long case....

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

it's already come to the end of 6th week...
that's mean it's almost time for the assessment in this Internal Medical posting --> the observed long case...
sounds 'tempting'???

it's already six weeks...and my supervisors already taught all the common diseases in the wards...
i'm grateful that i got these two great doctors as my supervisors, as my tutors in this posting...both of them are really nice...
an associate professor and a registrar as supervisor...
they searched all the cases for us and taught us to think critically so that we can survive in the assessments in this posting and become a better doctor...
understanding the diseases is the key to solve any mystery in medicine...
that's why medicine is so beautiful

thinking of the long case...i dunno whether i'm ready for it or not...
there still much to learn in this posting...and the time passes so fast this time...i can feel it...
just hoping that i'm not stutter while doing the long case...
not stuttering, not clumsy...or later

by the way...almost everyday my life in medical ward is a meaningful one, a productive one....there's a lot of thing to be done,to be observed, to be learned...
some of the patients are friendly, willingly let the medical student to check them...helping them to learn something about the disease...
and...new experience too...

what kind of experiences???
many...lots and lots of things and knowledge to be experienced...

1st time doing the what they called - "last call"
i don't find the exact definition from the internet, but from what the registrar in charge told us, it's a procedure done to confirm the death...
the components that he asked us to check - heart sound, breath sound, pupils reflex, carotid pulse, respiratory movement...
yup...my 1st time ever checking a dead man...and leaning how to confirm the death...
nice experience though...

and in this posting...i'm using the stethoscope more often, more often being misunderstood as a houseman or doctor, patients called me as 'doctor' instead of 'adik', 'kakak', or 'anak'...
and hearing 'doctor' coming out from their mouth surely give me the spirit + courage to survive in this medical school...

not too forget my parents and siblings...
goodness...i miss them so much~


ok...
i think that's all for this post...
i want to continue learning and understanding the mystery of the heart~

"Your sacrifices must be as big as your desire..."

XOXO - i'm here, i'm so happy....

COMIC FIESTA 2010

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

COMIC FIESTA 2010 is AWESOME~!!!

hahaa~
thanks to Nadu and Natto (Nadu's little sis) coz readily to spend their time accompanying me to this event...

.: the ticket to enter the event :.

.: the CF2010 pamplet :.

i can see that they having so much fun, taking pictures, participating in the campaign, and enjoying all the eye candies >///<

yup~

CF = EYE CANDY

too many cool and cute characters~
they are open too~don't mind to take pictures and posed for the people
too bad that i didn't see any sight of Sephiroth~

and~i got the chance to meet some of the GForum members~
LOL~we had great time Twitter-ing but this is the 1st time meeting them face to face...but~i'm too shy to talk to some of them...just giving them a small and shy wave...i dunno whether they noticed it or not...
may be in the next gathering, i will cut-off the shyness...

looking around the booth~watching the cosplay competition (this is my second time watching the competition, 1st one while i was in Bandung)~taking pictures with the cosplayers~

.: Sebastian from Kuroshitsuji :.

.: Trinity Blood Hall of Fame :.

and the people, the fans attending this event is friendly too~not as scary as the fangirls or fanboys in the Showcase of B2ST that i attended last June...no pushing, no violent acts...they gave full cooperation to the CF committee members~
big clap for the fans~^^

owh~not to forget the satge performances...and i like most of them since all the song that they sang were anime theme songs~
my personal fav - a L'Arc~en~Ciel-like-band (i didn't remember the name of the band but they are so good~love their band!!!)
i almost left the ballroom when they started the into of "DAYBREAK'S BELL" by L`Arc~en~Ciel...
wow~at that time, Nadu and me were jumping and screaming like crazy coz it's L`Arc~en~Ciel's song~

.: wohoo~ :.

.: blur...but his style was almost the same as HYDE :.

it's been a long time i spend time with Japanese songs were played around me (except in my room~) since nowadays are K-Pop fever~
attending this kind of event is really tiring but it worthy~

i brought Dante home with me~
hahaaa~i dunno whether i can sleep after this with Dante watching me~lol~>///<

.: chu~♥ :.

again...it's too bad that i cannot bring Sephiroth with me...
huhuuu~owh well, i will just stare at my Sephiroth collection in my laptop then...

.: Sephiroth~my all-time-fav-male character :.

i spend almost 10 hours at CF~and i had a really great time there~
and spending money n time at the worthy event is the greatest~

.: the bags~ :.

.: satisfaction~ :.

.: auww~>///< :.

owh~owh~the autograph session with the cartoonists of GempakStarz~
yeah~hahaaa~another valuable to be add as my precious 'treasure'~

.: Keith's :.

.: Kaoru's :.

too bad that my camera's memory card was M.I.A...so, i'd to depend on it's internal memory which can only support about 8 pictures...so, i only took pictures that worth my camera's internal memory...
if the memory card present, i certainly took lots of pictures...
i hv to depend on Natto's camera during this event, thank you very much for your kindness...so, may be i'll post my pics with the cosplayers in the next post~heheee~

CF really made my weekend memorable and priceless~
thanks to CF organizing committee for the great job in organinzing this awesome event~
hope that next CF going to be more awesome than this year~


ja matta ne minna san

XOXO - i'm buying useless but memorable items from CF2010...is this a right combination?useless and memorable...???

yeah~~ O(^^)O

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

yea~it's here~it's here~

the sunday that i waited finally here~hahaaa

i'm too excited...coz this is the first time i'll attend Comic Fiesta...or in short CF~^^

heheee~

dunno why...i'm too excited for this...yup, i already been dreaming to go to this event since the 1st time i heard about it but..there're so many things prevent me to do so...

so...finally, i can go~yippeee~~~^^

i dunno how my face looked like now...always smiling~

maybe...it's looked like this~

heee...

waiting for my friend to call me, we are going together~

mangas, cosplays, games, food...may be~heee~

hmmm...meeting my online friends...if i get the chance~

and last but not least...lots~and lots~of pictures~~

i'll will post about this CF later~

XOXO - beaming with joy~~

huhuhuuu~

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

i'm hungry....

yep..that's what i am thinking right now...

my last not-so-heavy meal was yesterday, in the evening after teaching with the registrar...

fall asleep after Isya' until midnight...where to find food to eat at that hour??? T^T

so...i stayed a few hours, browsing the internet + doing some readings...

then...fall asleep again....woke to continue my tasks - workshop questions on Neurology...

and now...I'M SUPER-DUPER-HUNGRY~!!!

i just want to get ready for the workshop at 2...just go out early today to grab lunch ^^

till the next post...

happy eating your lunch~

XOXO - i'm not dieting ok~

words of the day~^^

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

OHAIYO~

GOOD MORNING~

SELAMAT PAGI~

before i'm going to the ward...this a piece of my mind for this morning...

i really, truly, madly hate you...but...i need you...

suddenly...that feeling pop-up while i'm browsing the internet...

not related to mushy-lovey-dovey feeling OK~

hahaaa~

have a pleasant day guys~

XOXO - dedicated to my internet connection... XD

take a nap...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

meow~???


yeah....i'm already sleepy now~
just wanna take a nap...need to go to the ward early to find case so that's mean i need to wake up early to get ready...
2 hours of sleep may be enough for that...
just hope that i'll not experience any headache~

a "good night kiss" to anyone who still not asleep or planning to go to sleep >///<

.: chu~♥ :.

hmm...this can also be a "good morning kiss" to anyone who already wake up at this hour >///<

ok...wait for the next post from me~

XOXO - abdomen...CVS...respiratory...CNS....zzzZZZ

another late night...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

ok~still wide awake~since i just woke up 2 hours ago...heheee

taking an evening nap to reduce my headache actually...
huhuuu...staying in medical ward making me easy to become sick...i just need to take care of myself me + BE STRONG...
Alhamdulillah it's work after 4 hours of sleep

so...what am i going to do now???
planning to do workshop + do some reading for tomorrow's bedside teaching...
huhuuu~hv 2 teaching tomorrow...in the morning with my professor n in the evening with the registrar...
need to prepare case, need to prepare myself, need to prepare everything....
i have another 2 weeks to prepare myself for the examination - the short case and observe long case...this 2 are the most challenging thing to face in this posting...

and...MY CAMERA'S MEMORY CARD GONE MISSING!!!!
i dunno where the **** it was....i just knew that the last time i saw it was on my desk...then now~i dunno where it is...i already tidy-up my desk but still no sign of that yellow thingy...
huhuuuu~i really need u memory card~
how can i take photos when you not around~
i just need to tidy-up again i think...need to find the memory card before this weekend...planning to hang-out with GFs and there's Comic Fiesta to attend~hahaa
really can't wait for this...

but...
i still hv many things to be done by this week...
have to prepare presentations for the weekends classes, need to take care extra-curricular activity...just one more event to go for this month...then i will be resting for a month before another event to take care off~

till the next post...want to continue doing things i do just now...
will going to sleep after i think is enough for me~^^

XOXO - "eventhough you are not genius, practice will make you the best..." thanks to Dr. Rosmadi for this meaningful words~i will try my best!!!

i'm back~

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

after almost a month i'm in 'hiatus' [to be more precise, it's almost 3 weeks] i'm now back into action~hahaaa~
trying to update my craziness in this world~

during these 3 weeks....
hmmm....
not much happened...i just recover from fever...and just 'fully' better this week,no coughing n flu...
yup...i got fever almost 2 weeks,a high grade fever - 38.7 degree Celsius
hahaa~and this the the temperature on the 2nd day and i was able to walk and sweating again...
thank god that i'm well again...i miss 1 week of learning in this posting~and it's hard to go to the ward while you still having flu and cough...you might infect the patients or your conditions will become more worse after that...

now i'm in Internal Medicine posting~
a hard posting for me actually coz need to learn everything about all the diseases in all symptoms and systems...
"You have to learn to be a detective!"
that's what my professor said...we cannot trust everything being said by the patients,we need to 'dig' deeper...
and this week is the 4th week...WOW~the time flew by so fast this time~~

and currently...i'm making my life miserable buy joining program...
can you imagine, 3 programs to be settle in this month and the programs take place staright 3 weeks~
1 program already settle last week...another program to be settle this weekend and another one a week later...
i'm seriously gonna take a break for a while,just joining the program as participant~not as exco huhuhuuu~it's too tiring and depressing~

but~like always...i love this kind of life...
need to be active so i can stay in this college again next year~

ok~
that's all~i'll try update this blog with my obsession next~^^

XOXO - sleepy...

B2UTY and Hyphen

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

i'm feeling so happy these days

not only because of my result (Alhamdulillah^^)~
not only because of the current posting (i'm gonna love the 'harsh yet fun' Internal Medicine)~
it's also because of KAT-TUN and B2ST~

i'm sure the Hyphens and B2UTYs out there are screaming loudly, looking at these boys~^^

KAT-TUN...as cool as ever~

.: "we are~KAT-TUN" :.

their latest single, the 13th, out on 17.11.2010

.: "Change Ur World" :.

yeah~i always wait for their comeback...
and like always...KAT-TUN never fail making me falling in love with them again and again...
the song...hahahaa~like i said in previous post...it's anime-ish...but it's certainly KAT-TUN-style~hahahaa
the PV also already out and i've been watching it again and again~

they are doing just fine~and improve a lot too~
i'm proud of them~proud to cheer for them as Hyphen

there's a comment that i read, mentioning - "no good without Jin"
i actually quite sad for this...and disappointed too~dunno why...may be the Hyphens out there can help me explaining this feeling...
KAT-TUN is doing perfectly fine and great even without Jin...and i'm sure that Jin also was doing just fine as a solo artist...
i love the six of them so much and i'm rooting for all of them~hoping that they can achieve what they want~
[no offense here~i'm just voicing out my opinions~so please dun 'bash' me OK]

B2ST~my cuties~

.: "SO~BEAST~~" :.
[playing withSnipping Tool while watching "Beautiful" MV]

yeah~the one and only group that made me addicted to K-pop...
love their songs~their voice~their face~all of them~
and..the 'Beautiful' MV already out...7:00 minutes~WOW
it's cute~it's nice~it's great~but it's 'TO BE CONTINUED'...
huhuhuuu~
the Cube and B2ST are teasing the B2Utys pretty much this time~
showing such a overwhelm teasers and cool MV...haish~hv to wait for it...
been watching it again and again to...

[credits to B2STLYSUBS team]

fan-girling post is the best~
feel so excited and doki-doki while typing this~

wanna get some sleep...have bed-side teaching in the morning~
nite2...
sweet dreams Hyphens and B2UTYs...

XOXO - do any of you know what L'Arc~en~Ciel's fan called???

the result...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

Alhamdulillah~Alhamdulillah~Alhamdulillah

i'm really grateful for this~

thank you Allah for everything....

the final semester 1 exam already out...

and Alhamdulillah i pass both of the posting~^^

i was too worried with palpitation and tightness of the chest....

i could feel how heavy my steps were....

but...when i finally i got there, "Noi, you are doing fine...you pass both of the posting..." said a friend...

i was like, "can i hug you?"...almost crying...and suddenly all the pain was gone...

then i walked to the board to look at the result by myself...

.: YEAH!!! :.

Alhamdulillah~i'm really happy with this result...

i'm grateful that i managed to pass the 2 posting - Obstetrics & Gynecology and Surgery posting...thank you to friends that helping be to understand the subjects during these two posting...i'm grateful too i have friends like you guys~^^

i'm happy but at the same time i'm sad also...i'm sad for my unfortunate friends...seeing them sad and crying making me wanna cry too...

comforting and hugging it's not enough i think but at least, i hope that they felt much better....

just be patience friends...

just try harder for this semester...

insya-Allah we all can pass with flying colors and all eligible to be promoted to 4th year...

this result means i have to work harder for this semester...

i need to be more serious in my study...

i need to be more clear what i'm going to be after this, always reminding myself, "YOU GOING TO BE AND WILL BE A DOCTOR!"

that the 'magic words' that i need to recite again and again...as a motivation for me...

and insya-Allah i will achieve my dream...

and...Internal Medicine...please be kind to me OK...

i'm still trying to adapt with the new environment....

heheee~

sorry if this post sound a bit serious...will try to post something cute (like always,the usual me~hohooo) next...

again...thanks for stopping by to view this blog ='3

may ALLAH bless us all wit HIS love and kindness...

amiinn~

*credit : picture was taken from My Colourful Life

XOXO - "Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha"

sleepy post...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

i'm too sleepy to post something long tonight....

just wanna tell you that... I ALREADY ARRIVE AT HUKM CAMPUS~SAFE AND SOUND~^^

too tired i guess....

with meeting at about 8.30 pm (1 hour after i arrived here....), need to brainstorming about upcoming activities...

lots of thinking making your body feels exhausted...it's surely does...besides making you hungry,if you are not too tired~^^

just hoping that the event in UKM Bangi will be a successful one~^^

hope that everything will go on smoothly...

ok...need to sleep now~

i barely can open my eyes right now...

need to woke up early since the bus to UKM Bangi is at 6 a.m~

a treat for B2UTYs out there....another pics of sleeping B2ST~

.: cute blanket :.

[pic taken from : Alyssa's webpage]

.: sleeping DongWoon = dreamy :.

[pic taken from : soompi]

hehehee~

sweet dreams people~

XOXO - i sacrifice my holidays for HEALTH FIESTA