what makes me smile again...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

exam...
done with my 2nd theory exam in the morning...
and i was not feeling really well once i came out from the examination hall...
why? really disappointed with the way i answered the questions...
my Internal Medicine paper on 28th...i guessed that i can do it, way more better than the Medicine and Society paper on 29th...

sadness and disappointment...
a really silly mistake was done...i knew what is it but i don't remember what's the name of it...suddenly i became blank to answer the essay paper...i'm still ok while answering the objective paper but don't know what happened during the subjective paper...
but it's already happened and it's all in the past...now i just have to face the consequences...
well, i think i can take this as a lesson + my new experience~
being too optimistic here...am i???

but...
eventhough it's not great, not even good at all...but i think it's OK and i already try my best for these two theory papers...
now, i have another one week to prepare for the clinical exam a.k.a OSCE...
i hope that the two OSCE are more 'friendly' than these two theory exams...
i really need to pass this two postings in this two semester~~

currently...spending all night in front of this laptop, lurking around, browsing this and that, downloading this and that, stalking my eye-candies, tweeting, play games in Facebook...
pretty lame things being done eh~

don't worry about me...i'm feeling much better now...and i already start smiling and being my usually self in Twitter (that's what i think...dunno what my friends think....)
and no books!!! i planned to not do revision tonight but i'll start again tomorrow~

what i'd done to make me smile again?
started from the afternoon...i was doing lots of thing to make me smile again...

the 1st option - called my mom...
yup, it worked...i can take my nap soundly + in a long time soon after i heard her voice (so long, from 2 to 6pm)
i didn't have the courage to tell her my worries about exam but her voice just made me forgot about it~
yeah~~mama is my queen + mama is the best!!!

then, i started to find some songs to ease my mind...
and as i thought, these two songs make me smile widely...not only by hearing and understanding the lyrics (by reading the translation) but also looking at their face~
but, these two songs really refresh my mind...

B2ST's BEAUTIFUL

MBLAQ's ONE BETTER DAY

i am a happy B2UTY for the B2ST and A+ for MBLAQ~~

next one --> FRIENDS - KAWAN - TOMODACHI - CHINGU
yeah~by talking to them...it really ease my mind, i cannot forget my worry but at least, i felt a little bit comfortable...
roommates, batch-mates, friends in Facebook and Twitter...thank you for filling-up my heart...
i love you so much~

and...not to forget..."BIRTHDAY WISHES"~~

1st...to my sister, DILA that turns 20 years old on 29th of March..."HAPPY BIRTHDAY" (should i put 'belated' too...?heheee)
may ALLAH bless you with lots of LOVE and HAPPINESS...and may you achieve what you dreams for little sister~ALL THE BEST in becoming a top fashion designer~~

.: Me - Didi - Dila :.

then...another person...an idol~
i don't care whether he will read this or not but i do wanna share this with the fans out there~
dearest Lee Gi Kwang of B2ST, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"~please stay cute and adorable for B2UTYs~hahaaa~~may you and B2ST keep on reaching to the top!!!

.: the cute and adorable KiKi :.

.: a 'present' for B2UTYs that i mention in @B2STrend's Twitter :.
[can get this from my TwitPic too]

"B2ST the BEST!!!"

ok...
this is a mixed-post...not only the contents, but also the emotion it it~
wanna go to sleep now~till the next post...

XOXO - hmmm...DANCE!!! i have to dance again~!!!

EARTH HOUR and study week

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

in 'hiatus' for almost 2 weeks~
and this is not new for me~~

today is the last day of study week...and i'm still reading and doing some questions to test my knowledge...
the result?i only can make this face
anyway, i will keep on doing my best for my first paper tomorrow~~

last night - EARTH DAY and i participated in it, as well as my housemates~
yup, just switch-off the light for 1 hour and you can make this world much better...
there still people out there who are ignorant about this...i hope that this people will realize soon enough that they have the power to change and make this world a better place to stay~
but...i think most of us who participated in this thing not doing it correctly~hahaaa this includes me too - turned off the light but let the fan & laptop turned on...

.: iced-lemon tea and lappy :.

well...it's still in study week and we used this as time for to relax a bit, not thinking about examination for awhile~
dunno how many people participated in this EARTH HOUR in this hostel~hope that it's not only us...coz dunno why, people may say that - "being a medical student is all about study~study~study"
it's more than that actually, we need to develop a professional attitude too, even during this academic days~^^

ok...
it's really a-slow-progressing study week...it's not like when i'm in 1st semester~heheee~~

.: my desk during the 1st day of study week :.

.: today's arrangement...light reading :.

but i'm still enjoying myself while reading all the diseases and finding all about the unknown things to answer the questions in the PreTest book~

well~exam makes me :

• loss of appetite...not actually loss of it but makes me reduce the no. of time i took my meal...
• lack of sleep during night but excess sleep during the day...
  
• homesick...A LOT
• ronery.jpg
  
• increase the level of HARDWORKING in myself
• many more...

ok~what i like the most during this time...i love to calm my mind and look outside the window while i'm resting on my bed...

.: i want to eat cotton candy... =9 :.

SUBHANALLAH~it's always a nice view, the sky and clouds...
ALHAMDULILLAH~i still have the chance to witness this and stay in this harmony environment...

ok...going to continue my study...dunno when will be my next update...
wish me a very best of luck~onegai~~

I believe dream for you and me...You are the long waited rain in my draughty day...You soaked my heart and gave me courage...You make me fly and smile again...Coming into my arms and giving happiness silently...Just like a rainbow after a shower
[translation of the chorus in Oasis by B2ST]

XOXO - exam doesn't stop my fan-girl moment O(>w<)O

White Day

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

a bit late to post this~
it supposed to be on 14th March...but i think it wouldn't hurt if i post this one on 15th March, right?
anyway~this will be a short post from me...

"HAPPY WHITE DAY"

just wishing this to all people who celebrate this...because i know that not everyone knows about "White Day"

well..i don't know what to give to you...but i think this cute, white lily of the valley is the right flower for everyone...

.: symbolized the return of happiness, purity and humility :.

hope you like it~

XOXO - still pray for Japan...

Pray for Japan...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

it was like other Fridays...
it's a peaceful evening for us, in Malaysia on that day...
it's also a peaceful day or night in most of the country in the world...
dunno whether anyone aware of this or not on that day...

as for me, i was happily hanging out with my girlfriends on that day...with plans to do some window-shopping, "eating-marathon" & watching movie [wanna watch Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa on that day]...
from Sg Wang to Times Square...
by the time we reached Times Square, on the way to Cinema...i stopped at this television,joining few people who also standing there to watch the news - "BREAKING NEWS : EARTHQUAKE HITS JAPAN" (or else...but it's a bit like that...)
EH?!! earthquake??? Japan??? we only heard about the news on earthquake in New Zealand about 2 weeks ago...now Japan? what's happening actually???
those are my thought while watching the news...stayed there just a while because my friends rushed to the cinema...

when i get back to my room, i searched all about the news on the earthquake...trying to find the latest one...
"11 March 2011 Sendai Earthquake", "8.9-magnitude" and "tsunami"...that's so bad actually...and i didn't dare to watch any of the clips on the tsunami that hit Japan on that day...just looking at a few pics and this is the pic that caught my attention that night:

.: "whirlpool" :.
[from Yahoo! News]

then, i read a little bit about the celebrities (how's my L'Arc~en~Ciel and KAT-TUN being doing), the seiyuu-s, and a few stories from the otaku-s and their collections...
just hoping that they are safe and sound...
([In Progress] Compilation of celebrity statuses after earthquake/tsunami via tokyohive)

yesterday, another shocking news from the effect of the earthquake and tsunami - they facing problem with the nuclear plans there...
nuclear...radioactive...what will happen to them? i'm hoping that they all are safe and the situation's well controlled...

and today, i spend whole of my online time searching for the latest news, latest pics of the condition in Sendai...and watch the tsunami clips...

.: the houses :.
[taken from freddyo.com : Let's Pray For Japan]

.: fire!!! :.
[taken from a forum, DeletionQuality.net]

[taken from News Update]

there are still chaotic situation there...and everytime i read about the news, how i wish i can be there now to help them (it's not the time yet sweetie...you need to concentrate on your study for final exam =__=''')

is there anyone that you know is in Japan now? (please don't answer Ultraman, Shin Chan, Doraemon, Kamen Rider, or so on because it's not funny ok...)
are they safe and sound?
if they do, that's good to hear...but if they not or still no news about them, i pray that they are safe and being found soon...let's pray for Japan together...

it's earthquake with 8.9-magnitude in Sendai...and then yesterday 5.8 in Tokyo....
just imagining how bad it is make me scare...
i already experience the earthquake in Indonesia, twice...and both of them with average of 4.0-magnitude...but it already scary during that time...palpitations and my hands were shaking when i was trying to call my mom...i still remember every part of it, eventhough it's already 2 years...[read here about my earthquake experience]
4.0 can make you cry...if 8.9???

this is what my friend found and shared in Facebook...the before and after the quake, the satellite pictures of Sendai - Japan Earthquake : before and after (ABC News)

nothing more to post here...
i become more and more speechless everytime i looked at the pics...
and i will pray for their safety...

XOXO - will learn more diligently and prepare myself for people in the future!

movie : "Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa"

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa...
an ancient Malay literature (that i first heard about it during my school years)...
and now,in 2011..the KRU Studio make this epic story into a movie...and i already eagerly waiting for it since the 1st time i heard about it...

ok~i know~
i'm late too post about it~but i gonna share my point of view about this movie here~~
so i'm going to start from the very beginning~

the first time i heard about "Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa" movie...from newspaper i think, last month...when i read about it - "wow~it's a big budget movie from Malaysia...and it's KRU's...to be screened in 72 countries?"
a week or so after that, i watched the thriller in a cinema (while waiting for the movie...watching Shaolin at that time)..."WHOA~i really have to watch this movie~~~"

i'd waiting for it eagerly actually~hahaa~this is the 1st time ever i acting like this,waiting a Malaysian's movie excitedly...i never act like this before because i'm not a fan of local movie...dunno why,may be i can safely said here...i'm not a cinema person ^^

then...this month~on the last Friday~it's movie time~
yup2~it's great (far more better than typical Malaysian's movie)~and love the actions showed in this movie,the fighting scenes~^^
the acting is a bit...dunno seems odd to me but i like the languages so much~^^
i like the story, the screenplay, the plots (eventhough it's looked like being fast foward), the music~~

overall...personally, i'll give this movie 3.5 stars...
i know, some of the rating give this movie a really low rating...but all about personal view (i think)...but as Malaysian, i'm proud with this movie~
hope that there will be more film like this from Malaysia~
this is really one of "Malaysia Boleh"

this is my favorite lines in the movie,a pantun...found it in one of the article in Utusan Malaysia...

Sampai masa tibanya waktu,
Redup hati kaum berdua,
Bila dua jasad menjadi satu,
Hidup mati jadi bersama

the synopsis [from TheBestFilm.net]:

"Based loosely on the 16th century historical document entitled ‘The Malay Annals’, ‘The Chronicles of Merong Mahawangsa’ is an action-packed epic feature film, with mythical characters, magical moments and dazzling visual-effects sequences. Merong Mahawangsa was a descendant of Alexander the Great, a renowned naval captain and traveler who came to Asia several hundred years ago.

The year is 120 AD… a time when the Roman Empire is at the height of its power, during the reign of Hadrian – one of the Five Good Emperors. Meanwhile in China, the Han Dynasty is firmly cemented as the ruling empire and is expanding into Central Asia… one hundred years before the period of the Three Kingdoms. As the Roman fleet did their repairs and traded in Goa, they asked Merong Mahawangsa to escort a Roman prince to Southeast Asia, to wed a beautiful Chinese princess from the Han Dynasty. The Chinese princess and the Roman prince are supposed to meet halfway and be married on neutral grounds.

However, the pirate nation of Geruda had other plans. They decided to kidnap the Chinese princess and use her as ransom. En route to the Straits of Melaka, Merong Mahawangsa’s fleet was attacked by Geruda’s forces while stopping at a small island to replenish supplies.

Will Merong Mahawangsa be able to rescue the Princess and re-unite her with her betrothed in a marriage that is set to bring together two great civilizations from the East and West ?"

what will happen next?
i recommended you to watch this movie yourselves~

XOXO - hmm...i'm more into this kind of movie~

i'm doing this while i'm sleepy...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

just wanna kill some time and make me stay awake...so, i think updating this blog is the way to make me keep 'alive'...
the download is too slow...
it's a really long 5 minutes...waiting for the download to finish...

i just wanna wait for the download to finish because...i don't want the same thing happen again - sleeping in front of the laptop with playing media player or the laptop turn on all night...
this little guy need a break too...

and...i feel lots of pain now...

• back pain - the effect from carrying the heavy bags from F block to 3rd floor of B block
• feet + leg - from walking,window shopping during the day...and wearing wedges... [Times Square and Sg Wang on Friday, Mid Valley on Saturday]
• stomach ache - eat too many today...
  

or is it because of that...

cannot stay put, i really need to go out on weekends...if not with my girlfriends, i will go out alone...
alone? i only done it once...yup, it's pretty lonely walking alone...then eating the ice-cream (alone too), sitting in the cafe while watching people walking...i would like to do it again someday, it's quite refreshing eventhough it's lonely...

it's almost done...
yup...a really long 5 minutes actually...and i guess it's already more than 10 minutes, based on the songs being played by my media player...
so, till the next post~

XOXO - please hurry up, finishing the download~i can't take it anymore~

March already???

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

i know it's late to realize this...
it's already March & it's already the 10th of March!!!

March...
lots of things going to happen this month...from birthdays to exams...
and i know...i have lots of tasks to be done by this month...

presentations...
this posting have lots of assignments to be done...and presentations too...
5 presentations i need to prepare...and one already done~
hope that i will do just fine for the rest of the presentations...
reports...i have two reports to be read back before print and send to professor...
hope that i can finish them on time...

exams...
ok...final examination at the end of this month...
am i ready for this examination? i hope so...i dunno whether i'm well prepared or not...but i do know that i want to do my best + pass these 2 postings~
i want to have a longer holidays~

birthdays...can be wait until the day...
and today is this guy birthday~

.: Mir of MBLAQ :.

hohooo~i just know about this when i look through a website - gokpop
sorry coz being such an ignoring fan~hehee
may you have a pleasant year in your career...A+ will always rooting for you~
and i do love you Mir~and i love MBLAQ too~

ok...
today is the last day i'm in Tanjung Karang...
still have things to be pack but i don't even care to start packing~
hehee...just throw all the clothes into the luggage la~

XOXO - life in JKM posting = nice but tiring...this is the TRUTH!!!