he is...the 'emperor'

Assalamualaikum n elo...

"emperor"?
who is that?
hehehehe....that's my dad...the "emperor" in the house...the one who care & protect about us...about his household....

why i'm calling him the "emperor"?that's b'coz...i hv to follow all of his orders...even though they're sometimes seem unfair to me...but i followed them without any 2nd thought...n surprisingly,i didn't against them at all....

that was during that time...during my teenager years...during my rebelious years (even though i didn't rebel much)...to tell u the truth...i'm a little nerdy + really obedient...
when my dad said that i had to go straight back home after school, i followed that....
when my dad said that i cannot attend the class gathering, i followed that....
when my dad said no boyfriend during my school life, i followed that...
when my dad said i cannot hang out with my friends in the weekends, i followed that....

my biggest fight with him...when i'm 14 years old...i didn't talk to him for almost 2 weeks bcoz so mad at him...he scolded me badly....i know that i'm the wrong one but...dunno....just wanna get mad with him....but in the end...i win...his words at that time made me think again why i'm getting so mad for that..."sampai bile x nak tegur babah?sampai bile x nk ckp dgn babah?x kan babah tegur cm tu pun terus x nk ckp dgn babah lame cm ni?"

that during my highschool life....may be some of u will think that i hv a really boring teenagers life...but i dun hate it...i really grateful that my dad was so strict to me, even until now...

i still remember when i get the scholarship from MARA to study here,in Indonesia....
my dad totally against it...i still remembered his words - "kenapa pandai2 apply pergi Indo tu?"
i'm not applying anything during my matrix days...the offer come to me....
but...that time....that was the 2nd time i stood against him...the 1st time is before entering matrix...
i know...he against it because he worries about me....he dun want me to enter matrix bcoz he dun want me to suffer (that's bcoz the rumors that are totally untrue)....he dunwant me to face any dangers in other people's country...

the funniest words coming from him was really unexpected....he once said to my mom - "Ma, awak x carikan handbag ke tuk Noi tu?"
hehehehe...he was so worried when he noted that i dun hv any handbag....and i'm 18 at that time...may be he thougt that i'm like other girls at that age...so into trendy things...but i'm not that type...i'm more to carefree type...

i respect him so much...may be bcoz of that,i didn't dare to turn against him...
he always busy...but he always tried to spend some time with us...even just for 10 minits or less...
he never shows that he has problems...he tries to keep them from us,from his children....

babah...always busy with his works but...he still hv time for us

my mom said...he was so worried about me...i know that mama...babah dunno how to express his feelings...
he dunno how to show them....i know he's happy with my every achievement....i know he's worried about me everytime...i know that...he's proud with me...and i'm proud having him as my dad...

the "emperor"....love my mom so much..love his princesses dearly...and his prince too...

dearest babah...thanks for ur love & care, thank you everything...sorry for everything too...
thank you for always be there....
i'm happy that u being really strict toward us....to me...without those things...may be i'm not the person i'm used to be now....

babah...Happy Fathers' Day...from me...ur 1st princess...

XOXO - another long post....