly by the fan!!! now i realize how scary & horrible the fanatic fans can be... =_='''
• the show started 2 hours late & no explanation why~what kind of management is this?!!!
• line-up again to get autograph (i promised to help Alia's friend)...after 1 hour of standing (again~), when i was so closed to the line before going up to stage to get the autograph - "OK...the autograph session is finished...for those who cannot get one,you can meet them at One Utama tomorrow..." WT*@%$?!!!
• my feeling at the end of the day - frustrated (why am i here?! i feel so tired but i don't see anything that satisfied me!), guilty (already promised to help but in the end...*sigh*), sad (ok...i cried a bit a that moment...i totally shed some tears there...too depressed...too tired...too sleepy...too frustrated), and many more

lesson that i learn:

• prepare for any bad things that might happened next
• fans are scary ;p
• don't expect too much
• control~control~control
• i may be not going to any LIVE show again after this...if it is standing & have to go into 'WAR'...i don't wanna face this kind of situation again~

but...at least i can see these artists in person...can see cute guys...can enjoy myself a little bit, listening to good musics & songs...

ok...that's my experience....

who's the artist?!!

B2ST a.k.a BEAST (which one is the correct way to write the group name?)

i know about this group...just heard about them but not listening to their songs....

why?!

like i said just now...i'm a J-artists fan - J-pop, J-rock, J-dorama, etc.

i know about them & i really want to hear their songs but...dunno why i didn't try to find any of the songs before this....just listened to the songs on Friday...listen~listen~listen~

my 1st impression?!

i fall in love with them...love at the 1st sight?!!nope...just the songs at that moment...

but when i'm watching the showcase - "WOW~!!!"

cute + gorgeous + cool + hot = priceless

hahaaa....

for now...they are No.3 in my male-group fav list...

No.1 - L`Arc~en~Ciel (my 1st love...the 1st J-group that managed to turn me into a J-artists fan)

No.2 - KAT-TUN (my coolest + hot guys >///<)

why B2ST/BEAST is in No.3?!!

not because they are the 1st one i watched in person (extra-mark there~^^)

i already listened to many songs from male-groups before - DBSK, SUPER JUNIOR, 2PM, Big Bang, etc.

i usually with like less than 3 songs from them...eventhough after listening to all of their tracks for so many times...

but B2ST/BEAST...after listen to their songs...i managed to like all of the songs!!!just like L`Arc~en~Ciel & KAT-TUN!!!

so...

i would like to thank Alia for inviting me to go & watch this showcase...love you so much~MUAHHX

not to forget...again...thanks to Haikal for willingly to wake up early in the morning & drive me back home to HUKM...hahaa~

sorry because i cannot join you in the kenduri on Sunday....i would like to come but i got class & on-call...T^T

another long post...back to work~

XOXO - "mystery~mystery~mystery"...that's how it's work between me and B2ST/BEAST ;p

please~please~go away!!!

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

i hate it!!!

i hate it when this kind of feeling coming to me...a negative feeling~

i started to feel uneasy with certain people around me...started to think badly about them....

dunno why...i kinda sensitive lately...

easily felt that - "this person is so self-concerned..." or "why is this person like that?!!!" or "this person love to do job by his/her own, may be will give me hard tasks to settle later..." or "what are they talking about?!!too childish~" or "why is this person got the stern look on his/her face?"

there's also seniors who acted so superior, with bossy tune of voice while talking to the juniors (not the seniors in my team...they are so cool + willingly to help us~^^)...some of them are uneasy with the juniors (heard this kind of phrase coming out from seniors last Wednesday...still, they not the seniors in my team)...

i keep thinking about this...sometimes i think that i'm a paranoid person~!!!

one more thing....

i kept comparing certain of them with my batch person (the TWP07)....if this happen to TWP07 how we could react, if that how to handle....

sometimes...i will compare them with the friends in UNPAD....

may be...i just missing my friend s there so much....miss the fun that i had with them....

why i have this kind of negative feeling?!!

i'm not stress with my posting...not too stress to be precise...

yeah it's true...there's lots of things to know, to learn, to cover...but still i'm enjoying my life....waking up early in the morning & prepare to go to the ward, meeting patients & clerk them, reading the patients' records....

i'm quite happy with this life-style now...

plus...i'm still trying to manage my time between study & others tasks that i hold in this college...

sometimes....i'm kinda worry because...i'm too positive with my life now~=_='''

i'm trying to get rid of this unhealthy feeling...

i'm trying to control my uneasiness + the M.O.O.D.Y site of me...

i'm trying to be as positive as possible...towards the people that i meet & know...towards my latest life & my future....

am i trying to fix something that not broken?!!!

.: hmm....... :.

ya ALLAH...

give me the strength, the courage, the patience & the positive-thinking-attitude to go through my life...

please give me the right attitude to get what i want....right path to take....

GAMBATTE NE NOI-CHI~!!!

XOXO - not too concern about this...but please...called us TWINNING student if don't know how to classified us...don't differentiate us~

the FUN begin~

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

yeah~

now the FUN in O&G start~

seriously...this making me more & more loving this posting~hahaaa

finally...we can experience the strictness of the lecturers, the doctors, & the professors in this posting....

most of us experience this today, during the ward rounds...

with piles of works to be done...

many beds to be covered for ward rounds & practice....

4 reports to be write & send (2 case write-up, 2 partograph to be done)...

tasks in LOG BOOK to be completed...

10 deliveries to be done (5 observe & 5 conduct)

but the thing that i really need the most now is STAMINA...

i really need it to survive my days in the ward...lots of walking & standing~

i can feel how pain is my leg now....i think i have a swollen legs now~=_='''

i will not say this as scolding by the professor, by the doctors....

i will prefer saying this as the way of them to show they care & love for us, the students....

they only raised their voices...but at the same time they teach us....

they willingly to answer all the students questions but still there's a limit coz some of the things we have to learn by ourselves...

i hope that i can go through this posting without any problem + pass O&G...

it's already 2nd week...we have only 5 more weeks in this posting....

just wish us all the best....

XOXO - my next on-call on Sunday~^^

my madness start again Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏ

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

ya~haaa~haaaaa~~!!!

no lectures in the afternoon + evening....

and forget what i said in my previous post...i'm gonna try to relax today....

but still...i've to go to the ward tonight...ito 'top-up' what i've leave for a while....

ok...back to the topic...

this madness strikes again!!!!

i already spend staright 3 days listening to the same song + watching the same PV without feeling bored at all - i want to watch it again & again & i want more~!!!

i'm sure you already know about it...know about my madness....

heheee....

KAT-TUN

yeah...they're back after their latest single 'Going!', with more great songs....

they are still great eventhough laking of one member (missing A so much~)

this week, they release their 5th album - NO MORE PAIИ

14 tracks in this album....love all the songs but N.M.P (No More Pain) in my favorite in this album & my no.1 song from KAT-TUN~~^^

(click here for the lyric & translation - credits to X Monster's Space LJ)

i already finished hearing all the tracks in this album, even repeated them again & again....

so...these are the tracks in this 5th album:

1. N.M.P (No More Pain)
2. Love yourself～君が嫌いな君が好き～
3. FARAWAY
4. D-MOTION
5. RIGHT NOW
6. ROCKIN' ALL NIGHT
7. GOING!
8. SWEET (Kame's solo)
9. LOVE MUSIC (Taguchi's sols)
10. MAKE U WET ~CHAPTER 2~ (Koki's solo)
11. RABBIT OR WOLF (Ueda's solo)
12. FILM (Nakamaru's solo)
13. PROMISE SONG
14. HELLO

my overall rating for this album - 4.5/5 (b'coz of N.M.P, Love Yourself, D-Motion,Faraway, Right Now, & Hello)

hahahaa~i'm satisfied with KAT-TUN's works & touch in this album but i'm sure, all of KAT-TUN's fans out there also thought the same thing - as their fans, we want more from KAT-TUN~!!!

i was like "WOW!!!" when wathing this PV....

i always thought LIPS & RESCUE are their coolest PV but this song's PV is more than that~!!!

to those who didn't watch the PVs yet...enjoy these:

~LIPS PV~

~RESCUE PV~

watching how cool they are...kyaaa~!!!

I'm falling in love with them again & again~!!!

sorry for being so...annoying...when come to KAT-TUN...i will act very..."gedik" >///<

my comments on this N.M.P PV & the members:

• all 5 of them looked so...~!!! love their style in this PV >///<
• there's improvement on their vocals & dances...more powerful...prove of their hard-work...
• Kame - totally rock!
• Taguchi - hahaha~the tallest & cutest...he really stand out in this PV
• Koki - love his rap part! always love his rap~
• Ueda - his voice more soothing now (at least for me & i love it)....when he sang "No Paaaiiin~" part...he sang it in high note & way to go Ueda~
• Nakamaru - not many part of beat-box part but his voice also - thumbs up!!! (try listen to his solo in this album, FILM...you will notice how good he is ^^)

KAT-TUN 2010 concert already entering the PART 2 : WORLD BIG TOUR

(click here for the schedule & news - credits to 6SOM Garden's LJ)

huhuuu....when i will get the chances to watch the concerts?!!! please consider to come to MALAYSIA in the next WORLD TOUR ~

please3x =3

now...i'm waiting for L'Arc~en~Ciel....

waiting for their new singles or albums....or anything~

my love towards L'Arc~en~Ciel's Hyde, Tetsu, Ken, & Yukihiro will never faded...this group is the 1st J-artist group that making me fond to J-world...

it's been a long time since my last post on 'fan-girling'~

if anything wrong...sorry in advance OK~ m (_ _) m

XOXO - "I don't wanna lose you but what a painful world..."

purrr~it's Caturday~^^

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

morning~!!!

another Saturday to spend happily in KTDI...in HUKM...hohohoo~

Alhamdulillah....i can still wake this morning to feel & live with this life~

.: wanna feel the morning shine~ :.

but....

today is not a day for me to stay in my room & enjoy the weekend...

today....we got LECTURES - from 9 a.m. to 5 p.m.!!!

wahaaa~~~so gonna be...enjoyable?!hehee...the day when we, TWP07 meet-up...in this lectures...

what lectures? dunno...dun have the idea...one of the topic is about Tamadun Islam (the one that i really wanna learn~^^)

so...after the lectures....again...i have to go to the ward....

have cases to read for the ward-round on Monday....

wanna learn more procedures in the ward...

just give the the courage to do so....the stamina to go through this day....

what to do this weekend?

no idea...still thinking of it - "how to spend my weekends when i'm entering my clinical years?"

will be busy preparing this & that in O & G Department...

but...love this kind of life...even thought i'm gonna miss my relaxing days...

XOXO - my heart goes sha~la~la~la~la~

1st on-call...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

sleepy + headache + tired....

those what i feel now...

already asleep for almost 5 hour - i asleep all afternoon!!!

for the 1st time since i entered medical school...i missed lecture!!!i miss my 1st concept lecture in HUKM today!!!

huhuu...

eventhough there's no attendance taken...but i feel so depressed now...

i really want to attend this lecture but...please forgive me~T^T

why?!

why i felt so tired???

i had my 1st ever on-call last night - working night shift from 7 p.m.

to 7 a.m....

but i came a little bit late yesterday so i top-up my shift until about 9 a.m. this morning...then i straight away go to the ward, for ward round & lecture after that...

then...go back home...just wanna sleep for a while but ended up sleeping until almost 5 p.m.!!!!

sorry~i'm so sorry with myself~sorry for everyone~sorry for the lecturer!!!!

my 1st on-call....

tiring but exciting!!!

that's why i need to build-up my stamina for the rest of clinical years coz i will be facing more on-calls in the future....

came a bit late...hehee...

then look at the board to see if there's any patient in the room...

"no new case..." - that's what a mid-wife told us...

we wait and wait until almost 10 p.m. - one entered & delivered at midnight.....

before midnight..there's another patient coming in with water broke....

after that another one entered....

the next one entering the room after subuh...

felt so sleepy while waiting for the mother to deliver...but cannot fell asleep....

1st - we will occasionally going to the room that we being assigned to...asked whether the patient is OK or not...

2nd - very much excited every time the labor room's phone rang...meaning - may be they will be a mother who want to deliver~~

staying in the labor room....

my 1st on-call...1st ever preparing the room for the mother in labor (checked the instruments + saline drip)...1st time observe the process of delivery...

a really wonderful moment...

from the very beginning when the mother came with active phase of labor (the cervical dilatation = 4cm)...

watching how they trying their best to bear the pain...trying to 'push' to deliver the baby...

watching how the room became so noisy with doctors & midwives voice, encouraging the mother to 'push'...

when the baby was born...started to cry...there's relieve & smile on her face...

will watch a few more deliveries after this...

trying to look at the technique to conduct the delivery...how to care for the both lives...how to safe them...

when i'm ready...i will conduct the delivery...

please give me the strength & braveness to overcome this!!!!

"mama was going through the same thing as this, right?" - that was my only thought when i'm seeing these mothers who admitted to the labor room during my on-call

i'm really missing her right now....

i always thought when is the last time i saying "THANK YOU" to her...

"THANK YOU" for accepting me as part of your life...

"THANK YOU" for caring & loving for me when i'm still growing in your womb...

"THANK YOU" for bearing the hardness & pain during pregnancy + delivery....

"THANK YOU" for taking care of me with all your love...

"THANK YOU" for everything....

.: mama...your five children love you...forever... :.

XOXO - when is the last time you said "THANK YOU" to your mother?

*pic taken from Flickr

rasa hati...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

rasa hati...
semasa diri ini dapat tahu yang posting pertama untuk Tahun 3 ini adalah Obstetrics & Gynecology (O&G)...tak tahu nak ceritakan bagaimana perasaan ketika itu....
gembira...sebab apa yang telah dirasakan sebelum ini adalah tepat - "Noi rasa Noi dapat O&G...tak pun Medicine..."
nervous...tertanya-tanya - "dah ready ke belum ni?"
takut...sebab dengar cerita2 yang 'ting-tong' sikit dari senior2 - sibuk, lecturers garang2...

tapi...tak tahu kenapa...diri ini lebih kepada perasaan positif
"semuanya akan OK!!!"
"Noi boleh buat!!!"
"tak payah nak takut2, tak payah nak fikir teruk2, FOCUS!!!"

hari pertama - berjalan dengan lancar, tiada apa yang berlaku sangat...yang penting dapat clerk patient kes obstetrics...
hari kedua - kuliyah, jumpa supervisor kumpulan, dapat assignment, teruskan lagi cover bed...prepare untuk wad round...pergi workshop...dan dapat sakit kaki....
hari ini, hari ketiga - ikut wad round, teruskan clerking patients tapi hari ni dapat amik history je...tak ada buat examination...dan seperti semalam...SAKIT KAKI!!!

rasa hati...
apa yang diri ini rasakan setelah 3 hari berada di O&G?
BEST!!!
walaupun masih mencuba untuk adapt dengan semua ni...masih malu-malu & takut-takut lagi nak tegur pesakit...tapi semua itu bukan penghalang nak belajar...
ambil history pesakit, macam-macam benda boleh belajar...
tengok pesakit yang nampak tak tenang...hati ini mahu dekatinya...nak tanya - "OK ke?"
tengok ibu-ibu yang sedang menanti saat untuk melahirkan...macam2 tercatat di wajah mereka...
tengok pula ibu-ibu yang sudah melahirkan...wajah nampak lebih berseri, tersenyum puas melihat permata masing-masing....

rasa hati...
diri ini perlu berusaha dengan gigih lagi....
diri ini perlu kenal kelemahan sendiri...
diri ini perlu tahu apa yang perlu & mahu dilakukan...
diri ini perlu berfikiran ke hadapan....
diri ini...diri ini...

esok bermula tugasan on call yang pertama....
bermula episod berjaga satu malam tanpa tidur, apabila siang bersiap untuk pelajaran seterusnya....

menyambut kelahiran....
melihat insan baru lahir ke dunia...
memahami gelagat pelbagai manusi....
hidup ini memang penuh warna...

XOXO - memang sah...saya suka merepek >///<

remember the quotes....

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

hehee....

actually, i forgot to put the quotes that i heard during the camp....

quotes that i manage to absorb during PPD2...

not all the quotes i remember...

"To be conscious that you are ignorant is a great step to knowledge"

- Disraeli -

"Today, knowledge has power. It controls access to opportunity & advancement"

- Peter F. Drucker -

"It's good to be slow & steady, but it's better to be fast & consistent"

"Thankfulness frees the heart from greed, jealousy, & envy"

most of the quotes i got it from the Morning Reflection...copy from the session....

(one of my way to fight the sleepiness - write-up/make notes)

there're also 2 quotes...i dunno whether my friends still remember this or not....

these quotes i got it form 2 different occasions, 2 different people....

"Don't stain your white coat & your white heart"

- quote from Prof Madya Dr Shahrir during SGD session...he's one of Group 16 fasilitator, another one is Dr Loh -

"Create your niche, leave behind a legacy"

- quote from Prof Dato' Dr Lokman during his special lecture in PPD2, "Expectation & Reality"...he wants the UKM's products to be the best of the best -

when i read back these quotes - "yeah...i can do it!!!"

just remember who we are & what we get is what we can do....

always believe in ourselves...we will rule!!!

XOXO - love 'lolcats'~\|^_^|/~miss my kitties

life at PPD2 camp

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

finally...

i've decided to post this topic in this blog~!!!

just my own opinion & review on the camp...and may be my TWP UKM-UNPAD juniors can read this & have an image about the camp --> the activities, the bond, the joy, & the laughter....

PPD2 a.k.a PERSONAL & PROFESSIONAL DEVELOPMENT 2 camp...

we, TWP didn't have the chance to join the 1st camp...if we have the chance, i'm sure this 2nd camp = double the joy~!!!

at 1st, my feeling was like - "alaaa~~...." (not so into LDK a.k.a SGD) mixed with "yea~yea~!!!" (this camp has KEMBARA, jungle tracking!!!)

heheee....sorry, but this is my sincere feeling, from the bottom of my heart....

but...

when i, we reached there, KEM BTN ULU SEPRI, i suddenly had this feeling - "this gonna be an exciting one~!!!"

after a bit of introduction with our Commandant & Pak Zainal, we settled down at our own dorms - 20 people/room and had to share the toilet & bathroom with another 20...or more i think....

don't wanna talk much about the day by day, what happened....bla~bla~bla~

i just wanna summarized each activity in this camp, which are for me, very much informative plus enjoyable...even the SGD (study group discussion) is a worth session to attend!!!

SGD....

get to know new people (again~)...learn how to take & give feedbacks...learn about honesty & respect...accountability as medical student....many more to list....

one thing i learned in this group, we cannot leave alone...we need other people in this life...

wuhuuu~Group 16 a.k.a TITANS.INC is THE BEST!!!!

we hv 2 cheers:

United we stand, divided we fall

I say TITANS...you say AUMM!!!

TITANS...AUMM!!!

TITAN...AUMM!!!

TITANS...AUM!AUM!AUMM!!!

We are TITANS hot to go~

H-O-T-T-O-G-O

AUMM!!!

Hot to go~~

AUMM!!!

Hot to go~~

AUMM!!!!

Siapa kita?!!!

TITANS!!!

heheee....

why "AUMM!!!"?!

coz our mascot is lion...dun remember whether we gave him a name or not~ >///<

next...Sketch play....

wahooo~a bit embarrassing for me...coz that was my first time acting on stage!!!

so scary~so nervous~yet...i'm so loving it~^^

the sketch plays was based on the scenarios that being give to all groups...all about the ethical issues...

so juniors, learn your BHP diligently OK~or you'll be sorry if you don't do it properly ^^

nice~but 10 minutes on stage?!!!that's enough for me~ =_='''

BTN session....

wearing white clothes & black skirt & white tudung....

heheee....so cute actually~^^

2 lectures - "KESELAMATAN NEGARA" & "POLITIK KAMPUS"

interesting topics, right?

yeah~i'm glad that i managed to fight with my sleepiness~!!!

yea!!!go-go-hot-to-go!!!

Morning Reflection....

3 sessions, every morning at 6.30 a.m. - "KNOWLEDGE", "TEAMWORK", "THANKFULNESS"

a very refreshing topics early in the morning, still i'm trying my best fighting with inner me that wanted me to fall asleep~

Alhamdulillah...i managed to stay awake, with sleepy eyes...sometimes - 'tersengguk-sengguk'

KEMBARA!!!!

my favorite in this camp!!!

i was ready for it...but i'm not ready to face 'pacat'!!! (Alhamdulillah....not meeting any >>''')

quite enjoyable jungle tracking for me...eventhough the course was shorter than i had imagine...the shortest jungle tracking for me at least...

like always...you will be given 'BARANG AMANAH' to take care - balloon filled with water, a potato chips, & a tomato....

Telematch....

again~another game for us~

1. how to wear surgical gown
2. blow the balloon of the catheter
3. word puzzle

wehee~~^^

owh~not to forget...the 2 important talks given by important people...

"EXPECTATION & REALITY" by Dean, Faculty of Medicine UKM - Prof. Lokman & "PROFESSIONAL ETIQUETTE" BY Assc. Prof. Dr. Fauzi

another meaningful ceremony - WHITE COAT CEREMONY...

i was like "WOW~!!!"...i almost cried during this ceremony....

then we read the pledge - IKRAR PELAJAR PERUBATAN...

the moment i wore this white coat...the moment i read the pledge...i can feel the tense on my shoulder...become heavier & heavier....

there's something i already need to hold now, need to protect, need to appreciate, need to believe...

.: Ikrar Pelajar Perubatan :.

(hayatilah ikrar ini ye adik2~dan juga teman2 sefakulti)

not to forget - Self-addressed Letter....

a letter that you wrote, addressed to yourselves....

this letter will be read in another 3 years time...so...you will be reading what you already write back in 3 years...

prepare yourselves ok~^^

4 days 3 nights....a very short days...a very short time....

but...these days are worth to remember....

worth to be said - "one of my memorable experience!"

see you later PPD3!

XOXO - urghhh!!!!have problem to upload the pics...next post can? ^^

peringatan buat teman2....

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

hehee....dah lama tak post blog dalam bahasa Melayu (BM)...

post terakhir dalam BM pun tak ingat bila...

jadi kalu macam 'rusty' sikit, minta maaf banyak2 la ye....

bukan tak pandai ber-BM ni, tapi Noi tak pandai nak meluahkan perasaan atau emosi dalam BM...

Noi bangga dilahirkan sebagai ANAK MELAYU & ISLAM...

Noi bangga yang BM ni BAHASA KEBANGSAAN...

kalau bercakap pun - BM pilihan utama, English bahasa ke-2...

tapi tu la, bab2 menulis ni...tatabahasa Melayu kena belajar lagi la...^^

berbalik kepada tajuk asal...

sebenarnya, post hari ini nak mengingatkan kepada teman2, terutamanya yang perempuan la & bertudung...

kepada yang tak bertudung, sila baca juga & ambil iktibar...mungkin anda boleh gunakan peringatan ni bila sampai masanya anda ingin bertudung...

mungkin ada yang dah tahu pasal benda ni, jadi ini peringatan semula....kan saling ingat-mengingati ni amalan mulia~^^

fesyen tudung...sentiasa berubah & semakin cantik dari hari ke hari...

kalau dulu, cuma pin di bawah je, lepas tu jadi la selempang kiri dan kanan, pastu ada 'satelit' plak...semuanya jadi pilihan....

yang penting, bertudung menutup aurat kita & labuhnya tu mestilah menutup/melebihi dada kita...

cuma nak mengingatkan pasal pemakaiannya....

dan yang tengah popular sekarang - shawl & tudung ala-ala Syria tu...

.: fesyen moden :.

(taken from - Flickr.com under Syokkahwin.com's photostream)

.: cantik...dan memang ayu :.

(taken from blog - http://zh-bucuk.blogspot.com/)

memang cantik, Noi sendiri akuinya...

tapi...hehee...Noi tak pandai nak pakai la tudung macam tu...

niat di hati ada, tapi tak berani nak mencuba...takut tak padan dengan muka sendiri....

topik utama di sini bukan pasal fesyen tudung...tapi caranya....

caranya di sini, kalau tengok la gaya2 nya...semua nak bersanggul tinggi2...

mula-mula memang la Noi tak ambil tahu pasal benda ni, pasal sanggul2 ni...

tapi terbaca satu status Facebook satu senior ni...lepas tu terbaca plak caption pasal tudung2 dan sanggul2 ni...

Quote::

“ akan muncul dalam kalangan umatku di akhir zaman, kaum lelaki yang menunggang sambil duduk di atas pelana, lalu mereka turun di depan pintu-pintu masjid. Wanita-wanita mereka (isteri mereka atau anak perempuan), berpakaian tetapi seperti bertelanjang (nipis & ketat). Di atas kepala mereka pula (wanita) terdapat bonggolan (sanggul atau tocang) seperti bonggol unta yang lemah gemalai. Oleh itu laknatlah mereka semua. Sesungguhnya mereka adalah wanita-wanita yang terlaknat”

- hadith riwayat Ahmad, jil.2, ms. 223 -

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda:

Quote::

“dua golongan penghuni neraka yang mana aku sendiri belum pernah melihat keadaan mereka di dunia: golongan yang membawa cemeti seperti seekor lembu lalu menggunakannya untuk memukul manusia dan juga kaum wanita yang berpakaian seperti bertelanjang, menggoyangkan badan dan berlenggang-lenggok, kepala mereka ada suatu seperti bonggol di kepala unta yang bergoyang-goyang. Mereka tentu tidak akan memasuki syurga atau mencium baunya sedangkan bau syurga itu dapat dihidu dari jarak perjalanan begitu dan begini”

–hadith riwayat Muslim. Hadith no 212-

dah abih baca?

jadi?

macam mana?

Noi serahkan kepada teman-teman yang membaca post ini untuk menilainya & menghayatinya....

ini bukan sahaja untuk yg bertudung shawl atau ala-ala Syria tu, tapi untuk semua fesyen bertudung pun...

diingatkan....Noi bersikap neutral ye di sini~^^~

peringatan ini bukan la untuk orang lain sahaja, tidak sedikit pun bermaksud untuk 'condemn' sesiapa...

peringatan ini juga ditujukan untuk diri sendiri....mengingatkan diri agar lebih berhati-hati dalam pemakaian tudung ni...

kita hidup di dunia sentiasa mencari REDHA Allah Taala supaya bahagia & aman di kemudian hari (a.k.a akhirat)...

fikir-fikirkan la...dan buat pilihan yang bijak~^^

XOXO - kepada yang masih tertunggu-tunggu ulasan kem PPD2 dari Noi...minta maaf banyak2 la yer....lagi satu, tolong klik 'kochi-kochi' (nuffnag ku)...thanks~^^

p/s - credits to blog - http://zh-bucuk.blogspot.com/ & http://hjhzae.multiply.com/reviews/item/99

wanna watch?!!

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

the time has come again after 4 years....

the moment of glory...

the time when there's people willingly to stay up until morning....

the days of cheering "GOAL~!!!" & "AHHHH~!!!"

.: FIFA World Cup 2010 :.

hehee....

i'm not a fan of soccer...but i really enjoy watching the match....

don't ask me who & who on the field...i don't know the players...i only know which team against which....so...don't mind me~

i don't mind staying up late to watch the matches, coz i already done this before...

i watched yesterday (11th of June) opening match - South Africa vs Mexico....with some of my girlfriends....

they were with me until the 20th minutes of the game...they had to go home (staying outside KTDI) & planning to watch the match at Icak's house...

ok...bye2 to them...and i looked around - "oh, there're girls watching this match too...."

continued watching the match, trying to control my reactions & my voice, not to shout too loud...

suddenly - "Noi, you're watching soccer too?" & my answer - "yeah, why?"....and at the same time, i looked around - i'm the only girl there...

my position - sitting at the table, nearest to the TV, alone...with all the boys watching the match behind me~

(turn to left - boys, turn to right - nobody, turn back - boys)

me at that time - control~control~ and control~!!!

but...i'm glad that i watched that match~^^

it felt so refreshing after watching it...

hope that i can watch other matches, especially the semi finals & FINAL...

my busy days + on-calls in O&G will start on Monday~

wish me all the best!!!

XOXO - still...i'm not ready to share my days in PPD2 camp (=_=''')/

miss...missing...missed

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

wuhuuu~T^T

suddenly i felt sad....i wanna cry....

i really miss my life while i'm studying in Jatinangor....

i really miss the joy while hanging out with friends in Bandung....

this is all because....we, TWP07, got the opportunity to meet our lovely lecturer again - Dr. Nova...

she's joining the PPD2 camp as facilitator, together with Dr. Chevi...coming all the way from Bandung...

watching her sweet face, again making me - "I missed her classes..her teaching...."

4 days meeting her....a very short time actually....

she hugged me, kiss my cheek after the WHITE COAT CEREMONY....

"Take care & all the best...."

not only me, she also did that to my TWP07 friends....

thanks for the wishes & love that you shows to us, Dr. Nova...we will remember your advice + we all do love you~^^

.: with Dr. Nova (wearing light brown blouse + neclace), pic taken during Judicium II :.

a special thanks to Dr. Chevi too coz willingly sacrifice your time & come to PPD2, spending your precious time with us....

i think you never teaches us but i frequently saw you in many activities & occasions that being held by the students, including PKPMI-CB...

tq so much...and...we love you too~heheheee....

hope to see again soon....

please do remember us.....pray for us....

we will always missing u...

XOXO - hmmm....not ready to summarize PPD2....wait eh~^^

wanna sleep but...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

already yawning for quite few times now....but still....i don't wanna go to sleep...

sleepy but don't feel wanna....how's that?

i'm afraid that it will be hard to fall asleep after i switch off the light after this....

afraid?!!

yup...i'm quite afraid of the dark....

afraid when i'm alone in the dark....

my~my~~

the sleepiness already attacking my body + head now....

feel weak + headache....

i think i should offline now....

next morning...is a better day....

'lol-cat' pic...

(taken from http://icanhascheezburger.com/upcoming/page/8364/)

XOXO - next post....PPD2~^^

before going back....

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

2nd night at my home, night before i'm going back to HUKM....

just a short time, being with my family....seems that i'm back to my matrix time, spending only 3 days at home....

still postponing my packing, the clothes that i need for PPD....will do it in the morning~^^

and today...we celebrating Didi's birthday...

her birthday was on 1st of June, but sorry honey....but we managed to buy her a chocolate cake + presents for her....

a very decent party actually, with Didi was shy today....don't wanna smile when we asked to, don't wanna to pose when we want to take her pics....

she's already 4 years old, a bright little girl with a very big ambition....

"Didi nak jadi doktor haiwan~" - that's what she said to me a month ago...

but this afternoon, babah told me that she said to babah - "Didi nak masuk akademi polis, lepas tu Didi nak jadi doktor polis"

heheheee....she being influence by the drama Akademi Polis, but still, a four-year-old girl, repeating her ambition lots of time....i think that she will do well in the future, insya-Allah...

seeing her like that, giving me the strength to do my best in my study...i'm the one that will be replacing my parents to take care of her...

my little yet happy family....

with loving parents, naughty siblings (we love to fight + argue with each other ^^)....

i really miss them all the time when i'm alone, in my room....

ok...

that's all....till the next post~^^

XOXO - loving u~

reminder to myself - check-list for PPD 2...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

we will be going to PPD 2 next Monday!!!

be prepared to learn something new + some revision on bioethics & humanity subject!

4 days of....dunno how to describe it...may be i can tell it after this camp ^^

and...i'm planning to go back to my home tomorrow, in the evening....

just to take certain things for the camp...

heheheee...
i really feel so happy now, even though i just planned (will go back if there's ticket to Batu Pahat)...

things to bring:

• baju kurung putih + kain hitam ("gatal", kena sebijik dari mama....she already told me to bring it but...hehehee)
• baju kurung for LDK sessions...
• tudung (white, black, cream-colored)
• sports attire...
• shoes (sports, formal, slippers)
• some food (hehehee)
• telekung + sejadah
• towel + toiletries
• camera ^^
• books
• my mp3 player~!!!

hmm....

for now, that's all i can remember....

will try to pack all this things on the day before departure....

still have to do some review on the movie that we watch just now - 'Something The Lord Made'

nice movie...trying to dig-out what are the ethical and diversity issues in this movie...

huhuhuhuuu....

wanna go to sleep after this....

have to go to ward tomorrow, to practice some clinical skills on the patient...

have to prepare for the exam tomorrow morning~

wish me all the best~!!!!

XOXO - exam...exam...exam...i'm totally no idea what will come out tomorrow ^^'''

am I ready?!!

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

my matrix card + my name-tag~!!!

hanging nicely on my white coat....

this is one of the 'pass' to enter the ward (besides the coat)....

WELCOME TO CLINICAL YEARS~!!!

heheheee....

it's already 2 weeks and i'm still trying my best, adapting to the so-called 'clinical years student' life....

actually, we still on the orientation week, with our basic clinical sessions just finished today (basic clinical - an introduction to physical examination) and still having PPD 2 next week....

after that, the real challenges start!!!

wohooo~~

but...

this is something that i need to cherish, need to appreciate....

this is something that will make my parents proud....

this is something that i will call "the starting of the big responsibility" that i have to face, day by day...

i need to work hard...

eventhough i just being here, living in KTDI (Kolej Tun Dr. Ismail) for about 2 weeks....i can feel the tense, the pressure~

but...still trying to enjoy myself~^^

already receive big responsibility (joining the programs + committee), hope that i can keep up with it pretty well...much better than the one i'm doing while i'm in Bandung...while i'm in PKPMI-CB...

Alhamdulillah...

lots of opportunities coming to me...

being a UKM studnet is also an opportunity for me, it's not easy to be a UKM student...

i take all of these as a test for me, whether i can make it through the end...and i'm totally sure that I WILL MAKE IT TOWARDS THE END!!!!

Insya-Allah~~

not just DOCTOR WANNA BE, but also DOCTOR WILL BE ^^

Insya-Allah...amiinnn

XOXO - i am what i am, and i know that...i'm ready to serve people~^^