Last day of class - Part 1

Assalamualaikum n elo...

Last day of class in FK UNPAd..
2 weeks to go for examinatn..
2 months to go before going back to Malaysia..

Now,BHP Seminar..presenting our reports on extramural visit to hospital last week..
The last seminar for us here..last one b4 exam,last one b4 going back..
Feeling?already a little bit sad..huhu..but there are lots of things to be done n thought these days..

Next..skills lab~
More things to be updated..ehehee..
Chiao~

XOXO - hmm...next post ok..^^

22 years...still a long way to go...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

yeay~24th of February finally here...huhuhu...mama~babah~your little girl reach 22 today~
the 4th time celebrate my birthday away from my family...just received wishes through phone call...
really miss mama n babah (syndrome nak balik rumah~)

it's seemed that just yesterday i turned 21st...
still remember how they planned for that birthday...their faces...
hehehe...really love that moment...my 21st was celebrated with lots of people...

.: pic on my 21st birthday :.

this year...
no cakes...just 2 presents (dark choco + crepes)...but...i'm really touched but the wishes that i receives in Facebook n SMS...
dunno why...i feel that this year is another best birthday i had...
eventhough no cakes...no birthday songs...no pics...just receive a simple wish, "Happy Birthday" means a lot to me...

what i want for this birthday...?
dunno...still thinking....
just hope that i manage to do my final exam really well...can go back to Malaysia...manage to handle my clinical years in UKM...
haaaa~i hope that my family & friends always happy...may ALLAH bless u all~^^

my days as a 21-year-old...
so much things i learned...had to manage...had to face...
so much challenges, mistakes, the truth reveals during my 21st life...

21st...
the year at most everyday i heard about love + relationship + marriage from my friends...
yup...
the hottest topics when we had free time...how guys think about a lady, how to get what u want, what if...
bla~bla~bla~

21st...
the year that i really can taste the 'sweetness' of stress..hahaha~~~
yup...
i never felt so much stress and depression before...only a tiny task also can make me so depress...so in denial state...
so 'sweet'~

21st...
the year that...i learned that not all people will stay the same forever...people do change, always...unpredictable...
no one knows that things that looked simple in my eyes are so big in others, making the other person so piss-off...
if yesterday you're not know, so close or comfortable with one person...you'll get use to it in the next day...that's what i feel...eventhough my thought is totally opposite with certain people (kinda making me mad actually...person who cannot accept concern from people that he/she hates)

22 years old...
wow~i'm already that old?hahaha~~~
opss~not old, just mature~
dunno what will happened to me this year...
get 4-flat in exam?meeting my dream guy?getting marry?
just kidding but those not impossible right?i really hope that this year is better than last year...better i s all aspects...

to people who sent wishes through SMS or e-mail....tq so much for the wish...sorry that i didn't reply your messages...really appreciate those wishes~
to people who sent wishes through Facebook...thanks also~tq so much~
so many until i almost cried just now~~too many and i cannot replay to all~
chu3x~love u~love u~love u all so much~~~

that's all...
wanna continue my mission~wahaaa~~

XOXO - yesterday is a history, tomorrow is a mystery...what's waiting for me this year~?

to dearest....

Assalamualaikum n elo...

to dearest Kamenashi Kazuya a.k.a Kame-chan, the K of KAT-TUN....


isn't he's cute~?he can be cool too...hahaha...for me KAT-TUN can be cute, cool, attractive n many more at the same time...love them~

hope that Kame-chan will always happy and success in ur carrier~~
eat well too~!!!
with all of love from ur fan~hehehe

XOXO - 'fan-girl'-ing again here~hohoho~

**Kame-chan's pic is taken from a LJ - akanishikano sekai (credits to this person~)...thanks for this cute pic~!!!

kerja gila ke?

Assalamualaikum n elo...

semalam...
saya wat something yang belum pernah dibuat lagi setakat ni...
keluar sorg2...dari Sukawening ke tempat Wahyu Print...
malam2...jalan kaki...

hehehehe...
eh...aphal plak leh suka cam tu...
mmg kerja bahaya...mmg kerja gila...
kalau mama tau gerenti kena marah...kena membebel....

mama pernah pesan...
kalau nak keluar malam2 bawa kawan, jangan keluar sorang2...
pernah sampai tertinggikan suara dengan mama pasal keluar-keluar ni (Noi minta ampun banyak2 ye mama)...

time tu mama tanya - "pernah tak keluar malam2...sorg?"

Noi pun jawab - "pernah..keluar pergi meeting...tapi tak jauh, dalam kawasan tempat Noi tinggal..."

"Korang mmg macam tu ke? ko-ko, aku-aku?tak kisah pasal orang lain walaupun satu rumah?"

"Mama...mane ade...tak kan la nak angkut kawan Noi yang tak ada kaitan dalam meeting tu,dengar isi meeting tu?bosan la dia..."
time ni...suara Noi agak tinggi la...try nak pertahankan kawan serumah...
pada Mama...dia tak nak Noi menangis lagi pasal kawan...coz Noi pernah menangis pasal kawan ni time kat Matrik dulu...

"Mama cakap je..."
time ni memang rasa bersalah sgt2...
Noi minta maaf banyak2 ye...
Noi tak sengaja...

ape2 pun...
semalam mmg Noi akui..Noi wat kerja gila...
mmg mama ada hak nak marah Noi kalu dia tau..
kira salah Noi gak..coz tak minta pun diorg teman kan noi...x nak susah kan diorg....

tapi...bila fikir-fikir balik...
BAHAYA SIOT~!!!
kalau jadi apa-apa camne?dah la sekarang banyak kes ragut n pukau2 ni...
Alhamdulillah...tak de apa-apa pun jadi...

kpd kawan-kawan di luar sana...kalau nak keluar , tak kira malam ke siang, lelaki ke perempuan...bawa kawan yer...
UTAMAKAN KESELAMATAN!!!

XOXO - huhuhu...nape teringatkan mama lagi ni~?syndrome nak balik Malaysia ke?

my 1st community service..

Assalamualaikum n elo...

tiring but exciting~
that's what i felt when i'm coming back from Kampung Puncakmulya, Pangalengan....
hehehe...my 1st ever community service since i entered medical school...
i joined this program (under UKM Internalization Program) just to gain some experience + knowledge in handling the patients...before entering the clinical years...

wahahahaaa~~i wanna do it again~!!!

Friday, 11.30 p.m...
i still awake...surfing the internet...already slept a bit in the bus just now...
just finished packed the things that i need to bring for this program...
after 2 hour, i went to bed..trying to get some sleep...

Saturday, 2.30 a.m...
woke up lazily...i need more sleep...huhuhucleaned myself...get ready to go out...waitiing for the bus in front of Indomaret Sukawening...

Saturday, 3.30 a.m...
finally the bus came...and we started our journey not long after that...
in the bus, a senior from UKM distributed the tasks for each of us...i handle the blood station...everything related to blood test...checking up the blood grouping n sugar level...
after that, i fall asleep...

Saturday, 5.30 a.m...stopped for Subuh prayer...
OMG~this area was so freezing~!!!really cool~!!!the sweater that i wore not enough to retain the heat for my body~

.: 'morning dew' welcomed us~ :.

after awhile, we start again our journey to Kampung Puncakmulya (the scenery to go to this village is superb~!!!)...

Saturday, 6.30 a.m..
we reached at the village....still cool here~

.: tea~tea~tea :.

we went to the house that they prepared for us...settle down a bit in here, ate hot breakfast, learned about our task...

.: briefing from the leader :.

Saturday, 8.00 a.m...
start to work~!!!
there are a lot of people when i reached the post...waiting for registration...
busy time to go~~~

my task?hehehe...love it..
prick the patients fingers, took a little for blood glucose level, and 3 drops for blood grouping...
easy but still hv to be careful n pay attention...coz...lots of diseases can be spread through blood too...
also tried other tasks...BMI station, BP, and counseling (this is so challenging~)..

.: ecah n me :.

Saturday, 1.00 p.m...
rest for awhile and ate our lunch~
more hot food for us~!!!thank you so much~!!!man...i felt so tired...huhuhu...so sleepy at the same time...
go back to the post to work again...

Saturday, 2.00 p.m...
no one came during this time...most of us...slept...can see how tired they are...just from their sleeping faces...

me?hehehe...join the crowd too...slept for almost 30 minutes i guess...
not long after i woke up...most of the doctors-to-be also woke up...and still...no one came during this evening session...

just to kill some time...we took pics around the post while waiting for the people to come...

.: with some of the seniors from UKM :.

not long after that...after a short announcement that we going to pack-up in 30 minutes, a few villagers came...
so, everybody back to their work...from registration, urine test, BMI station, BP test, blood test, counseling and further check-up...
after 30 minutes, we started to pack-up...met the head of the villagers...and picture time again (not included in this post...huhuuh)...

we also visited the tea-processing factory in this village~
the smell of fresh tea leaves + processed-dried-tea leaves mixed in this place...hehehe~so refreshing~~

.: dried tea leaves :.

Saturday, 4.30 p.m...
after taking some more pics...we got back to the bus...

.: with our 1st year juniors :.

.: the guys~ :.

.: another pics with juniors :.

.: Nad & me...it's raining~so breezy~so cool :.

it's time to go home~~
it's time to get more sleep~~


really love this kind of work~
love to do this again...
love to join this again...

thank you to the villagers or Kampung Puncakmulya...
thank you for the kindness, cooperation, hospitality...

XOXO - being called 'doctor' by the villagers...what is this feeling~?

candle-light talk...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

bukan pillow-talk...tapi candle-light talk...nape?bukan nak tido pun time tu,mata still segar tapi tak tau nak wat ape...

semalam 2 kali black-out...sakit hati pun ade gak...
black-out pertama - ingat nak tido tapi lepas tu ade balik...cerah semula..tak jadi la nak tido...so pasang niat nak berjaga n wat la kopi...
black-out kedua - lepas abih je minum kopi + makan roti sardin....tup~!gelap da~~huhuhu..camne ni..mata mmg dah segar...sah2 tak leh masuk tido...

so..in the end...Noi n Nad pun berbual...bertemankan cahaya lilin...start from love to relationship, including marriage...
gosip biase2 je...xde la sampai mengutuk orang sume...dun worry,insya-Allah kalau tuan punya diri mendengar, dia tak akan kecik hati...tu pendapat Noi la...tapi kalau ade...maaf la banyak2 la yer...
just nyatakan pandangan masing2 about certain people...
antara perbualan kami:

"diorang tu comel kan, saling melengkapi..." kata Nad tentang satu couple dalam batch kami.

"yang satu tu nampak tak sure lagi...maybe dia takut nak letak harapan tinggi..." Noi plak after kitorg sebut psl satu lg couple ni.

"Jeles la dengan diorang...coz 2-2 dah matang n ready, 2-2 dah yakin dengan hubungan diorang...kalau sebut pasal kahwin,diorang nampak macam dah ready...pernah tanya si lelaki tu, nak kahwin bila n dia jawab kalau boleh before abih belajar..." Nad plak berkobar-kobar citer pasal yang satu ni

"diorang tu..."

"yang satu tu nampak ..."

"sape je yang ade partner kat Malaysia?jeles la coz leh berhubungan jarak jauh camtu..."

pastu, leh plak masuk citer pasal kat PERMAI....
Noi ingan lagi kata-kata ustaz pasal couple2 ni...

"yang tak ada tu, teruskan la, jangan ada-adakan...yang dah ada tu, settle-settlekan..."
settle-settle kan?

may be most of people akan clash kot...Noi teringat pasal artikel yang Noi bace kat iluvislam.com...mamat tu clash dengan awek bila dapat nasihat tentang bercouple ni tak baik...

bukan nak salah kan mane2 pihak...
tapi pandai-pandai la pikir sendiri...pandai-pandai la handle sendiri...
masing-masing dah besar kan...

Noi...?
hehehe...teringin tu ade...tapi pada masa yang sama takut...
bukan hanya takut pada hukum tapi takut terluka...takut sangat2...
so...sampai sekarang..Noi prefer bercinta selepas kahwin...nmpak cam sweet n romantik~

"nape orang kata jangan amik ex orang, lagi-lagi ex kawan sendiri? walaupun diorg putus bukan sebab kita?"

Nad...noi mmg tak tau nak jawab camne soklan ni...ye la, tanya kat orang yang tak pernah ada pengalaman...just tengaok je manusia sekeliling...in the end, Noi bagi analogy...

"kalau kite nampak barang yang dulunya kita punya tapi sekarang pada orang lain, ape perasaan ko? Noi rase camtu kot...sakit hati tu mesti ada skit, jeles pun ade gak...tertanya-tanya apa yang istimewanya pada bende tu sampai orang lain leh dapat...padahal ko dah tak nak..."

hehehe....pada pandangan orang yang single cam Noi ni...
love...is a complex thing...
really hard to understand...coz it can make certain people full with joy n hapiness, and can bring sadness...making life so miserable...

so Noi...
benda kompleks cam ni jangan ngada-ngada nak pikir lebih2...
banyak lagi kan benda yang best untuk dipikir...contohnya - makan, nak balk Malaysia, nak final exam da (???) ~~

XOXO - sayang babah, mama, adik-adik, Nad, Huda, Faru, n Cik Fun sudey~hehehe

sleep?or not to sleep?

Assalamualaikum n elo...

wanna sleep or not~?
i dunno...
feel sleepy but too scare to go to sleep...not b'coz scare of anything creepy...but more to i cannot woke up by 2 a.m....

why 2 a.m.?
i'm joining the community service that being conducted by the UKM students...ourthe bus senior when we go back to UKM...
the bus will take us to Pangalengan at about 3 a.m...
so...should i or shouldn't i?

hehehe...
there's time i cannot fall asleep eventhough i really need the sleep....
but now...i dunno what to do...

may be...just laying down on the bed..."golek-golek"...
if i fall asleep...hope that i can hear the sound of the alarm~

nite2...sweet dream...

XOXO - so many conflicts happened lately...from small to big one...

'celebrity'?hohoho~

Assalamualaikum n elo...

Like a celebrity?hehe..that what i feel now..
A celebrity who is on tour..
Why?
There r 6 people in 1 rented bus..just like in backstage clips of KAT-TUN, NEWS, ARASHI...
being excited for no reason..

Or i'm just like an idiot?or the one being childish here?
Pardon me..b'coz that's me..hehe

On d way to Bandung..
Meeting n joining our seniors from UKM..doing some tour in this town..n of course shopping...

My..my..
With limited money to survive until next week (hope so T^T)..i join this tour..huhuhu..

Be strong, girl!
U can do this!

XOXO - enjoying my life is...happy!la~la~la

kisah anak kucing....

Assalamualaikum n elo...

anak kucing...
bukan nak cerita pasal Saphira dan anak-anak dia...cuma nak menyampaikan kisah yang berlaku petang tadi...

lepas makan petang tadi...on the way blk rumah,terdgr la bunyi anak kucing....ingatkan mainan perasaan sendiri...pastu toleh ke kedai sayur tu, ada seekor anak kucing yg warnanya macam kucing hutan...huahuahua~cute sgt2~~dengan mata yang besar tu...

"meow~meow~"
timbul rasa kesian kat si comel ni...
"apa maksud ko dengqn kesian tu?" Nad tanya..
"kesian tengok dia camtu..."
"abih tu, ko nak buat apa?"
"bawak balik bagi makan boleh?"
lepas tu, Nad offer nak bawakan beg Noi...so Noi pun amik la anak kucing yang menggigil kesejukan tu...time nak amik tu, mak cik yang kt kedai sayur tu tegur...

"Diambil aja neng...ga ada yang punya itu..." Noi just tersenyum je..
"warnanya pun bagus itu..." baik la mak cik....
bila Noi angkat je anak kucing tu,letak kat tangan Noi...mak cik tu tergelak-gelak...cam benda yang Noi tengah buat ni lawak sangat2...
dia ada cakap something...lebih kurang macam "kucing tu dibawa balik" la gitu...not paying much attention kat butiran yang keluar dari mulut mak cik tu...

dan sampai sekarang ni...Noi still tak tau apa yang lawak sangat smpai beriya mak cik tu gelak...memang gelak yang kaw2 punya...
bukan bersangka buruk ke apa...cuma tertanya-tanya apa maksud tersirat disebalik ketawa itu...

kalu pikir-pikir balik...ni kali kedua kena gelak pasal tolong anak kucing nih...
1st time dulu time bawa balik Zorro (yang dah pun hilang selepas sebulan dibela)...
ntah la...yang penting..anak kucing tu dapat makan...

actually..kesian kat anak kucing tu bukan bermakna nak bela (ter-"meow-meow" kat depan pintu tu)...
just nak berikan ehsan je...
kalaulah Noi masih ada masa yang lama lagi kat Bandung ni...Insya-Allah Noi bela...
ni tinggal 2 bulan je lagi...nak bela pun macam tak appropriate...coz nak cari tuan yang sanggup nak bela anak2 kucing ni...
kucing sendiri pun tak settle lagi...still mencari tuan yang sudi nak membela meraka...dah tanya2 tapi still tak confirm...

apa-apa pun...bila terpikir lepas ni masa nak main2 dengan kucing macam makin kurang...sedih pun ada gak...

.: cute kan~?^^ :.
(diambil dari Daily Pets)

kucing...kucing...kucing...

XOXO - Saphira...Ikky...Chiyo...

saya sayang mama & babah...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

mesti orang yang baca blog ni (hehehe...bajet blog famous la tu..) tertanya-tanya - "kenapa la minah yang sorang ni pilih tajuk ni?", "kenapa pasal sayang lagi ni?", "tak de modal lain ke?"...
so jawapan dari empunya diri...Noi tak ada jawapan untuk itu...hehehe~

Noi tiba-tiba je terasa...nak bagitau semua orang - "SAYA SAYANG MAMA & BABAH~!!!"
macam menunjuk-nunjuk pun ade, mcam orang jakun pun ada gak...nak wat camne...this is my blog & i have the right to post anything i like....hehehe
kalau pasal babah, Noi dah banyak kali kot citer pasal babah kat blog ni...

"the emperor"
"the man who never shows his true feelings"
"for him, his grown-up daugthers are still like little girls"
"love his family""busy man yet tried to spend time with his family"

tu adalah description pasal babah Noi yang dipost dalam blog ni...kalau nak tahu lebih, cari la kat post2 yang sebelum ni...

ni tak de kaitan dengan Hari Ibu ke ape...salah ke nk cerita pasal mama sendiri?
hohoho~~
jadi, kali ni...nak cerita pasal mama lak...wanita yang mengandungkan dan melahirkan diri ini...wanita yang memang lagi garang dari babah tapi lebih rapat dengan anak2 dia...wanita yang selalu ada untuk mendengar rintihan hati anak-anaknya....
itu la mama saya....


kalau kawan-kawan tanya - "siapa lagi tua antara parents korg?"
dengan bangganya...Noi menjawab..."mama Noi lagi tua dari babah...tua yang sgt jauh~"
hehehe..tapi tu tak menghalang mereka dari hidup bahagia...
berdasarkan cara babah n mama cerita cara mereka jumpa and kemudian bernikah...Noi rasa diorg pasangan yang bercinta selepas bernikah...frankly speaking...cara yang Noi prefer untuk bercinta kot...hehehe

kalau berbual dengan babah paling lama leh dapat 3 minit...kalu dengan mama...lebih 30 minit pun tak pe...ada je cerita yang dia nak bagitau...dengar je la...coz terubat rindu bila dengar suara lembut dia...
sampai masa...leh dengar suara dia marah-marah time tengah berbual dengan Noi, marah adik2 yang kat rumah tu yang boleh tahan nakal + degil...

mama selalu ada time Noi nak mengadu apa-apa....
kalau telefon dia, Noi rasa Noi just cakap cam biasa je...tapi lepas tu dia akan tanya - "Noi kenapa ni? Ada apa-apa ke nak cerita dengan mama?"
kalau bgtau mama yang Noi terkilan dengan result exam - "tak pe la...bukan rezeki kali ni...tak payah nak nangis2 semua...tu yang Noi mampu buat kan? tak kan mama nak marah lebih2..."
kalau tiba-tiba ada masalah dengan benda yang memang Noi tak boleh nak handle or tak pernah pun berlaku sebelum ni (faham-faham la cerita yang camne) - "cuba slow2..jangan paksa-paksa" atau "wat tak tau je ye..."

since Noi masuk 20s ni...everytime balik rumah...mama mesti tanya - "Noi tak ada boyfriend ke?"
wow~soalan cepu emas...dengan selambanya anak dara dia jawab - "tak de mama..."
hehehe...leh dapat baca kot kenapa dia tanya camtu...dia maybe teringin nak kongsi masalah cinta anak-anak dara dia...teringin nak tau anak-anak dara dia ni macam mana kat luar sana....
yang satu cam wat tak tau je, yang satu tu tomboy skit, yang satu tu innocent habisan, satu lagi baru je 3 tahun lebey...

sampai masa...bila jawab "tak ada" or "tak ready lagi", dia akan balas - "tak payah la...belajar dulu...tu yang penting"...
sampai masa plak - "tak nak cari ke?"
Noi pun...cam biasa la...selamba punya jawapan - "tak terasa macam nak satu pun mama...tak ready nak bagi2 masa between diri sendiri, member2, and dia...."

mak aih mama ku ini...penat kot jawab soklan yang sama...kadang-kadang time telefon pun dia akan tanya soalan yang sama...
time yang Noi 'bergaduh' dengan Huda pun dia leh kata - "Noi gaduh dengan dia pasal boyfriend dia suka kat Noi ke?"
Ya Allah...mamaku~sampai ke situ mama fikir...hahaha...

dia dah tak tanya lagi pasal benda ni...since Futsal PKPMI CUP...
time tu dah siap2, nak keluar gi ke Gor Pakuan...bertugas sebagai camera-girl tuk futsal...baru nak keluar ni...hp berbunyi...mama telefon...

"babah suruh telefon tanya apa cerita...senyap je..."
(ayat biasa kalau Noi tak telefon rumah lebih dari 3 hari...hehehe)
"tengah wat pe?"
tengah siap2, nak keluar rumah...
"pergi mana?"
tengok futsal...
"pakwe ada main ke?"
hahaha...mana ada mama...pakwe pun tak ada...kerja la mama, amik gambar event...
"owh~ingatkan tengok pakwe..."
mama...kalau Noi dah ada pakwe nanti Noi cerita la dengan mama...mama orang pertama yang tahu pasal benda ni...

selepas dari hari tu...sampai la hari ni...mama tak pernah sebut pun pasal benda ni...hohoho...tak de tanya-tanya lagi...
cukup puas hati kot dengan jawapan ni...

selama hampir 22 tahun hidup & kenal dunia ni...mama tak pernah pun tunjuk yang dia bosan melayan kerenah anak-anak dia...maklum la...perempuan lebih dari lelaki...bab kacau-kacau yang bujang satu tu, memang roboh rumah...marah-marah gak tapi lepas tu....masak yang sedap-sedap~hehehe
malu gak la jadi anak dia ni...coz mama sangat pandai masak...tapi anak dia yang satu ni setakat lepas 3-4 lauk je...huhuhu....kena belajar lebih lagi ni...

uih...sekali lagi...post yang panjang....
harap bersabar la yer baca post ni....

XOXO - mama...Noi rindu n sayang mama...babah pun sama gak~

That's what i called...love~

Assalamualaikum n elo...

The above picture was taken on Saturday..on AGM day..
Epo,Amal,Nabil,n Iqbal..members of Information Bureau..really appreciate the willingness for spending their Saturday for this event..

The truth is..i'm grateful having them in this bureau..
Besides them,there are also Fifah,Aiza,Hanim,Vic,Arep, n Tjin..
They willing to do anything,any works that i assigned them to do..

My term as Head of Information Bureau ended last Saturday..but still..i can feel our 'attachment',i still wanna work n hv fun with them..

Telling them i just want them to be happy..telling them to take care..telling them 'akak syg korg'..
"Kak Noi,thanks for being there for me.."
"Thanks, Kak Noi..really appreciate it.."
Recieving those words really making me happy..making me sad too..
knowing that it's almost time..d time spending together become lesser n lesser..d time to go back to Malaysia is nearer..

Tq for all the cooperation n kindness u showed to me..
Tq for d memories we had spend n shared together..
Tq for d all love n care..
May ALLAH bless u...

XOXO - it's ok to say this as 'love'...right?

my life...my soul....

Assalamualaikum n elo...

after a year...finally...my days as the Head of Information Bureau of PKPMI-CB (a Malaysian Students' Association) ended yesterday...ended in the 38th AGM....
tq to all who came yesterday...tq so much~

ok...
one year ago...i still remembered how i managed to get this position...
actually...to tell u the truth...i'm a person who hunger for position....i really tired being so passive since i came to UNPAD...i really have to do something~!!!
so...i decided to take the position as the Head of Information Bureau, before the former leader stepped down, before the 37th AGM...kinda scary right?

then..after the AGM..i just thought that...my dream was just a dream after all...there's no way i will get that position...
but one day (i think it's Sunday)...i got a phone call but i didn't answer it..twice...b'coz afraid what kind of stalker was stalking me (sorry Yoyo~^^''')...then get the sms from the same phone number..."can we meet today?wanna discus something with u..." something like that~
ok..i was like...wtf?wrong number or what?then my phone rang...from the same number...this is way too creepy...i answered it...
"is this Noi?" yes"i'm Yoyo..." ok...the guy that being chosen as TYDP in AGM...i remembered that~
"can we meet in the evening? at about 4...wanna tell u something...i will come to your house" ok...
i dun have a clue about what's going on...until we met that evening, in front of my house...

in the evening...in front of my house....
"actually, we choose you to become the Head of Information Bureau..." eh?!are~~?!!
"the previous leader suggested u...and some people also agreed with this..." OMG~am i heard this right?
"so...do you accept this offer?" hurmmm...YES~!!!hahahaha...i answered it quickly...so "gila kuasa", can i say myself like that...

from that moment...Information Bureau become part of my life...part of my soul....not only spreading the JARKOM from PKPMI, also from KUBI...n i gladly doing it (without thinking about my kredits..hehehe)...

from that moment also...i learned so many things...what i should do to set things right...how to lead the people below me...how to do this & that...knowing new people...

i experienced the happy times, stressful moments, lucky feelings....mananged to shared them with my fellow "little bears~" (that's what i called the members of my bureau)

and yesterday...my term in PKPMI-CB 08/09 session ended...with a little bit of misfortune...
hehehe...i'm too nervous in presenting the bureau's report...ehehe...
may be just because i'm too tired..not getting any sleep the night before...huhuhu

to my fellow PKPMI-CB 08/09 session committee...i'm really grateful that i had the chance to know all of u...it's really a wonderful moments...thanks also for the meal yeasterday~so good and making me sleeping soundly last night...a really good sleep to pay my sleepless day~hehehe

.: the committees who really love the camera :.

to my dearest members...i'm so glad having u as members of this bureau...i'm sorry that if i burdened u all with lots of works, unnecessary tasks, giving all of u so much pressure...but from the bottom of my heart...i really thank you for what u had done for this bureau, for ur full cooperation...and i really love all of u for that~

ok...already stepped down...but i'm still the mod for JARKOM system, blog, and facebook...will handling these things until the new session finds the new head for the bureau...

gotta go~hv plenty of work to be done~

XOXO - i love u...nothing related to Valentine Day...just expressing my gratefulness here...

randoming again....

Assalamualaikum n elo...

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Alhamdulillah..the 'black-out' moment not last for the whole night...with this i can prepare for tomorrow's class...
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staying up late tonight...to finish my work...but it seemed that i cannot pay much attention on my task...whether i'm already sleepy or i'm just not in d mood to do this...

dun hate me...just too tense with my busy life lately....

but...i love it...love my busy days...love the way i 'treating' myself...fufufu...gonna miss the busy-yet-lovely life i have in this 1 year...

can feel how tired my eyes are now...but cannot sleep....the effect of caffeine still there...still making me wanna stay up....

my case review...half-done...still hv diseases to go through...the case with lots of disease correlated with each other...troublesome, confusing, but interesting...

another one month to go...another one month to final exam...my feelings?

teeheeheee~~~

love yourself...love your surrounding...live happily...peace~!!!

XOXO - trying to gain back my positive-side...GAMBATTE~!!