بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم
Assalamualaikum n elo...
it's already past midnight....and i don't care because i will publish this post~
hehee...
19th June 2011 =
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY
yup~it's
FATHER'S DAY...
again this year...i don't have the chance to wish my dad, face to face...and celebrate it with him...
but i really hope that he knows that i love him so much~
i called him "
babah"...
.: babah & me :.
(i dunno how old am i in this pic)
i am his 1st princess and i will always be~
babah is a quiet person...but he do know what to talk when he's with his friends...
he's a really kind man, not only towards his family but also friends...
he's a strict boss...yup, because i know how his employees respect him and afraid when they made mistake...
but he never neglect his responsibilities towards his employees...
he's a thoughtful father...always think about his children and he don't really know how to scold us...but he do know how to advice us till we change ourselves to be a better one~
but beware~once he's so angry, you totally don't wanna mess with him...i also choose to stay away and keep quiet if i sense the 'aura'~
he's a wise man but sometimes he dunno how to show his feeling...only mama knows what he's thinking & his worrying about...
she always said that he sometimes sit quietly at the kitchen, thinking something..and when mama asked, most of the time he will answered - "
have the kids called lately?" [this referred to Dila and me since we staying at hostel]
out of blue, he will call me...asking how am i doing right now, am i doing fine, am i having any problem...most importantly - "
are you eating well?" [coz he knows that i love to eat~ >///<)O]
and interestingly, our conversation never exceed 30 seconds...
yup~that's from my experience & records~
there's one time when our conversation reached almost 5 minutes - when the first time i fail my oral case presentation exam...
yup...he gave me strength & advice...told me "
never see this failure as a burden...except it & fight it...be confident but don't be overly confident coz it will destroy you..."
to tell you the truth, i cried that time and i was waiting to be called to enter the examination room~
but his words really help me...really make me think back the reason why i choose to take medicine...
he's not ready yet to hear his daughters have someone special in their life...
yup~he always reminds us to focus on our study, think about ourselves first before taking care of others...and marriage, "
wait until you are really stable in your life..."
i understand him...he only wants us to be happy and love our life first before appreciating someone else~and i really respect that...
"
if you want to get marry, finish your study first and make sure you are really stable with your life..." so babah, i can find my future husband first right?
ha ha ha...just kidding...i don't even ready for that~
one thing for sure...i'm grateful that i have him as my dad, a really
SUPER COOL dad~
please pray for my happiness and i really hope that i'm successful in my life~so that i pay you back, babah...eventhough i know it can never equalize with your sacrifices...
thank you, babah...
may ALLAH bless you now and always...forever...
XOXO - i do miss him...dearly~
