notes + dust

Assalamualaikum n elo...

runny nose!!!

hehehe...just killing my time with tidying today...
managed to sort the notes + papers....which one to be thrown, which one to be sent home...
since the notes were under the table...so...they a little bit dusty...and...here i am...runny nose + itching eyes...

.: the 3rd year notes :.

hope that these not too severe....have to go to FK early in the morning tomorrow...
why?
the Judicium 1 is at 7.30 a.m....
wow~so early in the morning...

mixed feeling....huhuhu
happy....anxious....nervous....scared....
relax~we will be alright~~

hope that everything will going just fine...
hope that i get good result...insya-Allah...
hope that TWP07 can go back to Malaysia with big smile~hehehe

XOXO - how's my hp been doing? hope that they can repair it...i wanna called my parents...really need them now~~

after exam....before judicium

Assalamualaikum n elo...

a new look for my blog...
just to kill some time of mine...

ok....
after exam activities...have to think of this everyday....
and i'm still thinking what to do next....

for today....spend my morning with 'exercise'...
yup...go for a walk around UNPAD with some of my girlfriends....
started at about 9.00 a.m & ended 2 hours after that...

a walk to remember...
hahaha...sort of...walk & pictures taking...
we walked from FKG, to Bale, to UNPAD new stadium, then ended at the place we started...

these two pics i took from Farah's & Sarah's photo album in Facebook....

.: the 'B' of Bale Padjadjaran 1 already gone T^T :.

.: 'emo' mode - on! :.

and these are some pics that i took with my camera...

.: while waiting for others :.

.: the girls that joined today's activity :.

.: from 'above' ^^''' :.

.: 'model'-look or 'Miss Universe'~? :.

.: walk~walk~walk :.

.: Jambatan Cincin :.

.: yup...this is a candid one :.

.: trying to get the mood :.

then...when going back home...like always...sat in front of this laptop & start browsing the internet~
took a nap...
woke up when it's already dark...
watched House while having dinner..then played game fir a bit....started browsing the internet again until now...

ok...that's for today...
so..what i gonna do for tomorrow?
how about Thursday? the Judicium 1 day?

yosh~!!!!
the thing that i'm sure...i will wake up so late next morning~hahaha
just wait for the 'report' of my next activity...

XOXO - Saphira is sleeping on my bag....so cute >///<

this is it....i'm totally....T^T

Assalamualaikum n elo...

finally..it's happening...
i'm totally pissed off now...totally wanna punch & kick something....
why?officially...my hp is dead!
yup...DEAD!!!cannot be switch-on since last night....
i'm totally wanna scream in this house now!!!

.: why i can't live peacefully~?!! :.

why it has to happen now?why not the day before i going back home?
nononono....why it has to become like this?!!
out of blue, cannot use the Walkman function...out of blue, cannot send messages...out of blue cannot switch-on!!!
i really hate this kind of situation!!!!

.: gloomy me... :.

another 1 month to go...
and i feel so miserable...because of this....so miserable...
i tried to enjoy myself...enjoy my after-exam-life...but this hp problem prevented me from doing so...
i know...some people maybe think i'm too exaggerate or too over about this problem...but...but...

already done the budget for next month...and because of this problem i had to re-do it again...since i have limited budget....
already paid for the cargo for my things...so....the expenses for April gonna be a little bit...controlled...

.: yup...totally... :.

dearest hp...
i'm so gonna change u after i go back to Malaysia....
people can use 1 hp for more than 2 years...but this hp already gives me troubles for the 3rd time within less than a year....

huhuhu...
i want my babah & mama really badly...not want their money but i wanna hear their voice...nak mengadu~~~
but cannot called them because...arrrgghhhh!!!!

gonna go out for a while after this...to send this hp for repair...

XOXO - *sigh* part 2

futsal day 1....

Assalamualaikum n elo...

ok...
enough with my worries on hp-kun...wanna forget about this for a while...
now..wanna focus my happy & enjoyable life after exam...
hehehe...how?!
by watching futsal~~~yeah!!!

.: go~go~go :.

this year...both boys & girls from TWP07 will join KUBI Super Cup~

.: are you ready for the challenges?!! :.

me?!!
nope...not joining this match...not really have that kind of confident to play in front of others....
so...i will act as "pom-pom" girl to support this 2 teams & photographer for TWP07...^^

today is the 1st day of this tournament....
with the boys of TWP07 playing their two 1st matches....

.: great day to watch the game :.

i came a little bit late & didn't watch the 1st match (sorry guys~)....but i managed to watch almost all the games for today & also stayed until their 2nd match...
although they lost in both games, the guys played really well...including the juniors in the team also~!!!
wow~u are so great!


keep up the good work for the next match & we will keep on supporting you guys~!!!

over all...
such great games given by all the teams competed today~
would like to watch more great game during this tournament....


my fav?hohoho~of course TWP07 team - Cikgu Sulizi Gomo~^^


i'm also a fan of The Putih...hehehe...like their spirit while playing futsal...but if this team vs TWP07 team...i will support my own batch team...for me..they are the best~!!!

as for tomorrow, the girls team will start their 1st match in the morning....already watching the girls practice & i'm sure that they will give great match in this tournament....
go Vital 10~!!!
take care of yourselves girls~~i know you all can do it~~show your power to UNPADians before going back to Malaysia....and have fun while playing~^^

.: TWP07 girls :.

ok..that's all!
wanna go to sleep now...have to wake up early tomorrow since i'm the photographer for this batch~hehehe

XOXO - my eye candy >///<

not again~T^T

Assalamualaikum n elo...

this is the 3rd time~!!!
the 3rd time....this hp making me really upset....
huhuhu...is this the "sign" for me to buy a new one?change new hp?!!

.: "i really hate this..." :.

1st time...
suddenly all the songs in this hp gone...this happened about 4 months ago...just the mp3s...nothing to the system..still can receive & send SMSs, answering & call others...
i'm not too upset with this...just transfer back the mp3s...

.: "just mp3s...thank GOD" :.

then...
last month...at the end of January or early February....this hp suddenly cannot be switch on...i'm still SMS & called people the night before...the hp still ok before i went to bed...but when i woke up...it already "dead"...WHY~?!!
it costs me IDR75000 to repair it...huhuhu....all the songs, the pics, the video, & even contact numbers gone~~
hate this moment....but still...Alhamdulillah, this hp can work properly again....

.: "please~dun 'fall ill' again hp-kun..." :.

now...
after almost 2 months....yesterday....this hp-kun doing it again....
i just confirm the "diagnosis" just now....huhuu
yesterday...just trying to play songs...open the Walkman function....then..."bzzzz" (the vibrate that this hp make when it switch off a.k.a hang)....
ok fine...it's always hang...then...try to swtich-on...there...it started the problem....taking such a long time to "fully" on...cannot played the Walkman....hang again when i'm open the Pictures Gallery...
this morning..i tried calling my mom & thank God i still can reach my family....
then after the futsal match...i wanna SMSed Huda and guessed what...."Phone memory is full, do you want to delete some files?"....

.: "erk?!what the...." :.

totally nonsense!!!
i already deleted all the songs in this hp & the memory is almost 80% free!!!
i deleted all the messages in Inbox & Sent Messages...still the same....the same box popping-out...
then i tried to call Dila (she's in the bus at the time i called...out to Ipoh again) & my mom again....thank God~still can make some calls....

now...the only function that hp-kun can do - calling, taking pics...dunno else...still didn't explore it...to scare to do it~
i know that - Walkman cannot be played, easily hang, cannot send SMS....
receiving SMS & calls?dunno...didn't receive any of them since this morning....so i dunno whether these function still ok or not....

huhuu...i dunno whether i'm going to repaired it or just let it like that until i'm back in Malaysia, to change the hp...since this hp still have the warranty...

i'm so fed up with this situation...so frustrated....so hate this moment....
i really wanna cry at the moment i notice that this hp brings me the trouble again...

.: "arggghhhhh!!!!" :.

so...dunno what to do...
gotta go now....wanna switch off this laptop since tonight is EARTH HOUR~!!!
support this program & do something to our beloved Earth...our beloved world~

.: "chu~chu~chu~ love the world!!!" :.
(Love The World - Perfume)

XOXO - *sigh*

in the end....

Assalamualaikum n elo...

1st day after exam....
spend all morning in front of this little guys, browsing the internet & reading manga....
then, prepared some "roti sardin", Huda requested this...she had futsal practice from the morning till evening...all the best to the team on Sunday....

after Zohor, go to Mulana, bringing the food to their practice site...then watch their practice...for me...they are great~!!!play for more than 30 minutes non-stop...keep-up that kind of stamina girls~
as for the boys...they looked so happy, coaching the girls team...
i even took some photos & recorded a video on their practice...^^

after coming back from Mulana...sat again in front of this laptop, playing games since got the problem with the internet connection....
tried to connect again after a while...but T^T...in the end...i fell asleep for almost 3 hours~hehehe

now...still in front of this laptop...with slow internet....trying to download something....
in the end...
my day filled with leisure~hohoho~still not tidy-up anything~the papers & books still at the same place since the last time i opened them~
are the TWP07 boys having games tomorrow~?really wanna come & see the match~>///<

hmm...will go back to sleep after this~

XOXO - love my "Queen of Pirates" t-shirt...

fan-girl time~

Assalamualaikum n elo...

ok...
fan-girl time~yea~!!!
dunno what to do just browsing around....trying to find latest news about the artists...

1st...SHINee....


not a big of SHINee but enjoy their songs so much...love the dances~
few days ago...got the news that they will hold fan meeting in Malaysia...place?The Summit Batu Pahat, Johor!!!wow~!
eventhough i'm excited with this..but...i'm not going...why?it's on 25th of May & during that time i already in UKM, undergoing my orientation there (according to the academic calender)....
huhuhu...but hope that my sister, Nana can go coz she's a big fan of SHINee...hope that she manage to get my parents permission if she really want to go to meet her fav boys...
(you can check-out about this news at K-popped!)

next one...YAMATO NADESHIKO SHICHI HENGE live action...
this J-dorama already ended with 10 episodes last week...and i already watch it from Drama Crazy...how was it?ehihihi....super cute~super nice....love Kame!!!

.: "you are my No. 1, my precious one....though you hate yourself...i love you" :.
(hope that i will get to hear this phrase when someone confessing to me~>///<)

why cute?love the kissing scene~hehehe...not thinking of anything but just love it...this is my opinion but i dunno about others...you can judge it yourself....



next one...my love - KAT-TUN


they already announce that KAT-TUN will start their 2010 concert tour in May to August
yeay~this also includes KAT-TUN's 1st Asia Tour~yeah!!!
Malaysia not included in the tour (Korea, Taiwan, & Thailand), but still i'm happy for this~my fav boys will add more fans during this tour~they will be more & more popular~!!!

but...they will be touring as KT-TUN...why?the A will going to LA for his solo concert on June...so he will not join this tour (may be this will make he exhausted if he joined the Japan & Asia Tour)...huhuhu...

.: the KT-TUN in Japan, Korea, Taiwan, & Thailand :.

.: the A's solo concert in LA :.

but...still...GAMBATTE NE KAT-TUN~!!!

(check-out about this at Song of Joy & Tsuyaka)
hope next time they will include Malaysia in their tour~
this time i cannot go (will busy with my clinical years during that time~!!!) but hope that i will have the chance to go to their concert...and also hope at that time...they doing the tour as full KAT-TUN~^^

ok...that's all~
my stomach already grumbling~huhuhu~my last meal is molen in the morning~
gotta go~chiao!

XOXO - futsal to go~hehehe

just wait for the judicium...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

ok...it's over~

just relaxing my mind after coming back from remedial for OSCE...i have to repeat 1 station (already suspected this to happen)....eventhough didn't manage to pass all the stations but i feel so relieve & grateful that i...i'd done my best in this final exam~just hoping that i can get good mark, good result, & prepare myself for next challenge - the life as clinical student in UKM..

.: owh yea~!!! :.

oh...about UKM...we already received the academic calender for 2010/2011 session in UKM...

.: classes, holidays, exams:.

.: posting schedule :.

woo~this is surely fast...huhuhu....compared to what happened to us in this 3 years here...not trying to say something bad about the university that i attend here...but...that's the truth....
but...i gonna miss this university...gonna miss the people that i meet here~

the 3rd Year posting in UKM

• Obstetrics & Gynecology Dept.
• Surgery Dept.
• Public Health Dept.
• Internal Medicine Dept.
  

hmmm....have to work really hard to survive in these departments...

dunno why...have the feeling that my life in another 3 years gonna be so though...gonna be hard...i hope that i'm well prepare for this...
to able to answer all the questions, to fulfill the on-calls, to maintain my coolness side, to compete with the other UKM students, to try not to make the doctors mad, to do this, to do that....

.: let the "blood-bath" begin~!!! :.

now...
since the exam already over...
now wait for the judicium which is next week (1st of April)....
what to do in this 1 week?
start packing?tidying the mess that i made during these 3 weeks?games?shopping?watching movies?or start thinking & prepare for the papers that i want to take again?
huhuhu...
i think i know...this weekends already booked for futsal...hehehe...not playing it, just being a supporters...the TWP07 girls joining it for the 1st time~!!!

ok...
another 35 more days to spend here...in Jatinangor...in Bandung...in Indonesia....
another 2 months before my life as clinical students in UKM starts...
wow~really can't wait for this moment...have to prepare physically & mentally for this one....

hope that everything will gonna be just fine...my result...my next 3 years in UKM...my future...
Insya-Allah~

XOXO - always love my life~^^

akhirnya....

Assalamualaikum n elo...

akhirnya...
Alhamdulillah....semuanya dah selesai...buat masa ni la...
Alhamdulillah...semuanya berjalan dengan lancar...tanpa masalah yang teruk-teruk...

akhirnya....
setelah 3 minggu berjuang habis-habisan...final exam semester 6 berakhir hari ni dengan OSCE...
berakhir dengan sikit sakit hati kot...coz x dpt result OSCE pun hari ni...kena la ke FK esok nak tengok result hari ni...
mana tak sakit hati...biasanya boleh je diorang nak siapkan markah OSCE petang tu gak, tak kira la round ke-3 tu habis sebelum jam 4 p.m. pun...
tak tau kenapa hari ni...diorang wat perangai malas tu...huhuhu...penat ke?entah la...
datang je la esok...leh la golek2 kat saung FK esok...
dan hope sangat2 yang Noi lulus semua station dalam OSCE...huhuhu...cam x sanggup je nak amik remedial...

again...2 hari lepas...Noi call Dila...saje je...nak hilangkan rasa tension ni...dengar dia mengadu macam-macam...best la plak...ye la...nak tau gak life dia macam mana jauh from family...
Kalau Noi kat Bandung (3 jam ke Jakarta, kalau x de delay flight 1 jam 45 minit dari Bandara Sukarno Hatta ke Lapangan Terbang Sultan Ismail, 1 jam 30 minit ke Batu Pahat), Dila plak kat Bandar Seri Iskandar, Perak (lebih kurang 7 jam perjalanan dari Batu Pahat)...kalau kiraa-kira...lebih kurang sama je kot masa perjalanan kitorang...hehehe

saje je call dia, tanya khabar...apa dia tengah buat, exam macam mana...
tengah berbual-bual pasal dia kena marah dengan mama coz overnight kat luar kampus, dia masuk cerita pasal babah...Noi x tau la dia tau ke tak pasal babah...dia just tell me that...mama said babah pergi laut, memancing...
dalam hati Noi - "huish babah ni...dah macam tu pun ke laut gak ke? dia dah ok ke?dah betul-betul sihat ke? babah ku ni....risau~risau~"

finally...
yesterday....mama open-up to me...telling me about babah's condition...
semuanya bermula time Noi call mama, just nak senangkan hati yang berdebar-debar sebelum OSCE...
pastu...Noi gathered all the courage that i have, asked "semua sihat kat rumah?"
mama pun jawab, "sihat...mama sihat je...babah tu je...dia ade sikit heart failure..."
"dia ada dapat ubat tak?kena buat treatment lain tak?" amik la peluang ni tanya banyak2...tapi mama just jawab babah cuma makan ubat buat masa ni...then dia tukar topic...don't wanna me to worry too much i think....

akhirnya...
leh tarik nafas lega....
dah pun lepaskan semua tension exam, menyanyi macam apa je tadi kat Pop Star (tempat karaoke)...
hahaha~best giler coz dapat karaoke lagu Jiyuu eno Shoutai by L`Arc~en~Ciel...
Laruku~!!!me loving u so much~!!!

apa-apa pun...dah boleh start kemas-kemas barang sekarang...barang apa nak masuk kargo, barang apa nak bawa balik, barang apa nak tinggal, nak buang, nak lain-lain la...
Saphira~ada yang nak bela tak~?!!
"let me go home~~~" (Home by Micheal Buble)


XOXO - doki-doki ne...

next battle~CHARGE~~!!!

Assalamualaikum n elo...

SOCA...
that critical moment finally come to the end...
the part of the examination that i so worried about...
in the end...i finally can call mama with smile...no more tears & frustrating crying voice, talking to her after SOCA...already done that in the last 4 semesters...

how was it?
Alhamdulillah~i'm very satisfied with the result...so satisfied with it...
not asking more than that coz i know my knowledge, my capability, my limit...

ok...this what happened yesterday...
after 1st 5 people being called out to prepare for the case, the remaining 34 students tried to find a way to know what the case is...
then..they found it~yeay~
case - BENIGN PROSTATE HYPERTROPHY
no...no...no....we just read the case but still worried that they will change the case...
they used the same method to 'obtain' the question (what kind of method?shhh~^^)...it's the same for 2nd & 3rd...so...ok..it's the same...

i don't remember i'm in which turned...6th maybe...so walked our from the quarantine room....then knowing that they already changed the case since the turn before me...what...?
case - ACUTE DIARRHEA + BACTERIA DYSENRTY...
that's what i call ****...
not the case that we discuss in the tutorial session...in tutorial session, we got the case ACUTE DIARRHEA + ROTAVIRUS...in this SOCA - Shigella sp.
how i'm going to explain this microorganism~?!!!
they usually asked about the cases that we already discuss in the tutorial, if there's some changes, not too much,just from the signs & symptoms but still the same anatomy & physiology disturbed, same etiology, and disease...
but this case...same disease but differ in etiology, organ & physio disturbed...different drug therapy....huhuhu...

i was like..."huhuhuh" & "aaahhh~!!!what ever~!!!" in the preparation room...
then...after 30 minutes (so fast~T^T)...we being called out from the room & entered the presentation room...
blah...blah...blah...20 minutes passed~
"you can wait outside..." i stepped out the room...
what will happened?what will happed?what will happened?!!!my performance?my presentation?my marks?

then...the doctor called me to come in...i sat down &....
"based on your presentation just now...we decided to give you..." please~pretty please~let me passed this one~i don't want a fail SOCA again~
"we decided to give u...an A" ....are?!did i heard wrongly?!(dun wanna tell u the marked~>///<) "ok...what did i missed & need to be improved?" what am i asking?but...it's OK,right?
"you missed this...that...then this one...than that too..." OK~OK~you two are too generous doctors~!!!thank you so much for the mark~
ALHAMDULILLAH~~thank you Allah~

that's how my SOCA day ended...with smile~with blushing face while calling my mom...
i really wanna talked to babah...really wanna asked how's babah been doing...but i can't...i'm too afraid that i will cry if i heard his voice...afraid that he found out that i'm already know about his condition....
i dunno why...i felt that way...dunno why knowing about his condition making me so guilty...making me so...heart-breaking...
don't have the gut to ask mama like always, "babah sihat mama?"
mama can sense what's wrong with me...by only hearing my voice eventhough i talked normally...so...in the end...i just let it that way...
may be i will called them tomorrow...asked them how they been doing in this 2 days...try to ask "babah sihat mama?" like always...

OSCE....
the final battle...
will start studying + memorizing all the skills tomorrow....already relax my mind for more than 24hours...time to get serious again~
go~go~GAMBATTE~!!!

to friends...let's fight till the end~!!!

XOXO - so many food but still i'm loosing weight (Alhamdulillah~^^)...hope that my weight not increase to drastically next >>'''

SOCA syndrome

Assalamualaikum n elo...

fasa berkurung dalam rumah part 2...hahaha
dah mula study kes2 untuk soca ni since study week lagi...tapi...still....rasa belum sedia dan yakin untuk soca ni...
kenapa?fobia...huhuhu...takut fail sekali lagi cam dulu...

Noi cam mana?
ok2 je...and trying to control this feeling...stay cool and ok...
tipu kalau tak pikir langsung pasal benda tu (baca post sebelumnya)....benda tu selalu lekat kat kepala ni...even tengah jawab exam tadi pun tiba-tiba terpikir pasal benda ni...
ada je call mama...mama still macam biasa...dan Noi mmg tak sentuh langsung pasal benda ni...biar mama sendiri yang sampai kat Noi bila dia dah ready...

kalau hari tu berbual dengan Nana through Y!m...hari ni berbual dengan Dilla through telefon...saje je nak call adik yang sorang ni...
call time dia tengah siapkan assignment dia...model ape tah...budak art & design kan...
nothing much yang kitorang bualkan...antara kakak & adik....
Noi tanya khabar....Dila mengadu pasal life dia....Noi cerita pasal life setakat ni....Dila bagitau dia dapat markah yg best dalam test...hehehe...
terubat sikit rasa kat hati ni...dengar suara dia yang happy tu....walaupun ada problem dengan roommate...dia still happy...happy coz dia dapat buat apa yang dia nak...

so...
hati dah tenang skit...
planning nak start study kejap lagi...
hope that everything will gonna be just alright~

kuatkan hatiku ini ya ALLAH....

XOXO - i wanna go home...

ujian...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

"God gives us challenges so that we can overcome them..."

itu adalah ayat yang selalu muncul dalam J-dorama "JIN" yang baru je selesai Noi tgk smlm...drama pasal medic...pasal seorang doktor pada zaman moden "terkandas" di zaman Edo (kira-kira 200 tahun yang lalu)...
drama yang menarik...walaupun tak masuk akal coz apa yang doktor tu buat dia mengubah sejarah perubatan dunia...hehehe

tapi..bukan pasal drama ni yang Noi nak cerita hari ini...
bukan sepenuhnya pasal exam final juga...
tapi...satu ujian yang Noi kena hadapi...yang family Noi kena hadapi...

Allah Taala berikan ujian kepada hamba-NYA untuk menguji keimanan mereka...
tanda sayangnya Allah Taala kepada hamba-NYA...

semuanya bermula dari Y!m antara Noi dengan Nana (adik Noi, baru form 4) petang tadi...time Noi tengah study untuk SOCA Khamis depan (Alhamdulillah...selamat 4 kes dibaca,belum hafal lagi)...dia yang buzz dulu tau...hehe

nana : noi!!!
noi : ape die?!
nana : rindu kat ko...huhuhu...
noi : hohoho...dh agak dh...sabo je la eh, lagi 2 bulan noi blk Malaysia...insya-ALLAH...
nana : nana kt opis babah ni...dgn azlan...

time ni Noi tak de la suspect ape2 sangat...starting perbualan yang macam biasa...sampai la peringkat setrusnya...

nana : nana risau pasal babah...
noi : hah?! nape dgn die?

time ni macam-macam benda berlegar-legar dalam kepala Noi: sakit, accident, orang tipu babah, company ada masalah, lembu yayi hilang lagi, motor dia yang satu lagi tu kena curi, kabel dalam lori orang amik...
seriously...benda-benda yang di atas tu boleh buat babah sakit kepala lepas tu demam...

nana : mama tak bgtau noi ke?
noi : bgtau ape?
nana : babah sakit... (time ni mmg Noi rasa nak pengsan pun ada)
noi : la...dh jumpa doktor lum?sejak bila tu?sakit apa?
nana : huhuhu...ntah la..mama kata lemah jantung

lemah jantung?!time ni...apa Noi rasa? Allah saja yang tau...memang Noi terpaku, terdiam...tak tau nak kata apa...

nana : risau nana tgk...dari khamis dia terbaring...
noi : babah gi klinik ke gi hospital?
nana : klinik...pastu jumpa pakar...mama kata salur darah yang kat jantung tu ape tah...nana tak tau...pi la tnye mama...
noi : x mo la...baru smlm noi call lps abih exam...mama x ckp ape2 pun...mmg mama tak nak noi tau la coz noi tgh exam ni...
nana : noi exam abih bile?
noi : lagi 2 minggu...
nana : patut la mama x bg tau...final exam kan?
noi : yup...

perbualan kami pasal babah setakat itu saja...
mungkin Nana rasa bersalah coz bincang benda ni dengan Noi saat-saat kritikal cam ni...
mama pun sama rasanya...nak Noi focus untuk exam ni...
tapi bila dah tau...mmg susah la nak focus...ye la...nak tau gak penyakit apa yang babah ada ni...macam-macam hypothesis ada tadi...
akhirnya...Noi tak leh nak sambung kerja Noi tadi...

mungkin ramai lagi yang tak tau pasal benda ni dan Noi sesuka hati je letak kat blog...
bukannya apa...berkongsi apa yang Noi rasa adalah salah satu cara Noi nak tenangkan hati...
nak telefon mama pun rasa serba salah...coz tak tau nak cakap macam mana dengan dia lepas dengar pasal benda ni...takut tiba-tiba dia menangis lagi...
nak luahkan kat housemates pun satu...tak tau macam mana & dari mana nak mula...

satu lagi ujian yang Noi kena lalui time final exam....every final exam ada saja benda yang berlaku...

ya Allah..
semoga babah sentiasa terpelihara kesihatannya dan kembali sihat, dapat menjalankan kegiatan hariannya...
semoga mama tabah dan sabar dengan semua benda yang berlaku dalam family kita akhir-akhir ni...
semoga adik-adik juga bersabar dan memahami situasi di rumah sekarang...jangan susahkan hati mama n babah...
semoga diri ini tenang dan dapat focus dalam urusan yang perlu diselesaikan di sini...
semoga keluarga kami sentiasa dalam rahmat-MU...
amiinnn....

XOXO - ..........

Coffee...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

Coffee n me...
Love d taste so much...
My companion during stay-up for doing LIs n study..

Coffee n me...
Love d smell so much...
So refreshing...
Now..d taste n stain wili stay forever (maybe) on my internal medicine book...

My...my...
Hv to get some sleep maybe...
Hope that there will be no ants attacking this book...

Back to work...

XOXO - this is d side effect of last-minute study...

apa nak jadi?!!

Assalamualaikum n elo...

sekali lagi....Noi dalam usaha merajinkan diri....merajinkan diri untuk mencapai target hari ini, cover topik-topik yang perlu....

apa nak jadi?!
Noi tak terasa tertekan sangat...atau sebenarnya tertekan tapi buat-buat tak paham dengan apa yang diri ini tengah rasa?

apa nak jadi?!
Facebook & Y!M kat sebelah kanan, buku Internal Medicine kat sebelah kiri, kat depan pen warna hijau & past year Qs papers....
hehehe....
Alhamdulillah...berjalan gak apa yang Noi nak buat hari ni...
habis gak 1 set tadi...habis jawab + cari penerangan untuk jawapan + habis ulang balik....

apa nak jadi?!
kes untuk SOCA...baru je 3 kes dibaca...dari 14 kes...
OSCE lagi la...mencabar betul semua skill untuk semester kali ni...15 ++ skills...
banyak lagi tu nak cover...
insya-Allah leh cover semua tu dlm masa 2 minggu ni...
insya-Allah masuk + ingat semuanya...
insya-Allah lancar semuanya masa exam ni...

[diambil dari Panitia KH MCKK]

Walau apapun...
Noi memang tak boleh nak ubah perangai Noi...tak boleh nak ubah perangai yang suka study last minute ni...
memang cuba untuk survive sendiri...cukup la study bersama-sama dalam tutorial session...biar sekarang laungkan masa study sendiri...

jangan ikut perangai yang satu ni...kalau tak biasa jangan dibuat nanti merana badan...

Ya Allah...bantulah hamba-MU ini...berikanlah ketenangan kepada hamba-MU ini dalam menghadapi dugaan yang mendatang...permudahkanlah segala urusan hamba-MU ini...

semoga TWP07 mendapat kecemerlangan & kejayaan yang diharapkan...aminn...

[diambil dari mysecondscape]

XOXO - ok...back to work...^^

kisah sang editor...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

ok...post terbaru...dalam BM la yer...harap tak ada yang kisah sangat pasal pertukaran penggunaan bahasa...
macam biasa, ni blog Noi...suka hati Noi nak buat apa...nak baca silakan baca, tak nak baca tak apa...

editor...
tugas yang Noi pegang sejak setahun yang lalu dan dengan rasminya berakhir bersama-sama terbitnya Be In-Pact Edisi Ke-5...
perasaan jadi editor? best la juga...dan mencabar...
kena fikir apa je nak letak untuk setiap keluaran, cek satu-satu kerja yang dah diberi kat orang lain, dan susur atur...
1st time pegang jawatan Ketua Biro, 1st time jadi editor untuk naskhah yang agak penting untuk pelajar-pelajar Malaysia yang ada di sini...

setiap kali Be In-Pact terbit...
Noi akan ada satu perasaan ni...tak tau nak cakap macam mana perasaan ni...
teruja, risau, gembira, resah...semua ada...
dan setiap kali Noi nampak orang baca hasil kerja bear-bear (gelaran yang Noi beri kepada ahli-ahli Biro Info merangkat sidang ridaksi Be In-Pact), Noi tertanya-tanya...apa yang pembaca rasa...

sepanjang Noi jadi Editor ni....Noi selalu tertanya-tanya...
"ada tak orang yang tak puas hati dengan kerja kami?"
"betul ke Noi buat kerja yang betul sebagai Editor?"
"apalah yang diorang buat dengan Be In-Pact ni?"
macam-macam lagi la...

sepanjang setahun Noi jadi editor...nak dapat komen dari pembaca pun susah...
yang selalu komen, mantan MT PKPMI-CB sendiri...setiap kali mesyuarat, kalau Be In-Pact terbit minggu tu...macam-macam la "gedebuk" dapat tapi semuanya membina dan tak tau kenapa, Noi gembira dapat komen-komen tu...
komen from pembaca?leh kira dengan jari sepanjang noi jadi editor ni...kadang-kadang terpikir...diorang ni dapat ke tak Be In-pact ni?baca ke tak?

tapi hari ni...
buat pertama kalinya...setelah Noi letak jawatan as editor...Noi dapat SMS, komen pasal kerja Noi sebagai Editor...
komennya?!Noi terlupa nak sertakan salah satu aktiviti yang dibuat oleh satu biro ni ke dalam 'Summary' Aktiviti PKPMI-CB (salah satu kolum dalam Be In-Pact Edisi 5)...
walaupun dalam SMS tu dia kata tak kisah, tapi Noi dapat rasakan dia agak kecik hati sebab aktiviti tu tak tersenarai...
baik la...Noi pun dah balas SMS tu, minta maaf semua...itu kesilapan Noi as Editor...
dia pun balas...tak apa, hope team yang seterusnya tak buat kesilapan yang sama...

hehehe...
terima kasih kepada yang menghantar SMS...terima kasih di atas komen tu...
perasaan Noi?biasa-biasa je...cuma terfikir...tak kan la cuma keluaran ni je ada orang tak puas hati?yang lepas-lepas tu?
bukan bermaksud Noi nak komen, nak penghargaan setiap kali keluaran...
cuma...macam ni la...ada komen, ada cadangan, ada la improvement untuk Be In-Pact ni kan?
tak payah nak cakap belakang...tak luahkan perasaan tak puas hati tu...macam mana la Be In-Pact 'kesayangan' semua ni nak jadi yang terbaik?

kisah sang editor lama dah pun berlalu...
kini tibanya kisah sang editor yang baru...
Noi tak tau siapa yang akan jadi editor yang terbaru...cuma satu je pesan Noi...jangan takut untuk terima sebarang komen pasal kerja kita sebab komen itu salah satu medium untuk kita perbaiki diri kita, jadikan diri kita lebih baik di masa akan datang...
kepada ahli PKPMI-CB...teruskan menyokong PKPMI-CB...jagalah Be In-Pact yang korang semua dapat secara percuma tu...hargailah hasil kerja anak Malaysia...

PKPMI tetap di hati~

XOXO - kalau tak puas hati...komen banyak2 eh...
p/s : sambung study...

wuhuuhuuu~~

Assalamualaikum n elo...

my 301 post....
what to post today?
my laziness?!my no-mood-day again?!

owh...before that...
THANK YOU to people who gave me presents for my birthday...huhuhu...and cakes too (read the previous post~^^)...love all the presents...n love u all too~~

exam...what i need to cover?
past years questions (MDE)...case reviews + pathophysiology of the diseases (SOCA)...clinical skills (OSCE)...

what am i feeling right now?
nervous with this examination...my final exam here in UNPAD...
happy....can go back home...
clueless....not only for the exam but also what am i wanna do after exam....
hehehehe~~~

please...please...i need the strength to get through this....
please...please...i need my mama & babah right now~

all the best TWP07...we can do it...we are SUPERSTAR~!!!

XOXO - missing me already darling?hahaha~~

1st debut~!..

Assalamualaikum n elo...

Hohoho!!!
Oh,yeah~!
My first debut...with heels..a pair of 3 1/2 inch heels...

Move around the hall with DSLR (tq Arep ^^)..trying to balance myself + hold d camera with care..
Tried also to walk as normal as possìble..
Wow..so,this is the thrilling n fun feeling while in d heels..

Alhamdulillah...no tripping,no accident...
Love these heels so much but when to wear them again?
Lalala~

XOXO - so loving my life~^^
p/s : exam woi!!!

last day of class - part 2

Assalamualaikum n elo...

it's already March...
meaning...i have another 2 months in Indonesia....huhuhuhu
already decided to go back to Malaysia after Judicium II & i choose 1st of May to come back to Malaysia...
wow...3 years time studying here almost come to the end...and another 3 challenging years await for us in UKM...
hope that we can catch-up with all the tasks there..

this is the continuation of previous post...
actually we still have classes this week...classes in study week?oh, well....

why we saying last week..the class on Thursday is the last one?

1. last meeting for the last case...
2. last clinical skills practice...
3. last day with our tutorial-mates & our tutor...

last week theme is Urinary Tract Infection (UTI) ...so:
- clinical skills lab topic : Gram Staining Procedures
- case : UTI & Vesicouretheral Reflux

.: learning is fun ^^ :.

nothing much happened on that day...pretty much the same with other day...
the difference is - lots of pictures taking on that day...

.: the cuties of my tutorial group :.

the doctors were not bothered by it...

"doc...let's take picture together~" we asked them happily...they responded happily too...



received lots of "all the best" wishes from the doctors....
received last tips & advices from the doctors about examination...
about what to do in the future...what to take notes...
"focus on the important topics & related to the case...dun waste your time explaining something that not hv relationship with the case...."

hyper?!
nope...i think it's still the same...my friends still hyper like always...
teasing + jokes...chatting...and watching some clips too in the tutorial room...

the tutors?!
let us did what we wanted to do (b'coz it's recess time)...dun dare to join us coz we were watching some horror movie, Santau...hehehe~
in other tutorial group (what i heard), the tutor accepted their request - singing 'dangdut' song...hehehe

lots of things to be take care of....
exam...emotions...things to be packed...documents & forms to be settled before going back...

but one thing for sure...
we are eager to go back home...
to go back & study in our beloved Malaysia...in UKM~

but...
before that...

GAMBATTE NA TWP07~!!!
ALL THE BEST IN FINAL EXAMINATION~!!!

XOXO - cherish every moment in life...