exam...does it really changes my life?

Assalamualaikum n elo...

long time no see....huhuhuhu...being so busy...try to catch up with both of my study + dateline to release the next Be In-Pact...huhuhuhu...loving this busy life~hahahaha....it's kinda weird...coz i still can manage my life with the full schedule...huhuuhuuu...enjoy being busy....enjoy with my choice...enjoy with my life~...what am I talking about? am I too stress out?huhuhuhu....

to be a great in everything we involve in...it's hard actually...i have faced it...so i know...i learnt that how this life can be cruel...how people can be so...cruel towardds others...how life sometimes can be so unfair...huhuhuhu....what's all about...dun wanna tell u about it..it was too hard breaking...making me angry again if i think about...just about how unprofessional the admin of my batch can be....trying to make us feel so..miserable...thanks a lot to that person...making us felt so like a group of fool yesterday~

enough of that...huhuhu....now..."to do or not to do?"...
what's that?my thought right now....read the books?memorizing the cases?practising the skills?hmm...dunno...maybe i'll start with reading the books..hehehe...take the easiest first (weird eh?)...it's my life~learn how to survive~!!!
yeah~!!!

exam?yup..the show has began~!!!hehehe...the final semester 4 examination is finally come...started yesterday...hv a week of study week last week...so have to struggle and try my very best in completing this quest!!!this is my mission!!!get pointer more than 3!!!!hv to improve my mark~~!!!GO!GO!GO!!!
does it really change my life?yup!!!now & always....how?

1. during this time...i eat almost of the time
2. start being psyco + nerd
3. denial state
4. missing my family...huhuhuh

kinda....but i really need mama & babah during this time...wanna here their voices...huhuhuu...missing u...

Ros...thanks for tagiimg me dear....try to do it eventhough i'm busy with exam....love u & miss u honey...n sorry coz taking so long to do this tagged...

1.do u think u'r hot?
* ermm...dunno~

2.upload a favourite picture of you:

3.[Photo] give three reason why you like this picture?
* with 2 of my best friends (Farah & Nad)...love u guys~
* we are watching futsal match during this pics is taken...futsal = there will be hot guys >///<
* one of my fav & cutest pics with my friends...:D

4.when was the last time you eat pizza?
* hmm...2 weeks ago...at Papa Ron's Pizza

5.the last song you listen?
* Peaceful Day (KAT-TUN)

6.what are you doing now besides this?
* Y!M with friends + Alia (miss this girl so much!!!)

7.what name you prefer besides yours?
* love my full name...& also the name that friends calling me..."Noi"...does it sounds cute? ;)

8.people to tag:
1. Farah
2. Nad
3. Alia
4. Alisa
5. Bie

9.who is num one?
* my dearest friend...

10.num three is having relationship with?
* no one...a happy single girl...i think...am i right? u dun keep any secret from me, right? Alia?

11.say something about num 5?
* Cik Bie...good luck for this final exam! gambatte ne~

12.who is number 2?
* my housemate...a NEWS die-hard-fan...really love Yamapi~

13.what do u think about num 4?
* a cute gurl (hihihihi)...love her so much...

ok...that's all for today's post....maybe will post something again these weekend....dunno yet...coz the internet limit is almost there~~!!!
till then, friends....wish me a very good luck(s)!!!I need them so much~

XOXO - MDE, Comprehensive, SOCA, OSCE....these really tough...no wonder my life change during exam >///<

my bad day...?

Assalamualaikum n elo...

ermm...dunno whether today is my bad day or not...1st, the boys who came late for the group discussion had done their penalty, buying us food - 'Murtabak Manis'...huhuhutq guys coz buying the murtabak for us...better come early next time or...hehehehe...me too~...hv to take care of my time management....i hv plenty of work to do during this study week...not only to catch up with the study but also to catch up with other tasks...

huhuhuh..is it my bad day?dunno..but i'm not feeling well in the morning...got headache,nausea + vomitting...dunno what coz these symptoms...but i feeling just fine before coming to the discussion...the symptoms came so suddenly while wating for the other membbers to come...huhuhu...vomitting...that's not a good feeling....feel so...'terseksa', so...huhhuhuu...really hope that i don't get any sickness or fever in this study week...dun want the same thing happen to me, like last year...i got fever for the whole study week...spending most of my time on the bed, sleeping...

as for today...tryong to catch up with the discussion eventhough the headache became more & more worst...huhuuhu...worst until felt nausea...i hate this kind of feeling....huhuhuhu...thanks to Farah...thanks for ur lap...i can lay dwon to decrease the pain...and thanks to Hadi too for the Panadol...huhuhuh...thanks for concern on me....

hmmm....i hv other work to do...wanna do some revision again before going to sleep...i think that i cannot stay up tonight...still hv the headache...

XOXO - wanna update another blog....

study~...work~...sleep~...and~...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

that really dun work for me...what?oh...i refer to the movie that i watched yesterday - Kuntilanak Kamar Mayat...actually, Huda & me planned wanna watched The Real Pocong (Nad didn't join us, she's away with her family) but...the cinema changed new movies for the week....the story?...more too funny than scary...huhuuhuuu...eventhough there are scenes that make me wanna scream b'coz too shocked..hehehehe...but...why there was a scene...with fan-service in this movie?huhuhuu...dunno why~but there were people who like that scene... d=_=b

and today...start my day with doing the past years Qs for today's study group...in the end...i just joined them in the past yearsQs discussion but had to leave them to do my work....as member of BIP Team...had to interview the TWP06 (TWP seniors)...huhuhuhu....then after lunch, felt asleep..huhuhuu...until 5.30 p.m (long slumber...hahahaha)

lately...felt a little bit restless...huhuhuu...b'coz of the study...the tasks given to me...the everything that happened to me is my own choice...dun wanna to regret it...since this is my choice (what kind of word is this?)...then...hmmm....me....love to sleep~hahahaahahaaa....

the critical time has come...the study week!!!the final exam is just in one week of time!!!huhuhuhuhu~~~am i ready for all of this?huhuhuuu...besides study...busy with PKPMI also....with the UTP will come next week (on Wednesday, hv to do movie on student's life + the PKPMI's activity) & the time to edit & publishing the Be In-Pact April has come (on Friday)...huhuhuhuhu....hope that everything will go just fine...

ok...wanna eat now....already hungry...hehehehe....till then...

XOXO - I LOVE U TOMORROW~!!!

silent hill no. 2~

Assalamualaikum n elo...

silent hill no. 2?why?huhuuhu...actually..i wanna this title for my previous post...but the post never be posted...because...black-out!!!

"...huhuhuhuhuuhuuu....this is not the scary silent hill...just wanna describe how quiet this house is...with Huda is sleeping in her room...Nad with her laptop (dunno what is she doing, just hearing the clicking from her...)...and me...i don't play any music...huhuhuhu...dunno why....

silent hill again....that what will happen tonight...the night when we doing our LIs...it will be so quiet...and only heard the sound when typing the notes....but will try not to make this house too silent...i will play the songs from my laptop~!!!mainly KAT-TUN!!!!hahahahaha~~~

OK...enough with the silent hill...it is just a gimmick, coz i dun hv any idea to put the title for this post...hehehehe....planning to do my LIs after Maghrib...the LI that really making me...like hving...not like but hv headache....owh~!!!AIDS!!!that's my LIs...this week case - HIV..."

i typed until there...when suddenly..it when dark...and the internet connection was down~!!!arggh!!!that time, the clip that i wanted to watch was still loading, the Top 50 Singles 07/12/2008...huhuhuhu...it already reached 21st...but..huhuhuhu....

n...why i choose silent hill again tonight?hmm~...because...i'm the only one still awake...my housemates?one already sleep b'coz she just took some medication for her fever...and another one...may be she's just tired & dunno what to do...hehehehe...so...this house become so quiet..heheheh~

and...today...felt quite happy actually...1st..i bought Yui's album today - YUI: I Loved Yesterday...my conclusion is...WOW~!!!her songs are great~!!!love the tunes + the melody~!!!gonna love her next~!!!another happines~...KAT-TUN!!!they are in No. 1 for the Weekly Oricon Chart!!!the 10th Single - Rescue~!!!Congrats KAT-TUN~!!!loving u~!!!

lately...me in denial state...it usually happen during this time...huhuhu...plus my mood...not so ok...hohohooho.....just hope that i manage to cover all of my study in the study week...huhuhuhu...

hmm....i think that i will go to sleep after this...hv stomach ache...huhuuuhuhuhu...will do my LI early in the morning....ok...till then my friends...

XOXO - dancing around all evening~!!!

my stomach is full ^-^

Assalamualaikum n elo...

hahahaha...full~eat until full tonight~
just came back from birthday party (3rd party for this month)...2 girls celebrate birthday today..Hani & Syira...Happy Birthday to u...hope u are always happy~!!!
in their birthday party, i ate 2 slices of pizza + cakes + Pepsi....after that...went to Cherry's (one of my eating spot) to eat again..this time spicy beef + rice + melon juice...yummy~

when the stomach is full....my eyes already felt heavy...but that don't mean i will go to sleep...hehe...still wanna do something..may be will go to sleep after this...

anyway...busy day today...hv study group in the morning (from 8.30 - 11.30 a.m), just discussion on past year exam's questions....
then...straight away after that...hv meeting with my biro...sorry guys...i said that the meeting will start on 11 but my study group finish on 11.30...really sorry for that...huhuuu...anyway...thanks for them to come...i'm really greatful coz i hv such a great team...huhuhuh...really love them...sometimes i think that i'm too pushy about the jobs...but they do it just fine...do all the things that i ask them to do....huhuhu....love u guys~~

hmmm...dunno why...hv a lot of things happened to me now...since i already entered 21 this year...still remembered what mama said..."my daughter is a big girl now"...huhuhuhu....i'm already old...grown up...technically term mature...heheheh...to be called mature is...not really the right thing for me....coz...i'm still as playful as always....

think that's all....love to post more things but...dunno what to say....there are things that i cannot share here...huhuhuhu...some secrets cannot be told to anyone....to certain people...only Allah knows...and..."secrets make a woman, woman" >///<

XOXO - listening to KAT-TUN : Don't U Ever Stop (Single + Limited Editions) - thanks to Japanese Music Dream

nothing much...

Assalamualaikum n elo...

tonight...i hv work to do...but..dun hv the mood to do it...hehehehe...it's always like this...me in denial state when it comes to this moment...the final exam mode = psycho~...
hahahha~...really, we will become like...the world is upside-down...but at the same time...the will to go back home become stronger & stronger each day~i wanna go home!!!!

as for this holiday...i plan that i will only take a break for 2 weeks or less...wanna take remedial exam...yea...my mid sem is not too good & my NBSS system result id pretty bad too...please wish me a very good luck..since i wanna improve my pointer here..i really need good pointer now (hope that can get the great one too...)

hmm...just manage to download KAT-TUN's newest single - RESCUE...and also downloding the PV & the making of the PV...huhuhuu...they are surely the best...the dancing & the coolness...cho kawaii in the making of...and also i read that they are 1st in Oricon Daily Chart...go KAT-TUN GO~!!!

hmm...hv study group tomorrow (from 8 a.m until 11 a.m i think) and shortly after that i hv meeting with my biro's members...discussing for the next edition of Be In-Pact & managing the PAKOM (a.k.a Papan Kominikasi, notice board actually)...hmm...really hv a busy life lately...hihiihi...as long as i still hv time for myself, my food, my sleep, my laptop, my study, & what so ever 'my-'...i will be just fine...& happy too...huhuhu...thank God that i don't hv any boyfriend...huhuhu...if i do...he will be very noisy with my busy life...hehehe...love my single life~!hehehehe...

hmm...is this really 'nothing much'?oh, well...i think that i'm too active in typing out my thought...hohohoho...not being 'attention seeker' here...just wanna share the meaning of this life with everyone...why am i saying this?just remembered about what my housemate told me yesterday, about her old friend...telling her off about something...huhuhuu...hope that she can still 'sabar' with it...

OK...that's all...wanna update the TWP07's blog after this...hehehe..nitey nite~!!

XOXO - -_- zzzZZZ~

it's Friday~

Assalamualaikum n elo...

It's Friday...& no morning class today...will start with lab activity on 8...huhuuuh...and in the afternoon, tutorial discussion with new case!the last case!OH, NO!!!it almost time~almost there~the final exam!!!

just making fun..hahahah...it's not i'm not taking this final exam seriously...just wanna 'cool' myself..hehehehe...and...still not surveying the flight ticket...planning to go back to Malaysia next month..huhuhuhu...missing my family more & more...

busy?yeah....not only with study...have study group now...& to catch up with the study & also my job...loving this job...just hv to make sure that...i can manage all of my tasks & resposibilities really well...wish me luck guys!!!

hmm...that's all for this morning...will be posting more tonight~...till then...

XOXO - going to class now~

little by little~

Assalamualaikum n elo...

little by little?hmm...i dunno why suddenly i wanna put that as title...may be because today we release the Be In-Pact (the magazine that my team work on the whole February). So, how is it?hv both feedbacks...i receive positive feedbacks (coz the team done changes in the magazine) and also negative feedbacks (human will never be satisfied). I'm taking them as a challange, since this is our team's 1st 'child'...hehehehe...just hoping that...the people who recieving the magazine will appreciate it. Thanks to those who giving feedbacks to me and my team...we will do our best to improve this magazine...little by little...

and...dunno why...i felt a little bit...uncomfortable, uneasy...eventhough at the same time...i felt relief too...why?may be bcoz of the choosen topic for this month survey....a bit (big, I think...for here...among the lectures...) controversy...huhuhuhu...just doing my job here....as editor...try to tell others about what actually happen...i'm learning here...little by little...to be a good magazine editor...

another little by little...with my study...try to cover all the cases for exam (huhuhu...it's almost time...the final exam!!!)...hoping that i manage to understand eventhough not all of it...undersatnd is much better than just memorizing but in the end...can forget it so easily....huhuhuhu...dun wanna do that to happen to me....T-T

little by little...hmm...dunno what will happen in the future...just hoping that everything will go on just fine...huhuuhuhu...really hope so...

think that's all for today's 'little by little~'...wanna update another blog...TWP07...then...wanna get some sleep...hv to wake up early tomorrow...i hv clinical skills to memorize for tomorrow's evaluation...

XOXO - ehem...>,>"

morning~

Assalamualaikum n elo...

well...i guess a very good morning to u guys...hehehe...my mood?hmm...let me see...not too annoy compared to the last time...hope that today is better & yesterday...

just finished doing my LIs & ironing my clothes...huhuhu...to tell u the truth, i hv problem in what to wear today...my housemate said that i hv plenty of baju kurung but still...dunno to choose which one...finally...i choose...the pink one~!!!
and...Alhamdulillah..i manage to get my LIs done...yea~!!!just hv to do the flip-chart after this...hope can do it after this or before the tutorial session starts...

hmm...my breakfast?just cereal drink, choco-flavor...love it..since choco can make my mind relax...and actually..i ate a lot of choco these days..heheheh...choco~choco~choco~!!!

hmm...nothing much to do now...just wanna get ready to go to class...this morning - 2 lectures...dunno whether the lecturers can come or not....huhuhuu

XOXO - the clock is....

i really mess up~!!!!

Assalamualaikum n elo...

2nd post of the day...after about 3 hours or more...huhuhuhu

just now...i'm really pissed off...now...i'm already messed up!!!really mess up the everything!!!dunno whether wanna cry of shame or just being extremely mad with myself...i'm really such a...arghh~!!!!

not a really my day today...dun wanna say a bad day also....huhuuhu...i'm such a..huhuuuhu...why is this happened to me..huhuhuu...

just now...i'm saying that i want everything to be just fine....wanna go on my life as 'Ketua Biro Info' so peacefully n try to be 'perfect'...but...i totally mess up with my job as Ketua Biro....huuhuhuuuhu...i send a wrong info to all the representatives of JARKOM (Jaringan Komunikasi...i sent sms to the representatives n they will sent it to other person...)..i sent a wrong name...huhuhuhu....first...i'm sending the JARKOM (a right info)...just fine...then i got sms from my leader to add more thing about the JARKOM...n i send after typing the sms...then...i realized that i send a wring name as info to everyone...dunno why...may be i'm thinking about the order from the leader...so i make that mistake (the leader & the person who is the main character in the JARKOM hv almost similar name)...huhuhu...not blaming anyone here....i'm blaming myself for being such a...I'M SUCH A ....ARRGGGHHH~!!!!

1st sms "Mr.A is sick...let's us pray so that he will get well soon...", a right SMS
Mr.B send me SMS...wanna me to add Mr.A is in which batch...i reply his SMS with "OK"
I type the SMS's contents unconsciously (am i having delirium?dun remember what i'm doing back then...) & send it,
Mr.C (one of JARKOM member) SMSed me back saying "it's Mr.A from this batch"
I check my outbox n i was too shock to read back what i just send....
I type new SMS to say sorry to everyone...T-T
I type another SMS to tell that i just messed up the JARKOM system...to say that i'm totally sorry...

eventhough everyone make mistake..i really cannot forgive this one...i'm really messing up all the things...i just wanna make this as a lesson...everyone not perfect...even if he/she trying to be one...that's me...i want all the things around me to be just fine..that's why i'm totally down + piss off when something go wrong...huhuhuhu...i wanna cry now...seriously....

to all friends...i'm sorry for that...that's was a stupid mistake to make....hope that i'm not repeating this same mistake ever again...NEVER AGAIN!!!!i'll try to be good Ketua Biro Infomasi & Penerangan...

i'm sure that...there will people will take this as a comedy...a humor....some will take this as...u know..."what the **** is this?"...some will kept it quitely,shaking heads...but for me...i'm done something bad...my job is to send info...right info...

why am i repeating over and over again?
just hope that...the leader just take it easy...dun laugh at me OK...zips~!!!my face already felt flush at that time...dun wanna to get that again....

XOXO - still hv 2 JARKOM to send....huhuhuuh....

rainy day + my mood = ........

Assalamualaikum n elo...

it's rainning outside...n i'm not in a good mood today...huhuuuhuuuu...why?hmm...let me see...my study (hv a lot of thing to cover in 3 weeks), my job (trying to do all the jobs given to me perfectly), my life (hmm~...) n mostly...cause by hormone...yeah..hormone....thank God that no one being my target this time....n i'm not explode eventhough i'm pissed off....huhuhuhu....good for me...yea~

today...just hv evaluation for skills lab (my another concern - OSCE) n study group...huhuhu...not a best place we choosed today..hv mosquitoes!!!!i hate them!!!another thing making me pissed of!!!but so far..having great time doing the study group...huhuhuh...why?my problem in covering all the topics will solve with this...n we haiving POP QUIZ after the case presentation...hahaha...

then...today also...i sent the 1st edition of Be In-Pact to print..yea...dunno why...but trying to hope that...everyone will like this edition...it's my 1st time...being editor for a magazine...huhuhu...hope that everything will be just fine...hope so...really hope to...huhuhu...why i hv this kind of nerve?why?is it the hormone again?!!!

everyone is sleeping...including Stitch...good boy....didn't make a lot of noise lately....n...my stomach...i feel hungry so suddenly~....huhuhuhu....rainy day surely can make us hungry....huhuhuu...

hmm~....tomorrow...BHP discussion...no~!!!we dunno what to discuss!!!always hv problem with brain storming the topic that we hv to consider in the case that we get...the ethical issues!!!huhuuhuu...but..i rather hv discussion than lectures..hoHoHOHOO....

n...i think that i forget something...hmm~...what?i dun know...my be i will remember it later...just typing what come out from my mind...huhuhuhu....that's all la...wanna do my LIs now...da~

XOXO - to Alia..thanks for the wishes...i will not promise u anything...love u~