Monday, March 25, 2013

*tick tock*

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

less than 3 weeks to go...
and every time i look at the date and the schedule, my heart skips a beat...
this thrill, the mixed of excitement-worry-scare-and-i-don't-know-what-else feeling always with me, become more stronger these days...even when i'm typing this post...

final professional exam...our last 'stage' to perform as medical student...i waited for 6 years for this...yup 6 years! even my friend questioned me am i not too old to take exam (゜▽゜;)
well...long years of study is crucial because i will deal with people's life in the future...15th April is just around the corner...once i finish with the exam, interview will come next...once i pass these two, career-life as a DOCTOR awaits me...



Insya-Allah i can do it!
i hope that this exam not too harsh on me...
i hope that i manage to revise back my 'relationship' with the books and notes...

ehee~
maybe i will post from time to time during this study leave, just to relax my mind...
i know~ it's been a while i posted something...

so, wait for me...and wish me the best of luck too! ヽ(^Д^)ノ

XOXO - "not gonna try to get it, but will get it!"

[BGM - Let It Go! by FT Island]

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

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بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

ugyuuu...
what have i done?!!

accidentally delete all the pictures in my camera...
huhuuu~
the pictures...the community project pictures, the hang-out pictures, the event Health for Malaysia in Gopeng, my loli sister in school uniform, mama & babah pic together...all gone!!! TTATT

nothing i can do...

XOXO - *sigh*

Friday, January 18, 2013

it's 2013!!!

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم
Assalamualaikum n elo...

1st post of the year...
and HAPPY 18th DAY OF 2013 people~ (っ⌒‿⌒)っ

new year resolution(s)?
hmmm i think i don't have one...the one and only thing that matter to me now is to be a better person, in and out~
just pray for my well-being ok!

2013...what does it mean to me??
- my final year in medical school
- my final exam will be on April this year
- i will start working
- i will start to help my family regarding financial matters
- i will start to meet new people and experiencing new things
- i may be being posted to a place that i never go before
- i will take driving lesson and obtain my driving lesson (THIS IS A MUST!!!)
- aaaaa i cannot think other things now

one thing for sure...i expected a lot of new things will happen this year...
i dunno what kind of things but how good or bad they are...they still something that i need to get through and experincing them...why run away?

hmmm 2013...another year older...that for sure...
i hope that my maturity is corresponding to my age... =w=

2013...please be kind to me ok~ i am hoping great things to occur this year~ the year of Snake in Lunar Calender...

that's all~
may Allah bless us all...

XOXO - 'LISTEN' disease is every where now...it's contagious!! (¯―¯٥)

Monday, December 31, 2012

that date of the year again...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم
Assalamualaikum n elo...

hiatus from blogging world for 3 months!!!
what am i doing?
i am still in the online world...still on Facebook-ing, Twitter-ing.
and i think i have loss the touch to publish something wuwuwuuu (* /w\)

ok~
ignore the statement above and back to the title post~
today is 31/12/2012. yup, it's the last day of 2012! 1 year already passes since i post something on the same date last year [click here]
reading the post (yeah~ i don't have other things to do -.-) made me think what i had done this year...am i using all the oppurtunities that i got wisely? am i spent the time that i had accordingly? one question for sure - AM I READY TO BECOME A DOCTOR? =A=
yeah~ i am sitting for my final exam on April 2013 and there will be interview sometime around January or February (that's what i heard from my friends).

2012...
another year with tears and joy...
yup, i have sometimes when i cried (and i don't remember when but i do think i cried), but most of the time, i am happy with my life...trying to stay positive is the key for happiness :)

i still doing the same thing this year - attending classes, shopping, eating marathon, meet-up, fan-girling (but no fan-meetings, showcases, or concerts attended this year). just 1 thing added-up to my  list - going to weddings...oh yeah right~ i am at the age when people are getting marry.
in my family, my cousins married this year, two cousins already gave birth and another one expected on February 2013. some of my friends from primary school, secondary schools, and matriculation also got married this year. my seniors and juniors in my courses also got married. but sadly, i cannot attend most of the invitations...huhuu~ my final year made me stay at other place.

SORRY!!! I NEVER MEANT TO IGNORE THE INVITATIONS~!!! I WISH YOU ALL THE HAPPINESS AND LOVE!!!
MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU~!!!

me? still single and free~ and i'm loving it! hahaa~ \(>/////<)/

my final year in medical school demands me to be more mature and pro-active...and i am trying to do so. i already went through the 3 postings and currently in Obstetrics and Gynecology Department. after this posting, i have another posting to go...another posting before the final exam. and this final year also made me travel to new place - i had to stay in Teluk Intan for 2 weeks in every posting. a new place and new people. and new 'teachers' too. the district hospital has many good people - the patients are always cooperative and willing to let us spend time with them. but some of the people in that hospital are too...urghhh!!! i keep quite coz i respected them as someone with more experiences but please treat us, the students with respect too coz we are also human being with feelings ok! if peole from there read this...i think...hmmm please be more nice too us ok. i'm not implying all the people there are like that. thank God most are good. but certain not too nice things will effect the nice things too, right? (what am i talking about? =.=''')

and that little girl, the little princess in our house is entering Standard 1 today~ hehee~ nothing more excited than seeing my little sister growing up well. do you best little one~ we always love you. and i am planning to visit the primary school, to meet my teachers...

dunno what else to type at this moment...may be i will continue with part 2 later, with some pics? hahaaa~ it's really awkward when trying to publish something again after a while!!! O(>A<)O
i just need to gather the mood, right?

XOXO - it's plain...

Sunday, September 23, 2012

when was the last time...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum n elo...

uwaahhhh~

it's been a long time, right?
the vibes in final year really makes me uneasy day to day...
the only day that i able is Saturday and there's no more Sunday for me. why? coz lately, i called the Sundays as 'pre-Monday'... =w='''

although my weekdays are really full with my 7am-to-5pm in the ward, but i think i can still manage my own life...being playful just like before...
i still can watch my favorite shows...especially We Got Married!!!

yeah, my favorite couple in WGM Season 3 already come to the end...no more cute "molkang~ molkang~" and sweet "yeobo~" from WooJung couple...and i did cry really hard while watching the last episode of them in WGM...well, if they decided to continue their affection in real life...i will love it~ xD

and now...WGM Season 4...
how should i put it...I LOVE ALL THE COUPLES!!!!
we have this mature KangYoon couple, the playful and loud SunHee couple, and not to forget the fateful and innocent JoonSeo couple~
i don't care if they are scripted or spontaneous...i just love this season so much!!!

and the current K-drama that i watch - Arang and The Magistrateat first, i decided to watch this drama because of Lee Jun Ki and Shin Min Ah. but later, i watch this drama because i really love the plot and the story-line! xD
for the first time ever, i waited every week for the latest episodes + the subs~

now~ now~
back to the real world...
well, i'm done with my Internal Medicine Department posting and currently in Surgery Department posting...
life is getting more and more busy day by day~
hate to admit it, the date for the professional exam is nearer too \(>A<)/

well...all i can do now is learning and practicing really hard...and think that the people's live are in my hand in the future...
enjoying my final year in the hospital/clinic/ward to the fullest~
enjoying the show to release the stress~

after assisting a surgery with my supervisor (ignore the glove ok) 

XOXO - will i able to do this thing later *sigh*
.: cherish your every moment in life...be happy :.