for you, with love...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

hohoo~
publish post dalam Bahasa Melayu selepas berbulan-bulan menghilang tanpa berita di blog...Facebook + Twitter + Instagram masih aktif ye “ヽ(´▽｀)ノ”

post ni khas untuk kawan-kawan dan junior-junior yg masih meneruskan perjuangan sebagai pelajar perubatan...sekadar peringatan untuk terus menjadikan diri lebih baik dari sebelumnya sebab dunia semakin 'kejam'. peluang semakin berkurangan. yang terbaik sahaja mendapat tempat.
bukan nak menakutkan sesiapa...cuma nak mengingatkan agar diri sentiasa bersedia...

rezeki dan kejayaan itu mmg dari ALLAH SWT tapi tanpa usaha, tawakal sahaja tak ada guna gak...

persiapkan diri dengan ilmu -  ilmu perubatan, lain2 ilmu duniawi, dan juga ilmu untuk bekalan akhirat nanti... 

jadi...
kuatkan semangat, cekalkan hati, stay optimis, dan perbetulkan niat masing-masing ya...
tanya balik diri sendiri - "kenapa saya nak jadi doktor?"...
jadikan apa-apa yang berlaku, baik or buruk sebagai benda yg positif, sebagai semangat untuk terus gerak ke hadapan, bukannya untuk jatuh di mana-mana...ok? (￣▽+￣*)

hidup mesti diteruskan~ yea!!!

XOXO - sama2 kita doakan yg terbaik ｡◕‿◕ ｡

pieces of my mind...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

we meet again...
yeah...
this is a post to show how i feel now...how i feel after the Malaysia 13th General Election...
i remind you, to anyone who read this post - this is not a post to criticize anyone or any party...
this is, AGAIN, only my feeling...

i miss the peace that i once felt before...the feeling of being safe in my own country...
i never felt this way before...feeling worry, what will happen next...

UBAH? BERSIH? what exactly do these people wanna do? what else they want? those phases certainly make me scare to some extend...yeah i am scared enough...
BETTER NATION? can't both of the parties work together to ensure this? or just show the people what these parties capable of in making a better Malaysia, rather than condemning each other...please show with works and achievements rather than with sweet talks only...

i don't really care what others will said. what i believe is most Malaysians choose to give another chance to the current government, another chance for next term of a better Malaysia...
dear Malaysia Government, please be an improved government for this term...let it be another better nation for Malaysians...

i believe to start changing thing we must first change ourselves...
i really hope for peace, no more than that...

Malaysia is still a young country and we are still the young citizens of Malaysia...
may be we are not ready or mature enough to change our government...
reflect ourselves first before pointing to others' mistake...
analyze with our own mind & never make a statement without having solid facts...insya-ALLAH we will find the answer, the beauty of ALLAH plan in our politics, and the way Malaysia's history being shape...

comment or condemn if you want to but don't hate me...
i just another Malaysian who seriously analyzing the situations here...
to post this also need a lot of courage and confidence because i know people have their own opinion...this is my way of thinking, others will have different...
and i know, people will certainly say something when they read this kind of English...

again, this is merely my thought...pieces of my mind （＾ｖ＾）

XOXO - i love Malaysia

*tick tock*

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

less than 3 weeks to go...
and every time i look at the date and the schedule, my heart skips a beat...
this thrill, the mixed of excitement-worry-scare-and-i-don't-know-what-else feeling always with me, become more stronger these days...even when i'm typing this post...

final professional exam...our last 'stage' to perform as medical student...i waited for 6 years for this...yup 6 years! even my friend questioned me am i not too old to take exam (゜▽゜;)
well...long years of study is crucial because i will deal with people's life in the future...15th April is just around the corner...once i finish with the exam, interview will come next...once i pass these two, career-life as a DOCTOR awaits me...



Insya-Allah i can do it!
i hope that this exam not too harsh on me...
i hope that i manage to revise back my 'relationship' with the books and notes...

ehee~
maybe i will post from time to time during this study leave, just to relax my mind...
i know~ it's been a while i posted something...

so, wait for me...and wish me the best of luck too! ヽ(＾Д＾)ﾉ

XOXO - "not gonna try to get it, but will get it!"

[BGM - Let It Go! by FT Island]

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بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

ugyuuu...
what have i done?!!

accidentally delete all the pictures in my camera...
huhuuu~
the pictures...the community project pictures, the hang-out pictures, the event Health for Malaysia in Gopeng, my loli sister in school uniform, mama & babah pic together...all gone!!! TTATT

nothing i can do...

XOXO - *sigh*

it's 2013!!!

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

1st post of the year...
and HAPPY 18th DAY OF 2013 people~ (っ⌒‿⌒)っ

new year resolution(s)?
hmmm i think i don't have one...the one and only thing that matter to me now is to be a better person, in and out~
just pray for my well-being ok!

2013...what does it mean to me??
- my final year in medical school
- my final exam will be on April this year
- i will start working
- i will start to help my family regarding financial matters
- i will start to meet new people and experiencing new things
- i may be being posted to a place that i never go before
- i will take driving lesson and obtain my driving lesson (THIS IS A MUST!!!)
- aaaaa i cannot think other things now

one thing for sure...i expected a lot of new things will happen this year...
i dunno what kind of things but how good or bad they are...they still something that i need to get through and experincing them...why run away?

hmmm 2013...another year older...that for sure...
i hope that my maturity is corresponding to my age... =w=

2013...please be kind to me ok~ i am hoping great things to occur this year~ the year of Snake in Lunar Calender...

that's all~
may Allah bless us all...

XOXO - 'LISTEN' disease is every where now...it's contagious!! (¯―¯٥)

that date of the year again...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

hiatus from blogging world for 3 months!!!
what am i doing?
i am still in the online world...still on Facebook-ing, Twitter-ing.
and i think i have loss the touch to publish something wuwuwuuu (* /w\)

ok~
ignore the statement above and back to the title post~
today is 31/12/2012. yup, it's the last day of 2012! 1 year already passes since i post something on the same date last year [click here]
reading the post (yeah~ i don't have other things to do -.-) made me think what i had done this year...am i using all the oppurtunities that i got wisely? am i spent the time that i had accordingly? one question for sure - AM I READY TO BECOME A DOCTOR? =A=
yeah~ i am sitting for my final exam on April 2013 and there will be interview sometime around January or February (that's what i heard from my friends).

2012...
another year with tears and joy...
yup, i have sometimes when i cried (and i don't remember when but i do think i cried), but most of the time, i am happy with my life...trying to stay positive is the key for happiness :)

i still doing the same thing this year - attending classes, shopping, eating marathon, meet-up, fan-girling (but no fan-meetings, showcases, or concerts attended this year). just 1 thing added-up to my  list - going to weddings...oh yeah right~ i am at the age when people are getting marry.
in my family, my cousins married this year, two cousins already gave birth and another one expected on February 2013. some of my friends from primary school, secondary schools, and matriculation also got married this year. my seniors and juniors in my courses also got married. but sadly, i cannot attend most of the invitations...huhuu~ my final year made me stay at other place.

SORRY!!! I NEVER MEANT TO IGNORE THE INVITATIONS~!!! I WISH YOU ALL THE HAPPINESS AND LOVE!!!

MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU~!!!

me? still single and free~ and i'm loving it! hahaa~ \(>/////<)/

my final year in medical school demands me to be more mature and pro-active...and i am trying to do so. i already went through the 3 postings and currently in Obstetrics and Gynecology Department. after this posting, i have another posting to go...another posting before the final exam. and this final year also made me travel to new place - i had to stay in Teluk Intan for 2 weeks in every posting. a new place and new people. and new 'teachers' too. the district hospital has many good people - the patients are always cooperative and willing to let us spend time with them. but some of the people in that hospital are too...urghhh!!! i keep quite coz i respected them as someone with more experiences but please treat us, the students with respect too coz we are also human being with feelings ok! if peole from there read this...i think...hmmm please be more nice too us ok. i'm not implying all the people there are like that. thank God most are good. but certain not too nice things will effect the nice things too, right? (what am i talking about? =.=''')

and that little girl, the little princess in our house is entering Standard 1 today~ hehee~ nothing more excited than seeing my little sister growing up well. do you best little one~ we always love you. and i am planning to visit the primary school, to meet my teachers...

dunno what else to type at this moment...may be i will continue with part 2 later, with some pics? hahaaa~ it's really awkward when trying to publish something again after a while!!! O(>A<)O
i just need to gather the mood, right?

XOXO - it's plain...

when was the last time...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

uwaahhhh~

it's been a long time, right?
the vibes in final year really makes me uneasy day to day...
the only day that i able is Saturday and there's no more Sunday for me. why? coz lately, i called the Sundays as 'pre-Monday'... =w='''

although my weekdays are really full with my 7am-to-5pm in the ward, but i think i can still manage my own life...being playful just like before...
i still can watch my favorite shows...especially We Got Married!!!

yeah, my favorite couple in WGM Season 3 already come to the end...no more cute "molkang~ molkang~" and sweet "yeobo~" from WooJung couple...and i did cry really hard while watching the last episode of them in WGM...well, if they decided to continue their affection in real life...i will love it~ xD

and now...WGM Season 4...
how should i put it...I LOVE ALL THE COUPLES!!!!
we have this mature KangYoon couple, the playful and loud SunHee couple, and not to forget the fateful and innocent JoonSeo couple~
i don't care if they are scripted or spontaneous...i just love this season so much!!!

and the current K-drama that i watch - Arang and The Magistrateat first, i decided to watch this drama because of Lee Jun Ki and Shin Min Ah. but later, i watch this drama because i really love the plot and the story-line! xD
for the first time ever, i waited every week for the latest episodes + the subs~

now~ now~
back to the real world...
well, i'm done with my Internal Medicine Department posting and currently in Surgery Department posting...
life is getting more and more busy day by day~
hate to admit it, the date for the professional exam is nearer too \(>A<)/

well...all i can do now is learning and practicing really hard...and think that the people's live are in my hand in the future...
enjoying my final year in the hospital/clinic/ward to the fullest~
enjoying the show to release the stress~

after assisting a surgery with my supervisor (ignore the glove ok)

 

XOXO - will i able to do this thing later *sigh*

picnic time!!!

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

it's been a long time since we were together like this and this is the most anticipating event for us...
since we're back to continue our study in UKM, we hardly could find a suitable time to gather almost all of us at the same time - eating together, chatting, laughing, and taking pics...

so, for this post...i present to you - "Memoir in WHITE, BLUE, and PINK"...

Date: 22.06.2012

Time: 2.30 - 5.30 p.m.

Venue: Taman Tasik Permaisuri

Color Theme: baby blue, pink, white

Mood: ヽ(○´∀`)ﾉ♪

preparing the food

"food is served~"

  

well~ for this picnic, although there're about five cameras during this picnic (four albums of this picnic at Facebook!!!), i was the 'official' photographer of the day...
thanks to the person who willing to borrow his tripod, we managed to capture the pics of all us together~

spent some time to 'know each other' with the camera + tripod

to Niza, Lutfi, Isma, Pojie, Faiz, Nana, and Shabak, wish you guys were there with us...

thank you for the food, thank you for the efforts, thank you for the cooperation, thank you for the time, thank you for the love, thank you for the sweet moments that we made, thank you for everything...
love TWP07 so much~

all the best to us...
make these pictures and the sweet time together as a motivation for us to stay strong...

we can do it coz we are the one and only TWP07!!!

let's do this again sometime...OK?

yup~ i am happy!

XOXO - "Create your niche, leave behind a legacy" [a quote taken from a professor during PPD Camp Year 3]

WOW

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

wow~ wow~ waaii~~

sorry but this post still about AFAMY 2012 xD

AFAMY 2012 on Fuji TV!!!
i know some people think this is not a big deal but for me, it's a really memorable thing...
though i'm not 'fortunate' enough to be captured by the camera but i do proud because two of my friends were~ they are in this clip (at the end of the clip, being interviewed) xD

this is the clip that i found in Youtube [Cr: to owner]

hope that we will see AFAMY 2013...
more fun + more J-artists to come to Malaysia~

XOXO - rather than feeling jelly...i feel...grateful? hehee~

lime? kitsune? neko?

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

ok...
random post this time and still on AFAMY 2012...

putting on two ears of different animals at two separate times on the same day...

fox-ears/ kitsune-mimi is mine and i bought it during CF 2010...buying after making a deep thought...and i am satisfied to have this~

cat-ears/ neko-mimi...borrowed from a friend, just to experience wearing it + take pic~ hahaa thanks to my cutie D-chan for let me wore it + took picture for me~ ( ◦˘ з(◦'ںˉ◦)~♡

kitsune --- neko

then...wearing the kitsune-mimi, i took pictures with my friends who were wearing neko-mimi at that time~

these ears are cute...right? *ㅅ*

two neko and a kitsune...

because of this...my friends who called me 'Lime' said that - "a fruit that wanna be a neko and kitsune" .__.

ok...nyahahaaaa~!!!

oh well~ in the end, it's just for fun...

and i did forgot about my worries on that day, only remembered about it when i got SMS about the meeting on that night...ahuuuu~

XOXO - nyaaaa nyaaaaaan~ (=´ω｀=)

AFAMY 2012

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

the title speaks about the contents for this post!
hahaa it's already six months since the last time i went to this kind of event~
and i made the decision to go to AFAMY five days before the event...just to escape from lonely weekend + forgetting about SSM for awhile~

i only brought ticket for festival + stage access, not going to the concert since i had work to do that night...
good things - the people, the cosplayers, the exhibitons area, the stages events
can be improved - just wanna comment:
- the MCs - for me, they were fluent and nice but they failed to hyper-up the crowd...sorry if i offended anyone and sorry if there are people who attended this event think otherwise
- the slots between the stage events -  the technical people for the stage event can play some of the PVs from the artists that came for the event, not only playing the same songs through out the empty slot
overall - it's enjoyable!!!

too bad that i only go on the 2nd day...
too bad i cannot go to Atelier Royale...
too bad i cannot go to AniSong Show...
too bad i didn't get to see FLOW...

because of this event:
- i took lots of pics
- my Nikichi worked really hard, zooming to the max (14x) to capture pics of the stage event...
- bought L'Arc~en~Ciel's BUTTERFLY
- i met the /g/s again after...6 months...?
- i get to change my Facebook timeline page

ANIME FESTIVAL ASIA MALAYSIA 2012

Day 2 - 10/06/2012

Venue: Hall 1 & Hall 2 PWTC

Mood: ( ◦˘ з(◦'ںˉ◦)~♡

BGM: Love Yourself by KAT-TUN (currently played while i type this)

Kaname *A*

well~ i hope i get the chance to hang-out at events like this in the future...
well~ i might don't have the chances since...i already in final year of my medical studies + the fact that i will start working as intern-doctor next year...
well~ i will exactly attend to the next events if i have the chances, i will...insya-Allah...

like always, at the event like this, the /g/s will assemble ~
hahaa i had to hide the guys' faces because they are too shy and wanna kept their face as mystery...
and the girls, we are cool about it, right? :3

only managed to gather these people at this time...
the others were 'scattered' around the event

me, Nadia, and Farah

ok!
i just shared how i felt during the event and i did had fun taking pictures and eye-candying~
not to forget, thanks to my sweetest girlfriends coz wanna come to AFAMY with me~


XOXO - cosplayers...uwaaahh sugoi ne~ *ㅅ*

weddings...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

last week, 3rd of June was the 3rd family gathering from my father's side for this year...or should i say the 4th since i missed the BBQ party on the 2nd of June (because of certain issue).

our family usually gather during Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Hari Raya Aidiladha...so at least, almost all family members will be there during these festive days...

but this year, two of my cousins got married...
one on the February, another one end of May and last week (Malay wedding usually celebrated two times for a couple, once from the bride's side, another one from the groom's side).

on 4th of February 2012

on 20th of May 2012

on 4th of February, this cousin is at the same age with me...and she got married first~
in green and pink...she was really lovely on her wedding day~
when i met her again for another cousin's wedding on May, she's a mom-to-be now!!! oh my!!! *ㅅ*
congrats Gee & Mully~ may Allah bless both of you~

Gee & her husband, Mully

on 20th of May, the next cousin got married was a dear big sister for me, 3 years older than me~
yup, we sort of growing-up together coz we always stayed at our grandparents house during school-holidays...
so most my childhood holidays memories filled by the time we spent together...
and again...she's so lovely, so pretty in the wedding dress~
may Allah bless my dearest Kak Azi & Abang Ilyasa

Kak Azi & her husband, Ilyasa

everybody in the family is asking me this kind of question - "when will be your turn?"
of course they will ask this since i was the eldest grand-daughter who is still single and they're expecting me to me the next~ *ㅅ*
so here, in this post, i wanna tell to my dearest family members - my turn will be there someday...so keep on praying for me ok~ (◦'ںˉ◦)~♡

hahaa~

XOXO - i'm jelly...coz i'm a human too OK~ =3=)/

she's 6 already~

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

"Happy Birthday to you~"

this year, i got the chance to celebrate my little sister's birthday (her birthday was on 1st June)~
to my dearest Didi, HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!!! you already 6 this year so i hope that you have another wonderful and happy year~

happy birthday my sweet little sister~

plus...please don't be so stubborn + naughty ok! a cute girl like you should act cutely (*^^*)O
we love you so much~

may ALLAH bless you with love and happiness~

XOXO - too much sweet lately.... (〃￣ω￣〃)