G.O.O.D.J.O.B~ good job KUPAST-ians

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

yeah~
Monday, 26th of March is the day...
ARCA finally done~ finally performed on stage~ finally got to hear the claps from the audiances...

it feels really nice when we managed to do our best...
it feels really nice when we got to hear those claps, right? eventhough we are not the one to act on stage but being part of the team surely make us proud...

i'm pretty sure most people that came to the show during ARCA were from KTDI and with that i was grateful to have them to come, supporting us~!!!!
i'm sure that we already showed the KTDI-ians and also the others who came what KUPAST-ians made of, showed them that we are serious about in what we have done...

we watched ANAK KERBAU MATI MAK show in the evening and was in awe with their performance, i can see that the ARCA team motivated to do their best...
and i can see the result...it was THE BEST!
the light, the audio (eventhough there's some...but it's still ok... T^T), the music (the piano and violins are better than during the practices), the theme song (good job singers), the act, and the feelings from the actors/actresses...
all of it were far more better during the practice/reheasal and i can see that they were improved and really want to show their best...

ARCA production team

i'm really proud with the people who worked on stage...
i already watched plenty of their practices and discussions...and the result was superb!
the great show last night was a proof of the hard-work for ARCA...

during the show...
[cr: to the owner...one of my junior]

to in-house UKM friends who came to the show yesterday, thank you so much~
to the TWP UKM-UNPAD family members who came last night too...i was happy to see you guys~ thank you so much~
love you guys so much >////<)O

TWPs with the production team

the TWPs in KUPAST

thank you to those who came to support us...
thank you to those who came to watch and respect our show...
thank you to those who teach us all we should know during the process in making this 'masterpiece'...
thank you to all the ARCA production team who already gave their all for this show...
thank you everyone...

all about us was really nice...we still manage to practice, laugh, and eat (eventhough a little) while waiting for our turn at DECTAR...
but when it involved YOU, the people-in-charge/runners for the night (the back-stage incident)...urghhh~ YOU are really rude to us, to the KUPAST-ians, to the KTDI~
eventhough YOU not using any high-pitch voices (some of YOU...) to us but still the attitude (including the facial expressions) and the words that YOU choose were enough to show how rude YOU were towards us...
i could understand YOU were tired and i heard that there were people before KTDI's turn gave YOU troubles but DON'T ASSUME us are like them! we are not the same as them ok~
anyway...sorry if we causing YOU troubles and thank you for the hard-work of the day....

alright~ >w<)v
what done is done...
whatever will be, will be...
we know that we already showed them the very best of us....
let's keep-on praying and hope something good will happen during the closing ceremony on 31st of March...

KUPAST-ians...
CONGRATULATION & GOOD JOB~



our directors



the actors/actresses

well done KUPAST-ians

XOXO - may be this is the last time i join this kind of activity...at least i have this kind of memory in medical school and i will miss this~ O( .'(Y)'. )O

"tick-tock" and "doki-doki"

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

the clock is ticking...
the heart is beating...
the day that the ARCA production team + the actors/actresses wait already come...
yup, the show will start in less than 24 hours...

we already prepared ourselves with practices and discussions intensively in this 2 weeks...
we already faced so many things in this 2 weeks, whether they related to production-related-issues, disipline issues, personal feelings, and many others but we agreed to keep it to ourselves...
coz whatever happened during the practice and within the production team stayed/kept among us...
let people who gonna read this think what actually happened behind the scene...

i always watch what's happening around me during the practices...
i can see how hard they worked...i can see how serious they were...
and i can feel how anxious they are now...

as for tonight...
rest well and keep calm...
keep praying that everything will go on just fine and smoothly...
keep praying that we have the strength to fight till the end...
insya-Allah, all of our hardwork will be paid by HIM...

to KUPAST-ians...
let's try our best to tell the story about ARCA...
let's try our best to show them what KTDI members can do...
FIGHTING!!!

not the actual setting and without make-up
will post the actual setting and make-up after the show

XOXO - ermm...we don't have any cheer, right? =////=)v

a little bit more...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

it's almost 2 weeks of practice...
i can see how hard the people in the production team work...
i can see how serious the faces in front of me everytime we sit in circle and discuss at the end of the practice...
i can see that everyone already anxious with the current conditions...
with the competition just in 2 days time...

"can you feel the heartbeat?"
[2PM style~]

the discussion for the actors/actresses

you already done your best, especially the actors/actresses...
you already memorized all the lines and the choreos...
and the time to show how hard you give for this competition is almost there...
just hang in there, take care of yourselves, and give it all during the day, just let it go~

to the others...
please respect and follow the leader...a ship always need the captain...
please give the actors/actresses some strength to them...support them...coz they need all the love from the other members in the production team to stay strong...
stay together and please strengthen the bond + the team-work...
"what is important~ team work~" even kids know about this... [try ro sing it like Wonder Pets ok~]

i'm in the costume team...
but i can feel that i do a really little job in the team and for that i'm sorry to the others in the team...
i'm also act as a stand-in for the actress...
and i know that i'm not good...i'm sorry if i cannot follow all the instruction...
and i'm sorry if the actress make mistakes coz i'm supposed to make them understand with the updates...
i'm sorry but i do love thes family...so much...

i have nothing else to said...

keep on smiling...
we have a really short time now...
never lost hope, never give-up, stay strong, stay together...

coz we are the KUPAST-ian

remember~ keep smiling~ :)

XOXO - i'm new in the family...i just hope that i can contribute something to the team

what the...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

am i pushing myself too hard?
or is it because of the practices that end by midnight, every night causing this?

uguuu~~
having runny nose now...
and headache here....

just be strong~ coz i need to do more~
not an actor/actressbut as the people behind the scene, i have to work hard too...

please be well myself...

XOXO - i'm out of PCM =w='''

a long day to act as a stand-in...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

uguuu~
too tired right now...but cannot sleep now...i want to wait for Subuh...

yup...
i'm still awake...
it's not that i don't wanna sleep...i just came back from theater practice an hour ago...
had been practicing since morning, rest in the afternoon, continue again in the evening, rest again for Asar & Maghrib, practice again after Isya'...

it's not like i hate it, i do love this kind of activity, it's new for me but i do love it...
it's too tired coz i'm doing two jobs at the same time -  as one of crews for costume team and also as a stand-in for the actress...
trying to adapt coz i had to do the same emotion and acting like the actual actress, not just read the script =w='''
i'm not that good in acting...yeah, i'm like a stone when it comes to acting...i do have stage-fright~ (/=3=)/

yup...i did take a short nap during the practice, with ear-phone stuck in my ears, don't want the ongoing scene practice distracting me...
(like in this picture)

now, i just had to wait for a little longer....
after this i will sleep~

wanna sleep peacefully like this~
[pic cr: InnocentEnglish.com]

XOXO - dunno what time i will wake up later~ i need a really nice rest now...

when i saw my name....

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

hiatus for almost 2 months...
and i'm here again...
a really busy semester...till i dunno what to post in this blog...
too many things happened each day, making me hard to share it here...

but now is different...
coz i am too happy right now...and i would like to share it with you who read this blog~
*more lucky stars* (￣▽￣)ノ＿彡☆彡☆

i just finised my final examination last week and this semester was the most stressful semester i ever had since i entered medical school...
is not that i never encounter any stressful event before this...i'm sure i had shared about i failed once for my SOCA during my pre-clinical years in UNPAD...
but this semester is different...i had this unsecured feeling since the first day i entered the semester, during Orthopedics Department posting...yea i enjoyed the posting so much but i did worried about the examination...
and the next posting in this semester - Pediatrics Department posting...a really nice posting eventhough the seniors already 'warned' about the hardship in the posting...and yet i tried to enjoy the time while i was in the posting (and i really did) but i stuttered during my short-case exam...
i am so sure that...oh my~ i had to work SO HARD for the theory and OSCE

.....still had time to play around with camera...

during study week...i don't want to remember how stressful i was till i dunno what else to do with the books & the past-years questions...
but i tried so hard to revice back all the subjects (thank God i did some notes during the postings, so i just read them back)...
but at the end of the week, i felt so tensed-up...and i chose to have fun all day, just to release all the stress...
[will post about it later...what i did on that day]

during the examination week...i don't know why, i feel like "whatever will be, will be~"...
i just wanted to finish the examination fast but at the same time i was too afraid about the result...
and i had been worrying about it for the whole week...

"it's really embarrassing if you fail the examination..."
that's what babah said to me when i was at home last weekend...
and i was really scared if i couldn't fulfill his expectation, how will he feel later?
i know my parents keep-on praying for my success and so do i...

and the time finally came on 16th of March 2012 at 3 p.m...
ok, i looked at my result 2 hours later coz i slept just to reduce the palpitation, the nervousness, the...all the mixed feelings that i had for the whole day...
i walked towards the board...look at the paper...searching for hope...and i saw my name there...
Alhamdulillah...i passed all the posting during my 1st semester and now i passed both of the postings for this 2nd semester...

Alhamdulillah...
seeing my name there means a lot to me...
i get to listen to mama's joyful voice and i'm sure babah is smiling when he heard about this...
i need to think about my next step now coz now I'M A FINAL YEAR MEDICAL STUDENT...
i have another one year to learn, one year to prepare myself before i can be called "DOCTOR"...
one year is a short time...it's not too before i have to work independently...
i will work really hard...i need to work really hard...

another year to wear this student card...

Alhamdulillah...
thank you for all the wishes and the prayers...
i am really grateful that i pass this examination...
Alhamdulillah...
thank you...thank you...thank you...
i love you...

a doctor will be too... :)

XOXO: final year...uwaaahh~ *doki2* ♡o｡.(✿ฺ｡ ✿ฺ)