this is not 'The End'~

Assalamualaikum n elo...

today = 31st December 2009....the final day of 2009...
we will meet the new year...2010...wow~it's already a year~

hahaha....
so many things happened during year 2009...
from the really great + happiest things around me too the worst + saddest moments in my life...

2009...
for me..this year is the year that teaches me to be more mature...more brave...more aggressive...more productive...more optimist...more serious...and many more in handling my daily life...my responsibilities....

this year also making me more 'sociable'...hehehe...i'm used to be timid or ignore everything around me...
a little bit awkward in talking to people...especially guys (huhuhu..it's true~)...
thanks to the responsibilities + the job that i get...i managed to overcome this...
overcome the 'shyness' in me...
overcome my 'awkwardness' while talking to people...
meeting new people & knowing more about the people that i already knew before this...
to friends...
i really glad that i meet u guys...know u guys...work with u guys~
i appreciate all of u that come into my life~lets be friends forever~>///<

about my student's life...
hahaha...d 1st time i experienced failure in case presentation...SOCA~
nothing much to say about this..i bet u already knew about this coz i already posted about this before...
and...nothing much happened in my student's life...still the same,just added the duty as Head of Information Bureau...a really challenging task for me...but i'm happy with this~

and this year also...
i think...i spend too much money for myself....
spend too much on shopping~hohohoho~ i think i have to change this habit...try to be more wise in handling my money...so...please cut down ur expenses dearest Noi~
for me, it's OK to spend money on food...hehehe...that i cannot change coz i love to eat~so loving the food~please dun separate the food from me~~

owh~not to forget...Saphira came to our house this year too~
hehehe...she really made our day after we lost Zorro...
and now...she's even has 2 kittens...hahaha...can't wait to see them..Ikky & Chiyo~
so loving this 3 kitties~~

the newest one...about heart-to-heart matter...about relationship...

a test for me...a test to our friendship...
huhuhu...but..that already ended...i really glad that it was over...

i hope that we can become like before..
here..i really wanna say once again...i dun remember whether i already said this before...i'm really sorry...sorry because i'm too stubborn in these past 2-3 weeks...
u already sent 'sorry' sms...i'm happy that we can be friends again~
i really love my friends so much~

i know that i'm not being true to myself...
i know that i'm always deny my emotion...
i know that i'm so childish, not mature enough, not serious enough...
i know that i'm too afraid to admit something...
everybody has his/her own problems...his/her own secrets...

i really need people to correct me...to make me a better person...
i'm too afraid to loose people that so dear to me...

to my family...i really love u...thanks for always being there...loving me...supporting me...believing me...
to my friends...thanks so much for being such a good members...being people that i can rely on...
to Huda, Nad, Fun, Farah....i'm really glad that i met u...tq for being such great friends...always forgiving me for my silliness..so patience in handling my stubbornness + moody moments...
i'm so loving u guys~

hehehe...my feeling for this 2009...
hope that 2010 is a great year for me..for all of us~
can't wait what will happen during days in 2010~~

XOXO - this is not 'The End'...this is a new start..a new chapter of my life~